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Break the Barricade

Vic

Thea and I had been together for a week and it had been the happiest week I had in ages. I still couldn’t believe it. That pretty girl, that perfect girl that I had been dreaming of ever since I met her, liked me back. How was that even possible? I never thought she would want to be with me, but I was wrong and now I could call the prettiest girl in the world, both on the inside and on the outside, my girlfriend. I didn’t even think about self harm past week. Why would I? Everything was going so well. I didn’t dare to say that out loud though. I was scared things would change and everything would go back down again. But for now, I was one of the happiest guys alive.
“Vic!” Mike called from the front lounge. “Are you ready?”
“Give me two minutes,” I shouted back. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and I nodded to myself. I was looking okay. I quickly walked out of the bathroom to find Mike, Jaime, Tony and Thea already ready to go.
“Finally done, pretty girl?” Jaime asked. “You’re looking good babe.”
“Shut up Preciado,” Thea said, slightly smiling. “The pretty girl is mine.”
Jaime sighed. “Did you really have to remind me of that? It hurts.”
Mike rolled with his eyes. “Are you guys done with the stupid talking?” he asked. He was trying to sound annoyed but I could see he was holding a smile back. “We need to go because the others are waiting for us.”
I shrugged and we exited the van. We had decided to eat in a restaurant today because we had a day off anyway. The Sleeping with Sirens guys and the All Time Low guys would be there too and I was nervous. Thea and I didn’t tell them yet and we were going to today. I was expecting them to react friendly and supportive, but I was still a bit afraid they wouldn’t.
Just before we went into the restaurant Thea gave me a reassuring smile. “It’ll be okay,” she mouthed. I smiled back and I nodded. Of course it would be, I was just being stupid. I didn’t say that out loud though, I knew that would cause her to give me a full lecture of how perfect I was. She had been giving me these lectures all week. And maybe, maybe I was slowly even starting to believe parts of them. Maybe I was on my way to recovery.
I sat down next to Thea and Jack was sitting on her other side. I didn’t like that at all. Jack was going to be flirting with her and she would realize how much better he was than me. And then she would leave me. I shook my head, trying to shake the bad thoughts off. When that didn’t work I excused myself to go to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and I was leaning on the sink. I looked at myself in the mirror. Breathe, Vic, I told myself. She doesn’t like Jack, she likes you. Relax.
Jaime walked in the bathroom and looked at me worriedly. “Vic, you okay?”
I nodded. “I am,” I said, and I wasn’t even lying. “I felt like I was going to have a panic attack but I feel okay again now.”
Jaime nodded and smiled. “You’re doing so good,” he said. “Let’s go back to the others then.”
I followed him back to the table and I saw that Jack was just wrapping his arm around Thea. She glared at him.
“Jack, fuck off,” she said, clearly sounding pissed off.
I sat down next to Thea again. “Why?” Jack asked, raising his eyebrows. “You seemed to enjoy this earlier.”
Thea looked at me, asking for approval. I smiled and nodded.
“Because Vic and I are together now,” she said, smiling widely.
Jack pulled his arm back and patted me on my shoulder. “Nice one Vic,” he said, still looking at Thea.
I grinned. “I know.”
Thea sighed and rolled her eyes. “I’m not just some sort of trophy guys,” she said.
I kissed her cheek. “You aren’t just a trophy. You are the most beautiful trophy existing.”
Kellin looked up from the other side of the table. “Wait, did I miss something here?” he asked, looking slightly confused.
“Maybe we should tell them all at once,” I said, looking at Thea. She nodded in agreement so I raised my voice. “Hey guys, Thea and I have something to tell you,” I said. Everyone looked up and they smiled. I guess they already knew what was coming. “Thea and I have been together for a week now.”
Thea smiled widely. Actually, everyone was smiling widely. It seemed like everyone supported us and it felt great. Even Jack didn’t seem to mind it, he told us he was happy for us. I was sort of happy for me too. Finally something about my life felt right. I just hoped it would last.

After we had dinner we went straight back to the van. We had another show tomorrow so nobody really wanted to go out. Thea and I went to the front lounge and we sat down on the couch. Thea was leaning against me. Her head was resting on my chest. I loved it. I felt her breathing and I felt her heart beating. We didn’t even talk, but she was so close to me and I was with her and to be with her was the only thing I wanted anyway.
“Vic,” Thea said softly.
“Yeah?”
“I’m happy.”
I smiled happily. “I am too,” I told her. I had smiled so much today. And each smile was genuine. I had smiled more today than I had smiled the entire year before I met Thea.
I wished this moment could last forever, but suddenly Mike and Jaime walked into the front lounge. “Hey Thea,” Mike said. “Could we talk to you for just a second?”
Thea widened her eyes and then quickly nodded. “Sure,” she said softly.
She got up and I immediately missed her presence against my chest. “I’ll be right back,” she smiled, but her eyes were looking sad. What the hell was going on?

Notes

Hey guys, so I actually did get it done today. What did you think of it? They finally told everyone about their relationship, that was about time wasn't it?

I'm sorry it took me so long to write this. I'm still fucking stressed but it's almost Christmas vacation, so that should give me some time to breathe.
The next time it is my turn to write again I will probably be in time, or at least I will try my best to be in time.

Btw, if any of you ever wants to talk about anything, I am right here for you! Also if you don't have a problem and you just want to talk, all you need to do is message me. I also have a Tumblr account now so you could reach me there too if you want. This is the link. http://ptvyouretheonewhoshotme.tumblr.com/

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12/16/14

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