Today we were going to Disney World, okay I don't care that I'm 22 and I shouldn't be so excited to go to Disney World but you have no idea how much I'm gonna act like a big baby today. I can't even begin to explain it. I got out of my bunk and got dressed so quickly. I don't even care how weird I look, I wanna go to Disney! I put on some skinny jeans and a cut off vest top, forgetting that it was gonna show off my tattoos that no one knew about.

I walked out to the lounge and to my luck Oli was laying there, playing with his phone. I hesitated for a minute then realised it was stupid. We haven't spoken at all in the last day and a bit since it happened. It was a little awkward at first but then I realised, why should I care? I walked away from him so he is the one who got rejected. Not me. He should feel insecure about it not me. I walked over to the table and picked up my camera. I began adjusting the lighting levels for it and then looked at the picture quality. I didn't realise at first the camera was pointed at Oli, I looked at him on the screen and suddenly he looked at me and stuck his tongue out. I quickly took a picture of him and smiled. As much he had annoyed me the picture was really cute and would go really well in my collection. I turned to walk out when Oli spoke up.

"Since when did you have tattoos?" He questioned me. I turned slightly and looked at him.

"When I moved to London I got tattoos" I told him. He stood up and walked over to me.

"Can I have a look at them?" He asked. I simply nodded and he smiled. He bent down slightly and looked at the tattoos that covered my sides. "These are really nice, you suit them... got anymore?" He asked, standing up.

"Yeah, in places you can't really see unless I show you" I shrugged. He got that annoying little smirk on his face again.

"Can I see?" He smirked. I just looked at him dead in the eyes.

"Why don't you ask Matt" And before I could even see his reaction I turned and walked away. Casey 1 - Oli 0.

I walked through the bus and outside to find my brother and Lee standing around, drinking coffee. "Morning Casey" Lee said.

"Morning guys" I smiled cheerfully. I took a couple pictures of them and then the scenery. America was so different from the UK. It's nice yet scary, I miss home a little bit I would much rather be here for a lot of the year and just go home every now and again.

"We are gonna head out to Disney in about 5 minutes, that okay?" Matt asked me.

"Of course, if I could go now I would" I grinned.

"You're really excited aren't you" Lee asked, I smiled so much it felt like my face was going to fall off. Disney was my favourite thing growing up.

"Toy Story was her favourite movie, we used to have to watch it on repeat all the fucking time" Matt whined.

"It's such a great movie though" I argued.

"I agree, it's pretty good and The Lion King" Lee added.

"Not you aswell" Matt rolled his eyes.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I like Disney?" He laughed.

"You didn't have Casey as a sister who only watched Disney movies" Matt shrugged. I smiled at him innocently. Matt N, Oli and Curtis finally came off the bus and we were ready to go.

"Let's go to Disney World" Matt N cheered. Since we had no idea how to get there, Lee being the only sensible one of the group decided to rent a car for the day. We piled into the car even though it was a tight squeeze, we all made it. Unfortunately for me I was sat between Oli and Matt N. After my witty comment I made earlier, it was gonna be a fun trip.

"How long do you think it will take to drive there?" I asked Lee. He put the desitination into the sat nav, then slowly turned to us. An hour on a normal driver, since I've never drove on American roads I'd say an extra thirty minutes. Oh great. He started the car and we were on our way.

40 minutes into the journey Oli fell asleep on my shoulder. Matt kept singing the same fucking annoying song over and over again. Lee was getting frustrated with the American road signs. Curtis was quietly trying not to kill anyone and my brother was just playing on his phone.

"Shake, shake, shake shake, shake it" Matt N sung, for the millionth time.

"Do I turn here or do I turn here"Lee spoke to himself.

"Make it two... I don't know" Oli mumbled in my ear. I felt dizzy and uncomfortable, like I was gonna be sick.

"Lee, can you please pull over for a minute" I said quietly.

"I can't right now" He whined.

"Lee, just pull over I need out of here" I begged. He groaned really loudly and parked the car at the side of the road. I undone my seat belt quickly.

"Are we here yet?" Oli shot up and looked around.

"Move, move, move" I said to him frantically. He opened his door and slipped out. I got out of the car as quickly as I could and stumbled onto the grass. My head was spinning and I felt like everything was moving too fast. I turned to look at the guys but it looked like there was 10 of them.

"Casey, you alright love?" I heard Oli ask me. I looked over at him and nodded. Then the next thing I remember I fell to the floor and everything went black.

...

"Casey... wake up" I heard a distant voice call out.

"Come on, wake up now" I heard another voice say.

