Take a Breath and Let the Rest Come Easy
Back to normal
It has been a few days since I have spoken to Vic or anyone for that matter. I have really been hiding out in the Of Mice bus and they have taken me in but now I feel like I am becoming a burden, So I am going to talk to the boys when we get to the next venue.
“Hey guys I just want to thank you for letting me crash here for the week but today when we get to the venue I am going to go talk to Vic and the boys” Alan and Austin stood up and gave me a hug. Austin whispered in my ear.
“Everything will be okay. I promise. All you have to do is tell them the truth and the rest will come easy. And besides we love having you hear on the bus even though we can be a bit rowdy when we drink” He spoke the last sentence and Alan broke out into a fit of giggles.
“Okay well I better go get ready because we will be there soon and I want to look like I have been productive for the last week instead of looking like all I really did was cry and eat ice cream with Alan” I chuckled and walked back to the bunks and grabbed some cloths. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=104269400
I know really wearing the ring and the outfit that Vic bought for you, but I mean I have to show him that I care. He is the one I love. Let me put it this way, Vic is probably one of the only people that knows how to calm me down when I get overwhelmed. His smile makes my heart beat a million times a minute and his kissed oh god don’t get me started on his kisses. His kisses are like a drug and I am addicted to them.
I walked out to the front of the bus as soon as I felt the bus park.
“Hey Lil- Wow you look great” Austin says as I go to the door
“Dressed to impressed Mr. Carlile. I plan to get the love of my life back today” I beamed.
“Well good luck and remember you are always welcome on the Of Mice and Men bus.” I thanked Austin and walked out taking a deep breath before reaching the PTV bus.
VIC P.O.V
“Hey man are you going to do something productive today or are you going to mope around again?” Mike asked as he sat next to me.
“I don’t know. You get your heart broken into a million pieces by having your girlfriend cheating on you with her ex and then tell me what you might do” I snapped.
“Bro. did you even give her anytime to explain herself? Did you hear what she had to say before you kicked her out of the bus? You know how Jack can be he can be forceful and persuasive” Mike had a point, I did have a tendency of reacting before I hear what really happens.
“No, I didn’t and I feel like I lost it all. I am so stupid” I let the tears fall silently and Mike put a supportive hand on my shoulder.
“Vic! Lily his here to talk to you” Tony called from the front room. My head jerked up and I looked at Mike.
“Go man, She wants to talk and you better not be a dick. Let her explain and then you better tell her how you feel.” I nodded and went out to see her standing in the lounge area. God she was beautiful and I missed her with every fiber of my being.
LILY P.O.V
“Vic, I…I” I stuttered I can’t believe before the conversation even started my words are getting caught in my throat.
“Lily please sit down. I think we need to talk” Vic said looking at the ground.
“Vic I wanted to tell you that what happened last week with Jack wasn’t my fault. We were chasing each other around the venue and he pulled me into that closet and told me that you were talking to Natalie again and that you were planning on hooking up with her and leaving me” I wiped a tear away and Vic grabbed my hand and looked me in the eye and took a deep breath.
“Lily I am going to be one hundred percent honest with you. I was talking to Natalie again but not because I was planning on hooking up with her but because she needed a friend because her mother passed away two days prior to when I caught you and Jack kissing. Lily it broke my heart to see you kissing Jack. I didn’t let you explain and I know that Jack is forceful. To be honest Lily I have missed you like crazy and I haven’t even gotten out of bed or gotten dressed since that day. All I could think about was you. Do you think you could give me another chance and take me back?” I pulled Vic in and kissed him with all the passion in my body.
“I am willing to give us another chance if you are” I smiled and then heard cheers behind us.
“Finally the couple is back together and good as new” Jaime yelled
“Would you like to go out for dinner tonight?” Vic asked and I gladly excepted the invite.
I know that it is going to take a little time to get back to normal but I am willing to wait out the time just as long as I am where I belong and that is in Vic’s arms.
“Hey guys I just want to thank you for letting me crash here for the week but today when we get to the venue I am going to go talk to Vic and the boys” Alan and Austin stood up and gave me a hug. Austin whispered in my ear.
“Everything will be okay. I promise. All you have to do is tell them the truth and the rest will come easy. And besides we love having you hear on the bus even though we can be a bit rowdy when we drink” He spoke the last sentence and Alan broke out into a fit of giggles.
“Okay well I better go get ready because we will be there soon and I want to look like I have been productive for the last week instead of looking like all I really did was cry and eat ice cream with Alan” I chuckled and walked back to the bunks and grabbed some cloths. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=104269400
I know really wearing the ring and the outfit that Vic bought for you, but I mean I have to show him that I care. He is the one I love. Let me put it this way, Vic is probably one of the only people that knows how to calm me down when I get overwhelmed. His smile makes my heart beat a million times a minute and his kissed oh god don’t get me started on his kisses. His kisses are like a drug and I am addicted to them.
I walked out to the front of the bus as soon as I felt the bus park.
“Hey Lil- Wow you look great” Austin says as I go to the door
“Dressed to impressed Mr. Carlile. I plan to get the love of my life back today” I beamed.
“Well good luck and remember you are always welcome on the Of Mice and Men bus.” I thanked Austin and walked out taking a deep breath before reaching the PTV bus.
VIC P.O.V
“Hey man are you going to do something productive today or are you going to mope around again?” Mike asked as he sat next to me.
“I don’t know. You get your heart broken into a million pieces by having your girlfriend cheating on you with her ex and then tell me what you might do” I snapped.
“Bro. did you even give her anytime to explain herself? Did you hear what she had to say before you kicked her out of the bus? You know how Jack can be he can be forceful and persuasive” Mike had a point, I did have a tendency of reacting before I hear what really happens.
“No, I didn’t and I feel like I lost it all. I am so stupid” I let the tears fall silently and Mike put a supportive hand on my shoulder.
“Vic! Lily his here to talk to you” Tony called from the front room. My head jerked up and I looked at Mike.
“Go man, She wants to talk and you better not be a dick. Let her explain and then you better tell her how you feel.” I nodded and went out to see her standing in the lounge area. God she was beautiful and I missed her with every fiber of my being.
LILY P.O.V
“Vic, I…I” I stuttered I can’t believe before the conversation even started my words are getting caught in my throat.
“Lily please sit down. I think we need to talk” Vic said looking at the ground.
“Vic I wanted to tell you that what happened last week with Jack wasn’t my fault. We were chasing each other around the venue and he pulled me into that closet and told me that you were talking to Natalie again and that you were planning on hooking up with her and leaving me” I wiped a tear away and Vic grabbed my hand and looked me in the eye and took a deep breath.
“Lily I am going to be one hundred percent honest with you. I was talking to Natalie again but not because I was planning on hooking up with her but because she needed a friend because her mother passed away two days prior to when I caught you and Jack kissing. Lily it broke my heart to see you kissing Jack. I didn’t let you explain and I know that Jack is forceful. To be honest Lily I have missed you like crazy and I haven’t even gotten out of bed or gotten dressed since that day. All I could think about was you. Do you think you could give me another chance and take me back?” I pulled Vic in and kissed him with all the passion in my body.
“I am willing to give us another chance if you are” I smiled and then heard cheers behind us.
“Finally the couple is back together and good as new” Jaime yelled
“Would you like to go out for dinner tonight?” Vic asked and I gladly excepted the invite.
I know that it is going to take a little time to get back to normal but I am willing to wait out the time just as long as I am where I belong and that is in Vic’s arms.
@SheepCat
ughh, i like have no ideas. i think i might want to start from where they met and do the story throughout her senior year and then come back to this and make this the sequel
1/13/14