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A One Night Stand, Lingered To A Fling

Tell Me That You Love Me

The 12 hour flight back to The UK was brutal. I felt like jumping out of the plane to be honest. Things were really awkward, making me want to parachute into the Atlantic ocean even more. I don't get why it was the way it was but Oli was very tense with me.

Even though the night before we left, things were great. We made up I guess? Somehow it clearly didn't last since he completely blanked me once we got on the plane and sat next to my brother instead of me. I ended up with Lee for the 12 hour flight home, who just kept falling asleep on me.

I would occasionally look over to Oli who would either be writing in his journal or had his head in his hands. He looked stressed out but I don't get why, if he was upset with me then he shouldn't have been okay with me last night. Especially since I finally felt comfortable enough to have sex with him, clearly he acted okay with me just for that and that's why I always told myself not to get close to Oli. He always does this sorta shit.

When we finally landed in Sheffield, everyone seemed grouchy and tired. I just walked off infront of them, clearly it was gonna be a shitty fake "it was a great tour" from everyone, when in reality everyone just wants to go home. Luckily, one of my friends text me and asked if I wanted to hang out, I said yes and she was gonna come and pick me up instead of going with Matt and Oli.

We got our luggage and Stephanie text me to say she was outside. I smiled at my phone and turned to the guys. "So um, tour was great but I'm gonna go catch up with my friend who is here to pick me up" I announced. Everyone looked up and nodded, except Oli who just looked confused.

"We'll hang out soon" Lee said hugging me.

"Of course" I said hugging him back.

"See you later" Curtis hugged me.

"Catch you later" Matt N wrapped his arms around me and hugged me.

I got to my brother and punched him on the arm. "See ya at home loser" I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Bye" I smiled sarcastically at Oli, turned and walked off with my suitcase.

"Casey!" I heard Oli call after me. I looked back and turned slowly.

"Yes...?" I asked.

"That it? Bye?" He questioned with confusion.

"Sorry? I wasn't aware we were on speaking terms?" I shrugged.

"Of course we are? Why wouldn't we be?" His little act was poor, really fucking poor.

"Fuck sake Oli, you ignored me the full flight home do you really think that was okay?" I laughed sarcastically at him.

"I just wanted to sit with your brother I'm sorry" He looked away.

"Oli, don't lie you are clearly still pissed at me" I sighed.

"Okay fine, I'm really annoyed that you just wanna up and leave again without even talking to me" He argued.

"You're a complete fucking arsehole Oli Sykes" I groaned.

"What, how?" He made a face at me.

"You know why. I told you how insecure I was and you promised you'd never do anything to make me uncomfortable but you lied about something in order to get some action. You're a fucking pig!" I almost screamed at him.

"No I didn't lie" He sighed.

"No, you clearly did. Just don't talk to me. This was clearly a fucking mistake Oli, have fun on tour next month... maybe you can lie to some bimbos and fuck them too" I spat at him then walked off.

It hurt like hell to have to do that but it had to be done. He's a fucking liar. I'm such a naive twat for thinking that Oli could ever be a good boyfriend to me. Of course he was gonna do whatever he could to get into my pants. Of course.

I walked out of the airport and seen my friends car waiting for me. She climbed out the car and came over to me. "Hey girl, how was tour?" She asked in a terrible attempt at an American accent.

"Fucking amazing" I winked. She helped me put my suitcase in the boot and we got in the car.

"We're going to get dinner and you're going to spill the beans on everything" She commanded me as she turned the car on and drove outta the airport.

"I am very much down for that" I sighed happily, it was a nice distraction from the fact that I had basically just dumped Oli.

On the way to the restaurant I got a text from Oli. 'Casey, please don't be like this. I didn't lie to you at all. Come to mine tomorrow and talk to me. I love you'. Ugh, I ignored it and put my phone back in my pocket.

We got to a restaurant and got a table, sat down and ordered. "So spill" Stephanie turned to me with a girn.

"What do you wanna know?" I asked feeling like she was gonna pry into my life of the last month.

"Since New Years was clearly a big deal what happened with you and Oliver?" She winked, taking a sip of her drink.

"It's a little complicated but we sorta got together" I shrugged, looking away.

