Angel

*Rose's P.O.V*
I heard Tony knocking and trying to get me out, I just turned up my music so I couldn't hear him anymore. "He didn't mean it, he doesn't have any feelings for me, he doesn't care about me." I said as I'd drag my razor across my legs. Pierce The Veil started playing through my speakers, it was Hold On Till May. I started crying, both from pain and that I was going back on my promise to Tony. By the time I was done, Hold On Till May was over and Caraphernelia started. I was getting in the shower now, when all the new blood was washed away and my new cuts were clean I got out.
I slowly and carefully dried off and put clothes on, I was wearing sweat pants and my favorite Falling In Reverse shirt. It was strapless, so I was also wearing a strapless bra. When I turned off the music, I still had a towel on my head wrapped around my hair, and I limped to the door. When I opened it Tony's hand slid to the phone, he was asleep against the wall. I ignored my pain and walked to the back room. "You know, we all really do care about you." I jumped at the sound of Mike's voice. "Tony, he cares about you. Me, I care about you. Jaime, he cares about you. Vic, he cares about you. The only person who doesn't seem to care is you! You need to care, you need to believe we care! Next time, ask yourself 'why am I here if they don't care?' Ask yourself that." With that Mike turned and walked away to reveal Tony.
I dropped face-down onto the bed, "I'm sorry." I mumbled hoping Tony heard me, I felt hands on my hips bringing me to a standing point, I knew it was Tony so I didn't turn to look at him. I took the towel off my head, "Can I dry my hair first?" I asked him and he let me go and laid on the bed as I dried my hair and brushed it. When I finished with my hair it swooped in my face and you couldn't see my eyes. I looked at Tony and he walked to me and hugged me.
"Can we talk about this now?" He asked and I nodded my head, he took my hand and walked me to the bathroom, it was the only place with a lockable door and only place to talk in private while the bus is in motion. In the bathroom Tony locked the door and looked at me, "I'm almost completely sure there's damage," he paused being careful with his words, "will you show me it and tell me why?" I put on my best confused face and answered him.
"What damage? I have no idea what you're talking about." Through my hair I could tell he didn't look convinced.
"Why are you lying to me? Please talk to me...." He said, he was really upset with me.
"You saw me changing, you saw me in my bra and underwear, check me if you really wanna know what damage there could be and if you find any I'll explain why." I said looking at him, he stopped for a minute and then picked me up and sat me down on the counter and looked at my wrists then back at me.
"Why not just show me it?" He asked and sounded like he didn't want to look for it.

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