I've been living in Glasgow for 3 weeks now. It's different to say the least, definitely a bit bonkers but I sorta like it. Stephanie likes it too so she isn't gonna run back to Sheffield anytime soon. The other great thing I've discovered is that I'm really bad at making impressions. My boss thinks I'm really slow, so she gives me the easier shoots.

I've been doing a lot of weddings strangely, not my type of thing but whatever gets the money in... I'm not complaining really. The girl who I've been working with is really nice, she asks me about Oli a lot but there isn't much to say is there? The talk of weddings and Oli mixed makes me feel a little sick.

Speaking of Oli, I've spoke to him once since he went on tour. They're back now and still nothing. Matt called me two nights ago to tell me about tour but I got nothing from my amazing boyfriend. I'm not okay with this, he should have called me.

"Oi lazy bones, get out of bed" Stephanie pounded on my bedroom door.

"Yeah yeah" I mumbled as I sat up from my bed. I looked around my room and smiled at my walls. I had gotten a lot of my pictures developed and put them on my wall. A lot of me and Oli ones from throughout the years.

I got out of bed then went to the livingroom. "Morning sleeping beauty" Stephanie greeted me. "I made you coffee, it's in the kitchen" She nodded.

"Thanks love" I winked as I walked by. I've been around Oli too much...

I walked back into the livingroom with my coffee and sat across from her. "What's your plans for today?" She asked.

"Going for dinner with Mallory to discuss the latest shoot we have coming up" I explained. "What about you?" I asked.

"Gonna tidy up then go for a walk in town" Stephanie told me.

"Ah right" I nodded. "Well we should go out tonight? Finally get a taste of what Glasgow is like on a Saturday night" I suggested.

"Oooh, that's a good idea" Stephanie nodded.

We continued talking until I finished my coffee and decided to go and get dressed. I put on a black skirt that goes halfway down my thighs and a sleeveless Paramore shirt. After I got my clothes on I straightened my hair and put some make-up on then left my room. "I'll be back later" I told Stephanie.

"See ya later girl" She smiled at me. I grabbed my leather jacket and flashed her a grin.

"Don't have too much fun without me" I winked then left the flat. I went down the stairs and then out into the car park to get my car. I got in and started the car, Fall Out Boy blasted through the speakers and I grinned. One of my favourite bands. I drove out of the car park and onto the street leading me to the motorway into town. It was a 5-10 minute drive into town. I was meeting Mallory at 4 and it was around 3:40 right now. I slept in late today...

Once I was in town I parked my car then went to find Mallory. We were going to TGI friday's for dinner, I couldn't wait, we had a huge shoot coming up that needed discussion. Also she was pretty fun.

"Hey girl" I heard a strong Scottish accent come from behind me. I turned around to see Mallory standing with a huge grin on her face.

"Mallory, what's up?" I said approaching her, we hugged and then pulled away.

"This and that, you wanna go inside?" She asked. I nodded and we went inside. Once we got a table the discussions about the photoshoot came into topic and we ordered our meals.

"If we take this one then, split the salary then we'll be each make over a grand, seems good?" I bargained.

"Sounds amazing, I'm pretty happy to work with you on this. Most people in this business are usually very up themselves. I like that I've finally got a partner worth keeping" She nodded, while taking a drink.

"Yeah. I lived in London for a couple years and mostly done gigs at the arena, was great work but very snobby photographers worked there too" I laughed.

"So tell me about your time in America, you mentioned it once but didn't say much on the matter" Mallory brought up.

"I went on tour with my brothers band, Bring Me the Horizon through America. I was like their personal photographer. It was great experience" I laughed.

"You got any pictures on your phone?" She asked.

"I have a few actually" I said pulling my Iphone out. I showed her a couple pictures of the guys.

"Which one is your boyfriend again?" She asked

"Him" I said showing her Oli.

"Cute, lot of tattoos but nice. Are you happy with him?" She asked.

"Yeah, I really love him" I smiled. Even though he's being a twat right now.

"That's cute... gotta meet him sometime" She laughed.

"Yeah" I nodded. Our meals came and we dug in. Discussing more of the shoot and then talking about random stuff from work. Once we finished we paid then left.

"Thank you for the lovely evening" Mallory said hugging me.

"You too, I'll see you on Monday" I hugged her back then left. I went back to my car and then went home. Once I got in the flat I seen Stephanie sitting on the couch. "Hello darling, I am home" I sung cheerfully as I skipped over to her.

"Hello sweetie, go get ready and we can go out" Stephanie winked.

"Not even gonna ask how my dinner went?" I pretended to be hurt.

"We can talk once we go out" She laughed.

