The floorboard was already creaking with my feet half way off.
My eyes remained shut and I could feel the wind blowing much heavier from here.
The waves clashing together sounded like a sweet heaven waiting for my arrival.
I took the minute to appreciate everything people did for me, even if I didn't show it so much.
My wind quickly went back to the note I had left for Robert. I know he'll understand even if this does hurt him..he'll forgive because he knew at some point I'd lose my mind all over again.

I took a deep breath and exhaled and jumped off.
My helpless body went with the wind,and I prayed nobody witnessed my body falling.
My lips spread a smile just as quickly as a wild fire, I was finally doing something with myself.
The thought of being with my parents and Tony oh how that made me feel happy.

My body feel deep into the water, this it could tell with the pressure I felt upon me.
I opened my eyes, not caring if the salt stung, I could feel the wound on my arm sizzling even if I was underwater. My eyes wandered as my lungs inhaled the water of the deep blue sea. It felt so good.
My mind was slowly fading away and I could honestly feel my eyes starting to close up on me.

The sound of water clogged in my ears, it was so peaceful down here.
All of my worries seemed to fade and I was so happy for a moment, I'm so close to being with Tony.
The cold water wrapped around me and I was almost gone into the unknown universe.
I remember the last thing I saw was the shadow of my own body.

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The lights seemed so bright, and I could hear muffled sounds in the distance.
There wasn't a lot of them only a frantic voice. I was cold...I was really cold But I couldn't understand why. I didn't understand why I couldn't see a thing - I could only here the hope in voice that I didn't recognize. Where was I? Was this heaven? Did something go wrong? I don't understand.

There was a lot of pressure on my chest, it felt like I was being pushed down with force.
Stop it! I begged. What was this? This isn't something I'd experienced before. I just wanted it to end.
Out of no where I had this abnormal feeling abrupt in my body, sending my nerves up the wall.
There was a nauseous feeling that had approached me.

Before re I knew it, the taste of salt appeared in my mouth and my eyes shot open to see the strong light of the sun. I was throwing up the sea salt and I had gasped for air, something my lungs didn't feel to familiar with, I had arms wrapped around me, their body was just as cold as mines.

The sea water washed up on the shore and I was still confused at what was going on.
I put my attention to the arms wrapped around me, they were hard to see from my eyes burning from the salt, but when I finally faced the stranger I was relieved to see the face of love.

It was Tony , he was dripping wet and was shaking but the smile on his face never spread so wide.
But he quickly turned it to a frown, his hands clashed against my face and our foreheads were pressed together, his lips met mines - it felt like I haven't tasted them in a life time.

"T-Tony?" I stuttered.
He nodded his head, and hugged me so tight.
"How'd you find me?" I asked.
"I saw you walking over here...and followed you I didn't make it up the stairs in time...by the time I tried to reach you...you had jumped and I jumped in to get you"
"I thought you died" I cried.
"I'd never leave without taking you with me" he mumbled as he looked me in the eyes.

He held me tight and I gripped onto him for life.

Notes

Whoooo! So how'd you like this chapter??
Did I scare any of you? Did some of you predict it?