My eyes fluttered open and I seen 5 concerned looking faces surround me. "What the fuck?" I asked.

"Thank fuck, I thought she was dead there" Curtis sighed with relief. I sat up slowly and looked around me.

"Did I pass out?" I asked grabbing my head. It felt as though I headbutted a rock.

"Yeah" My brother nodded.

"Fuck sake" I moaned. "I never pass out anymore, well usually" I huffed.

"Do you still wanna go to Disney World?" Lee asked, I looked at him and nodded.

"I'm sitting at the window this time" I said to Oli, he just nodded and held his hand out to help me up, which I took gratefully.

We got back in the car again and Oli let me sit at the window this time. I was feeling a little better by this point and I just wanted to get to Disney World. The journey was taking what felt like 3 million years but eventually we arrived at the sign that said Disney World Florida. I sat up and grinned at the window. "She's like a kid in a candy store" Matt N laughed.

"Or a kid at a theme park" Oli laughed. I turned to them and grinned.

"You guys are gonna hate me by the end of the day" I almost squealed.

After it took about 20 minutes to find a good parking spot, after which I almost tumbled out of the car because I was so excited. I ran off infront of everyone to get to the entrance. When I realised I needed them to get our tickets I slowed down and waited for them. I turned to see them approaching. "Can you not wait for us?" Matt asked as they caught up with me.

"Nope" I squealed. "Now come on".

We got to the box office and got tickets into the park. I felt so much excitement run through me, it made me forget about the shit that had been going on. All that stuff with Oli, it was just gone. I was there to have a good time and forget about the bad things.

Once in the park we split into two groups, me Oli and Lee and Curtis and the two Matts. We went on some rides and then met up with everyone later on to hang out and go on some rides all together. Oli was talking to me again, it was like nothing had even happened and that made me feel happy. I couldn't care less if he felt the same but I just wanted to have a good day. Especially since I fucking fainted earlier.

"I'll be back in a minute" I told everyone. I stood up and walked over to sit on a bench myself. I wanted to get some time on my own to reflect. Many times in my life I could have made better decisions but I just never had the time to think about it, so I sorta promised myself I wouldn't do that anymore. That's why I walked away from Oli the other night. I could have easily gave into him and slept with him but that would be too easy for him. If he really wants me, then it's not gonna be easy... it's gonna take a lot more than some witty banter. He needs to learn that not all woman will drop to their knees for him if he flirts a little and acts a bit dominant towards them.

On another note though, I wish he would just realise there is more to life than just having sex with every girl he finds attractive. He has so much love to give but he never wants to share it. I think he feels too scared of rejection, from the story Matt told me I sorta get the feeling that since he has had his heart broken he doesn't want to get close to anyone but he's far to lonely to stay away. He's too complicated for someone who doesn't understand him but so he resorts to having sex with random girls in order to feel something. Did I pick the wrong profession? I should be a therapist.

"What you thinking about?" I heard from beside me. I jumped a little out of shock. I turned my head to look at Oli.

"Things you'd never believe" I said quietly. He cocked his head to side and smiled.

"Sometimes I would love to be inside your head for a day" He smirked.

"I'd gladly give away my thoughts if I could" I mumbled looking away.

"Why?" He asked with confusion, I looked at his face and shrugged.

"Sometimes my head is filled with shit that it shouldn't be, I wish that for once in my life I didn't think as much as I do" I sighed. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me in close.

"You're not alone, you're never alone" He whispered. I looked up into his eyes and it felt as though he wasn't being a sarcastic, egotistical arsehole for once.

"Oli" I asked.

"Yeah?" He replied.

"I don't wanna play this game anymore" I said quietly, so quiet I doubt he even heard.

"Me either" He replied, looking straight into my eyes.

"I just..." I began to say but I had no idea where I was going with this. In this momenet I had no idea what to do, what to think. I just wanted to be here forever.

"Casey, spit it out" He laughed a little.

"Oli, I love you" I confessed.

He didn't say a word, just stood up and began walking away. I felt sick. Why did I say that? Now he is gonna never talk to me again. I'm a fucking idiot.

"Casey, I'm only kidden" I heard him laugh. I looked up to see him standing infront of me with a huge grin on his face. I stood up and smacked him on the arm.

"Don't fucking do that" I said with a slight laugh, I was so relieved he wasn't just walking away.

"Do you think I'm that much of a dick?" He asked. I thought for a moment, looking at him strangely. "Actually don't answer that" He laughed. "Do I even need to say it back?" He asked.

I looked at him with pleading in my eyes, he smiled at me and leaned into my ear. "I love you Casey" He whispered.