A One Night Stand, Lingered To A Fling

Things didn't exactly go as I planned, mainly because I didn't get a reaction out of Oli. He left early to go back to my flat. I didn't sleep with Matt though, I think he was too drunk to but he's in my bed right now. Fully clothed, passed out and looking rather drunk.

I got out of bed and went to get a drink of water. Piles of bodies lay on the ground, Stephanie was in the kitchen. I walked by Oli who opened his eyes and he looked at me. It felt like he was staring into my soul, I had to look away. Stephanie walked by me and winked. "Morning" She grinned.

I rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen. I shut the door and leaned against it. Everything crashed down on me. I loved him. I fucking loved him. He was my boyfriend and he did so much for me, then he goes and cheats on me? Tears began streaming down my face, I couldnt breathe. My head went dizzy and my heart felt like it was breaking. I had to pull it together though, he couldn't see me like this.

I walked over to the counter and leaned on it, I tried to wipe away the tears but the more I wiped, the more they fell. The door opened and then closed. I didn't turn around to see who it was because I didn't want whoever it was to see my tears. "Casey" I heard.

Oli, of course. "What?" I asked.

"Can we talk?" He asked quietly.

I turned to him and quickly wiped my eyes. "Make it quick" I said folding my arms across my chest.

He closed his eyes and exhaled loudly. "Can you let me explain?" He asked.

"Explain" I nodded.

"Okay, well I was drunk-"

"No excuse" I cut him off.

"I know it's not gonna fly but I was, so drunk and I couldn't think or make any rational decisions. The guys decided to go out for the end of tour and they kept feeding me drinks. I woke up in some chicks bed, I don't even know if I had-"

"I don't want to hear it" I almost screamed.

"You said I could explain" He said looking confused.

"Well maybe I can't help but feel disgusted by you right now" I snapped.

"Please don't hate me" He whispered. I looked up at him and he walked over to me. He grabbed my hand in his and looked into my eyes. "Is there anything I can do or say to fix this?".

I looked away and tried not to cry but the tears were forming in my eyes, blurring my vision. I tried to say no but the words wouldn't come out, they caught in my throat and made me almost gag at the thought of speaking. I looked back at him and wiped away the tears in my eyes. "No" I finally choked out.

He closed his eyes and sighed. "Please" He said quietly. "Please don't do this, please" He said grabbing my other hand.

I pulled them out of his grip and turned away. "Oli, it's over" I mumbled.

"No, it can't" He pleaded. I felt him grab my waist and turn me around. He towered over me and looked down into my eyes. "You know it won't end ever" He whispered.

I stared into his eyes and shook my head. "Stop". He ran his hand down my cheek and brushed my hair out of my face. I slapped his hand and pushed him back but he held onto me and pulled me in close. "Get off me" I said forcefully.

I pushed him back and walked out. Everyone was in the livingroom watching TV. I stormed by them and into my room, the anger was building up in me. Nothing was okay anymore, I wanted to punch his face in but I still want him... I still want to be with him. I walked over to my window and looked out, the clouds were grey and the wind was cold. I heard my bedroom door open then close. I didn't need to look to see who it was... I knew it was him. He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and placed his chin on my shoulder. Nothing was said for a few minutes. "The first time my mum ever met you, after we became friends she sat me down and had this long conversation with me. She kept saying "Casey is gonna be in your life for a long time, you gotta look out for her. Make sure she has a good life". At the time I was too young to understand and take it seriously but as I grew up I began to work out what she meant by it. The thing is, I think everyone knew how much I was going to fall in love with you but no one wanted to say it until I worked it out. The day I figured it out was the scariest day of my life" He said pulling back. He turned me around and looked in my eyes. "I knew that I never wanted anything so badly before, I almost want my life to go by quickly because I want to spend every day of it with you... I can't face a day without you Casey" He leaned in.

I closed my eyes and our lips met briefly, they were soft and tasted like mint. My arms wrapped around his neck and Oli placed his hands on my hips, pushing me against the wall. I could feel my cheeks grow warmer as the kiss deepened, his lips parted and our tongues fought against each other hungrily. I ran my hand over his chest as he lifted me up onto the window ledge. His hands slid down my thighs and he pulled me in close, our lips not even parting for a second.

He pulled my shirt off over my head and I did the same. I stared at his toro, admiring the colourful tattoos that covered his body. Everything about him was perfect, beyond perfect. He grabbed onto my pj bottoms and pulled them off, stopping when he noticed the tattoo on my thigh. "Tell me that you love me cause I need you so much" He mumbled as he ran his fingers over the words, he leaned in and kissed where the tattoo is. When he stood back up straight he pulled me off the window ledge and held me tightly in his arms. He trailed kisses down my cheek and onto my neck, knowing it was my ultimate weak spot. "We should go to my bed" I breathed out.

He mumbled something then tried to walk backwards, suddenly we both fell to the floor. I began laughing so hard, this was pretty funny... maybe the reality check I needed. I looked at him through laughter, it was almost hurting my sides. We both sat up and the laughter died down. I leaned over and picked my clothes up. "You don't wanna finish what we started?" He asked.

I pulled my pjs back on then looked down at him. "It's over Oli" I mumbled then walked out.

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