I look at my reflection in the mirror, my red hair is back, my lip is split, finally stopped bleeding. This time he didn't give me a black eye, lucky for me... Who am I talking about? My boyfriend of almost 2 and half years, Sam. He started abusing me about 6 months into our relationship.

He caused me to become distant with my only two best friends, which wasn't that hard because they are usually on tour. I'm afraid of leaving him, if I do, he might beat me again. I can't look anywhere when we are walking together, because if I do, he thinks I'm going to leave him.

He's controlling, abusive, and I don't know what to do. I can't go see Vic and Mike.... How am I going to explain this to them? Oh. My. God. He did this so I wouldn't, SHIT! He knew they were going to come and now I wont be able to see them.

Well he's going to be mad, because I'm going to go with them to their concert. Now I just need to get ready. What should I wear? Hmmmm...

Well Diary, this is the last time I will write in you today. Talk to you later old friend.

~Kat