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Break the Barricade

Thea

I can't believe this is happening. I'm kissing Vic. Even better, he's kissing back. His tongue is exploring my mouth, my hands are tangled in his hair and I just want him close to me. Vic had wrapped his arms around me tighter. My lips moved from his mouth to his jaw and neck. I left a trail of kisses until I reached his collar bone.
"Thea," Vic mumbled. His hands were on my hips, his fingers drawing small circles. My lips met his again and I moved in front of Vic, so I was straddling his lap. Vic was kissing down the line of my jaw now. He went to lift my top up a little but I stopped him.
"Someone might come," I quietly said. Vic frowned deeply and looked down.
"We can stop," he said.
"I don't want to stop," I mumbled. I was watching him. He thinks I'm regretting it. I'm not, but if it goes any further he'll find out. I can't let him think that about me.
"Thea, if you do it's okay," Vic muttered.
"I don't want to get caught. It'd be embarrassing," I rushed.
"Okay," Vic nodded, his hands in my thighs. He squeezed, right over my cuts. I put my head down on his chest to hide my face. I bit down on my lip and tried to not wince. I waited for the beating in my thighs to calm down. Then I let out a breath and looked up.
"Why don't we go outside?" I suggested.
"Sure," Vic smiled. I climbed off of him and jumped down from the bunk. Vic joined me and we walked out into the front lounge. I smiled lightly at the others and went straight outside. Vic followed me. I took his hand and led him over to the other side of the car park we were parked in. I sat down on the grass and Vic sat opposite me, not far away.
"Sorry," I sighed. Vic looked at me and shrugged.
"It's okay," he mumbled. "I know I have a lot of problems in my head, Thea,"
"You can't help it!" I rushed. "Plus, everyone has problems,"
"You shouldn't have kissed me like that,"
"Why?"
"You're just . . . Thea. You're . . . I don't know," he stuttered.
"Vic," I smiled a little. "I like you,"
"What? You mean . . ."
"I mean I like you like you," I sighed. "I kissed you because I really like you, Vic,"
"You do?" he asked hopefully.
"How obvious do I have to make it?" I asked. My hand reached over to touch the inside of his thigh. "I want to kiss you again," I told him. I leant over and touched my lips to his. Vic kissed me back immediately. I shuffled over so I was closer to him and Vic's hands ran up and down my arms. I swiped his bottom lip with the tip of my tongue. Then Vic opened his mouth. My tongue went in his mouth and started exploring. I had to stop myself from smiling. My arms went around Vic's neck and in my need to get closer to him we both fell back onto the grass. Vic's back was flat against the grass and I was on top of him. "We should stop," I whispered against his lips.
"I know," Vic agreed.
"Anyone could see,"
"You don't want people to see. . ." Vic trailed away.
"Not me making out on the grass," I explained. I sat up and pulled Vic up with me. I crossed my legs and Vic sat close to me. My head rested on his shoulder and his arm wrapped around my shoulders. "Vic," I said.
"Yeah?"
"Can I ask you a question?"
"You can ask me anything,"
"Do you like me? I mean really like me?" I asked. I straightened up. Vic smiled and started to laugh under his breath.
"Yeah, I do," he confirmed.
"Do you want to . . .?"
"To what?"
"You know," I urged.
"What?"
"It isn't my job to say it,"
"I don't know what you mean," he frowned.
"How would you feel about being my boyfriend?" I finally built up the courage to say. Vic looked down at me and a smile tugged the corner of his lips.
"You want me to be your boyfriend?" he asked.
"I'd really like you to," I nodded.
"Okay," Vic nodded. "I really want you to be my girlfriend,"
"Good," I grinned back at him. I pecked him on the lips and sat back.
"For you can I make a promise?" he asked.
"Okay,"
"No secrets," he said. I frowned at the floor. I can't agree to this. I have hundreds of secrets. Over fifty healing on my thighs. "What do you think?"
"No secrets," I said, looking at the bus. "Shall we go back and tell everyone? I kind of need a shower too," I admitted.
"Okay, come on," he said. Vic stood up and helped me up. He took my hand and we started walking back to the bus. I went inside and pulled Vic in with me, our hands still joined. Everyone looked up and I saw Jaime's eyes go from our faces to our hands and back again.
"What's up?" Jaime asked.
"Thea," Vic said.
"Okay," I smiled. "Vic and I are kind of . . . You know, together," I explained.
"He asked you?" Mike asked brightly.
"Um no. I asked him," I replied.
"She asked me to be her boyfriend," Vic confirmed.
"What are you ten?" Mike asked.
"Leave them alone," Tony rolled his eyes.
"I'm going to have a shower," I said. I kissed Vic quickly and let go of his hand. I went to the bathroom and on my way grabbed some clothes. I went inside and switched the shower on. My clothes came off and I stepped in the shower, letting the warm water wash over my stinging cuts and many scars. I flexed my neck and closed my eyes. Fuck this was painful.
When I had finished I got out and dried myself. I put on my underwear and went to get my other clothes from the bathroom counter. But then the door opened. My eyes found Mike and I saw his eyes widen. He was looking all over my body. At my thighs. My stomach. But more importantly what was cluttering the seemingly smooth, perfect skin.
"Thea," he said weakly. I hurried to grab my towel and wrapped it around me.
"Shut the damn door," I hissed. He did as told and looked at me for a while.
"You hurt yourself? Why would you do that?" Mike asked. "Don't you know what that can do to other people?!" he said angrily.
"Of course I do," I sneered. "Just leave please. Now you know my dirty little secret so you can go. Tell everyone about the girl who thinks she's so horrible and deserving of pain she inflicts it upon herself," I rushed, disgusted with myself.
"You're not horrible," he sighed.
"I am," I looked down.
"Does Vic know?" he finally asked. I shook my head no and looked down. "And Jaime?" he asked and I shook my head again.
"No one does," I explained.
"Tell them," he urged.
"I can't," I shook my head violently.
"You know how it feels when Vic doesn't tell you. Tell them . . . or I will," he said. I swallowed hard and nodded.
"Can you leave me alone?" I asked. Mike sighed and came over to me. He lifted my towel up to look at one of my thighs. I pulled the towel away to hide my leg.
"I'm sorry," Mike said. He wasn't talking about finding me or the fact I hadn't told anyone. He was talking about me. He was sorry I was doing this to myself.
"I know," I smiled sadly.
"Tell them," he urged one last time. Then me left me alone with my thoughts. But he doesn't know that's when I'm most dangerous.

Notes

Hey! What did you think? Mike knows! Who do you think he will tell? Will Thea tell anyone? Any predictions? Also they're together . . . finally! Are you shipping it? I love them together! I've been getting loads of lovely messages from you on this site but on tumblr too. I love it! You should all go message Simone too. Make her give you her tumblr and then go follow her. Or ask me! :)
- Kelci

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