"Fine, fine" I said defeated. I walked to my room and closed the door. I fumbled around at the lightswitch trying to turn it on. When the light came on I looked at my bed and screamed. "What the hell!" I shouted as I stood in awe. Oli was sitting on my bed. He looked up at me with a small smile. I didn't hesitate to run over to him. I basically tackled him onto my bed, I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. "What are you doing here?" I asked burying my head in his neck.

"Surprise" He mumbled. I got a strange feeling from him, he was stiff...

I pulled back and looked at his face, he wasn't smiling at all. "What's wrong? Aren't you happy to be here" I asked him.

He looked away for a second then back at me. "Casey, can we talk for a minute?" He asked.

"Well I was hoping we could talk for more than a minute" I laughed.

He pushed me off of him and sighed. "Casey, I done something terrible" He mumbled looking at his feet.

"What, Oli you're scaring me" I laughed a little. He bit his lip and continued to look at the floor.

"I had sex with someone while we were on tour" He spat out.

The words played over and over in my head. He cheated on me. "No... you're lying" I whispered. My voice caught in my throat and I choked a little.

"It was an accident, not that I'm trying to justify myself but I was really fucking drunk and-" He tried to explain.

"Shut up" I said, my lip trembling.

"Case-" He turned to me and tried to grab my hand.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME YOU DIRTY FUCKING ARSEHOLE" I screamed at him, pushing myself backwards and off the bed.

"Casey, let me explain" He pleaded. I looked at him through the tears in my eyes.

"No, NO! Why should I let you explain. You're disgusting, I knew you'd do this to me. I knew I couldn't trust you Oliver but I was stupid enough to give you a chance. You're a disgusting excuse for a human being. I HATE YOU" i ranted. He looked at me with tears in his eyes.

"I never meant to hurt you, I promise" He whispered.

"Oh you never meant it, al-fucking-right let's go be a happy little couple again because you didn't mean to go fuck some random girl!" I snapped at him.

"Please, just listen" He begged.

"No, I'm never going to listen to you again" I shook my head. I walked back over to him and towered over him. "You are nothing. You are a coward, everything that is wrong with men these days. You can't see the good infront of you so you fuck it up so bad. You aren't capable of love because you're fucking sick in the head. I hate you and everything about you" I looked down at him. He spilled a few tears but I don't give a fuck. He can cry all he wants, I'm done.

I grabbed his arm and dragged him out of my room. I closed the door and screamed against the door. I screamed so hard that it felt like my voice was going to give out. The noise was piercing my ears and made me feel sick. I walked over to my wall and ripped the photographs off of my wall, I ripped them up. Everything was a lie. He was a liar. I slid down my wall crying my eyes out. The old familiar feeling of numbness came back and I bit it back. I just wanted to go out and get drunk.

I put on the shortest dress I have, the highest heels and fixed my make-up. I needed to forget this moment. I opened my door and walked into my livingroom. Everyone was here. Matt, Lee, Curtis, Matt and the arsehole on the year. Stephanie came over to me and hugged me. "Ready to go?" She asked.

"Ready to get fucking drunk" I said emotionlessly at her. She nodded and everyone stood up. Matt gave me a hug.

"I didn't know" He whispered. I looked at him and nodded.

"It's fine. Keep him away from me" I mumbled walking away.

We all left and got into a taxi, went into town and went to a local rock nightclub. Once we got in Stephanie took me to the bar and we hammared ten shots each. "So spill, what happened?" She asked.

"Fucking cheated on me" I said glancing over to the booth where the guys were sat. Everyone was talking except Oli, who just sat with his face tripping him.

"He what? Why, who the fuck does he think he is?" Stephanie said getting angry.

"Leave it, he's not worth it" I mumbled. We got more drinks and then went back over to the booth.

"How was tour?" Stephanie asked.

"Fucking amazing, crowds are mental out there" Lee laughed. Stephanie alwayed had a thing for Lee. Maybe tonight will change it.

"That's good" Stephanie nodded and took a drink.

I rolled my eyes and downed my drink. I could see Oli staring at me, probably hoping I'd get drunk enough to forgive him. Not happening. I'm gonna show him what it's like. I was sitting next to Matt N and an idea struck me. I put my hand on his thigh, his head snapped up at me. He leaned into my ear and whispered. "What you doing?".

I looked at him and smiled. I began overly flirting with him, loud enough for Oli to hear. I wanted to make him see the way I'm feeling. After awhile everyone left the booth except me and Matt. As soon as we were alone I kissed him. He didn't hesitate to kiss me back, which I was happy with. When I pulled back I looked over to where Oli was and seen him looking. I smirked at him then turned back to Matt. Paybacks a bitch.