"And?" She leaned in.

"It was nice, I really thought it was gonna work out" I sighed.

"Whoa, wait it didn't?" She asked, eyebrows raised.

"Well, yeah... it didn't. He sorta lied to me in order to have sex" I said biting my lip.

"Holy shit, what the hell?" She was very shocked. "That's not like the Oli I remember, yeah he was a cheeky little shit but he wasn't a liar to anyone important" Stephanie was genuinely really surprised by this information.

"Basically I got offered a job in Scotland and because I didn't tell him as soon as I got it, he got a little annoyed. We made up then things got a little" I wiggled my eyebrows, a thing we used to do in school a lot as a secret language. "Anyway, next day he completely ignored me and sat with my brother on the plane home" I shrugged. "Basically just dumped him before I came to meet you".

"I didn't think you were the type to dump a guy so quickly... especially Oli" She smirked.

"What you trying to say?" I asked confused.

"Come on, you've had a thing for that boy since we were in primary school" She laughed.

"Have not" I lied.

"Shut up, you're such an idiot" She smirked.

"Sometimes you know me too well" I stuck my tongue out at her.

Our meals came and the conversation drifted towards other things and she revealed a pretty awesome little secret.

"Okay this is probably the weirdest thing ever but I actually have been transferred to Scotland too, Glasgow to be precise" I almost dropped my fork.

"Shut up!" I had to stop myself freaking out.

"No, seriously. When you just said there I almost peed myself" She grinned.

"Fuck, we should get a flat together, cut the costs" I suggested.

"I agree!" She winked.

We finally finished our meals and then she drove me home. "We'll speak soon" I smiled at her as she drove away. I grabbed my case and turned to walk up the pathway. I got into my house and said hi to mum and dad. Had a quick catch up then decided to go up to my room to get changed.

The light was out so I just walked over to my drawers and pulled out some pj shorts and a vest. I got out of my clothes and put my pjs on. I turned to walk out of my room again when I noticed the figure sitting on my bed. "What the fuck" I breathed out with relief, working out it was Oli.

"Casey" He whispered in the darkness.

"I told you to leave me alone" I crossed my arms over my chest.

"You didn't answer my text, I couldn't wait until the morning. I was scared you were serious about ending us" He stood up.

"I was serious" I rolled my eyes.

"Why? I didn't lie to you" He said with pleading in his eyes.

"Yes you did Oli" I shook my head at him. He came over to me and grabbed my hands.

"No I swear, I never lied. I just woke up this morning and realised that coming home was back to reality and back to the possibility that you might not want to be with me anymore. I freaked out" He confessed.

"Oli seriously..." I began to turn away.

"Don't go, I can't do this on my own. Don't go, I can't do this on my own. Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night. I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight. Don't go. Don't go" He suddenly began singing. I turned back to him in shock. He never really sung that much, properly sung.

"What?" I asked in confusion. Then I remembered the poem, he told me that it was from a song called Don't Go. "If I let you in, you'd just want out. If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie. If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up. If you follow me, you will only get lost. If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch. But you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere" I sung back to him. I never sung, like never.

A smile spread across his face. "Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much" He sung, holding my hand against his heart.

I thought for a moment then reversed it. "Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much".

He grinned at me for my choice of words. "Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much".

"Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much" I finished. He pulled me in close and kissed me. My mind was in awe at what he just sung to me, knowing that he wrote that for me sorta reminded me that maybe he did act stupid today but he's cared about me since we were young, very young.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and ran my fingers through his hair, he pushed me against the wall and held me close. He stopped kissing me and leaned his forehrad against mine. "Never leave me, you have no idea how much I fuckin' need you" He whispered.

I looked into his eyes and nodded. "I love you" I breathed out.

"I fuckin' love you" He laughed a little. I closed my eyes and let him sing to me softly, making me melt into his arms.

Comments

@Fangirl_Alert

Awh wow, thats a huge compliment thank you :)

@saradanks

This is just how they talk in sheffield.

@Colourfultears
Sorry I got very emotional at the end, wow this story was amazing, i need to read the sequals, it was like a real book, you should really start writing.

the grammar and word tense is really confusing

fix the grammar! but i love it so far