"Give me alcohol" I demanded. Everyone looked at me funny.

"Why are you so keen to get drunk Kean?" Oli said raising an eyebrow. Everyone except me and my brother laughed at his joke.

"I haven't had time to let loose in awhile okay" I shrugged. Oli looked at my brother who just nodded.

"Okay, fine" Oli said pouring more alcohol into my cup.

I picked it up and downed the contents quickly. "Whoa, calm down there love" Oli said cautiously.

"I'm fine okay" I snapped. "Now fill it up again" I demanded. He filled my glass with the 4th serving of some sweet alcoholic beverage, that I don't even know the name of.

"Are you gonna stay long?" Matt asked. I looked at my brother and shook my head no.

"I have to get home soon but I'll stay for a few more" I said holding up my glass.

"It's been nearly 3 years since I've really seen you Case. Stay the night, please" I looked into my brothers pleading eyes but I couldn't. I couldn't run away or Jack would get me.

"I can't" I said softly, looking away.

"What's got you so fucking scared that you can't come home?!" Matt snapped.

Everyone jumped. Matt never got like this unless it was something serious. I looked at Oli and he was pleading with me in his eyes. I looked at Lee and he had a small smile on his face. Matt mouthed a please and then my brother just sighed and walked out. "I'm sorry guys, I wish I could come with you but I can't" I said standing up.

"Don't go now" Oli said looking up at me. I looked at each of their pleading faces, the thought that I might never see these faces again scared the hell outta me.

"I'll stay for half an hour" I bargained. Oli smiled.

"That's good enough for me" He grinned at the rest of the lads.

I sat down again and smiled. "So, what's it like to be in a touring band now?" I asked.

"Well..." Matt began.

1 hour later.

"Honestly, I swear to God. I never knew it was gonna fall on you" Matt laughed.

"Matt, shut up" Lee moaned.

"I didn't" Matt argued.

"You didn't stop it" Lee whined.

"Fair enough" Matt laughed.

"Did you quit your Morrisons job?" I asked Matt. He looked at me and nodded.

"Had to, couldn't tour otherwise. Fucking shit pay anyway" He shrugged.

Matt suddenly stormed back into the bus. "I spoke to mum and dad. If you don't stay with us they're coming down to get you".

"You what? Matt what the fuck?" I asked with anger. Oli stood up and put his hand on my shoulder. I looked at him and squinted my eyes. "You knew?" I asked.

"It's for the best Casey. You basically disappeared for 3 years. Your family miss you" Oli said looking at his shoes.

"You're all fucking wankers alright. Stay away from me" I pushed past them and ran off the bus.

"Casey no" Oli called after me.

I walked as fast as I could away from the bus. I heard footsteps follow me, I anticipated that. If they really were concerned about me then they wouldn't let me leave this easily. "Go away Matt" I called out behind me.

I felt a hand grab my waist. I turned around and tried to push whoever it was off of me. "Casey stop" I heard. I looked up to see Oli holding onto me. I pushed back again but this time I tumbled backwards and brought Oli down with me. We landed on the ground with a thud.

"Ow, fuck" I shouted out. Oli landing on me hit a few bruises and cuts. "Get off, get off please" I pleaded. He looked scared.

"Did I hurt you, I'm sorry" He apologised.

"It's fine" I said as he climbed off of me. He was looking intensely at my stomach when I realised my t-shirt had slipped up when we fell.

"Casey, why do you have bruises and cuts on your stomach?" He asked without looking away from them.

"I fell down the stairs..." I lied. He looked up at me and laughed sarcastically.

"Bullshit. Fucking bullshit" He spat. "What happened?" He demanded.

"Nothing" I lied again.

"Last time you called me, some guy asked who you were talking to. Who was it?" He asked.

"My boyfriend" I whispered.

"A boyfriend doesn't do that" He snarled, pointing to my bruises.

I sobbed, I curled up in a ball and sobbed my eyes out. I couldn't do it anymore. I needed out of here. "I'm sorry" I sobbed. I stood up and ran. This time... he didn't follow.

I just kept running and running until I got home. To the hell that I called home. I closed the door softly behind me. Maybe I can slip in without him noticing me. I walked down the hallway and into the livingroom. "Where have you been?" I heard from behind me. I turned to see a very unamused Jack.

"Work ran late tonight, I had to stay behind and shoot an afterparty, hence why I smell like alcohol" I explained.

He looked at me sharply and shook his head. "I'm not buying it. I let you go out to do your little photoshoots but you repay me by staying out late and drinking?!" He shouted at me.

"I wasn't drinking" I said quickly.

"I don't care, you were home late" Jack sighed. I moved back as he got closer to me. "And don't talk back to me" He snarled as he pushed me against the wall.

"I'm sorry" I sobbed. He slapped me across the face making me fall to the floor. I gripped onto my cheek and cried. He bent down and picked me up then threw me onto the couch.

"Don't be such a baby" He groaned as he began to take my clothes off. He ripped my shirt open while I cried more.

I heard something that sounded like a door opening but I didn't really care. I had bigger problems right now. I closes my eyes like I usually did but nothing happened. What the hell? I opened one eye and was so shocked to see Oli beating the crap outta Jack. I sat up in shock. The rest of the guys flooded into my livingroom. Both Matts pulled Oli off of Jack, while Lee and Curtis both dragged me out of there. "It'll be alright" Lee said softly as he carried me out of my flat.

He took me outside and I realised they had brought the tour bus here. "Get Oli" I cried.

"Get them out of there and come on" Lee said to Curtis.

After a few minutes both Matts came on the bus, looking extremely pissed. Couldn't blame 'em. My brother began pacing up and down. "Matt" I said softly. He ignored me. "Matt please" I begged. He still ignored me. "Matt stop ignoring me" I cried.

"You have been in that hell for 3 years now and you couldn't get out. You were stuck there, with that thing and I was off, travelling with my friends and making music while my sister was sat in London having the shit beaten out of her" Matt snapped. He began crying. "Why didn't you tell me. I could have gotten you out sooner" He cried, kneeling down infront of me.

"He said he'd kill you if I told anyone" I sobbed. Matts eyes softened.

"Does it look like we can't handle that arsehole?" Matt laughed.

"I'm so sorry" I cried. Matt pulled me into his arms and hugged me. "I love you Matt" I cried into his hug.

"It's gonna be okay" He soothed.

I pulled back from his hug in time for Oli walking in. He had blood on his shirt and looked like he was ready to kill someone. "Let's get out of here". He was carrying a bag. "Brought you as much as I could get. You're never going back there" He mumbled and dumped the bag infront of me.

I stood up and walked over to him. He had no expression on his face. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and placed his head in the crook of my neck. "Thank you" I whispered.

I could feel his breath on my neck and then he whispered. "I love you". My heart began beating so fast I felt like I was gonna faint. I just hugged him tighter.

After that, I fell into a sleep so deep, nothing could wake me up.