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Is This the End of Us?

How Do You Un-Burn a Bridge?

*JAIME'S POV*

I'm on a plane on my way to England for the first concert of the European This Is A Wasteland Tour. The guys are passed out in all the seats around me, but Casey and I are still up. Casey keeps trying to talk me out of going to see Carter, well "running into" Carter on purpose.

"It's just not a good idea, Jaime," Casey pleaded. "She's convinced herself that this is what's best for the both of you, she wasn't trying to hurt you, man. She was trying to give you space to follow your dreams and not worry about her. Please don't go and rub it in her face..."

"I fucking will if I want to, Casey. I know you're trying to get me to do the right thing, but sometimes the wrong thing feels a lot better," I growled, getting up out of the cramped seat and making my way to the bathroom. The flight attendant standing back there gave me a sympathetic smile, to which I nodded.

I had one foot in the door when she grabbed my arm and looked around. "I can make you forget about that girl," she winked. I hesitated for a second. What about Ca-? Oh, fuck her! I thought, pulling the flight attendant inside with me.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
*CARTER'S POV*

After being with the boys a week, it started to feel like home. Let's face the facts, I'm about as messy as the guys are and it was nice. I mean, Alex and I still cleaned it up once a week, just so we weren't buried in by our own filth, but it was nice not having to worry about leaving my bras lying around.

"Hey, Car," Alex called, waving me over. He had his phone in hand and was listening intently. "Yes! We'd love to!" His eyes got really wide and he hung up. "We just got invited to play Epicenter in California!" He grinned.

"Really?" I smiled. I loved the sun and Cali had plenty of it! California also has Jaime, you idiot!

"Yeah! We better start packing!" He ran into the other rooms of the house, collecting items of clothing that he wanted to take on the trip and yelling at the other guys to get ready.

I knew he was really excited and I didn't want to bring him down, so I called Lisa and asked if she wanted to go get some froyo so that I could talk about my disastrous love life with her. I grabbed a pair of keys off of the counter, unsure of whose they were, yelled that I was going to have a girls day with Lisa, and left before Alex could try and tag along.

After what felt like an eternity, I finally got through all the traffic to Lisa's house. She ran out to the car, hugged me, and we drove to Juju Berry. The whole car ride there, we sang along to shitty pop songs with the windows rolled down. We walked into the restaurant laughing, and about $10 later, found a seat in the middle of the half-packed dining room.

"So, what did you need to talk about?" Lisa asked, suddenly getting very serious.

"Okay, we just got invited to play Epicenter..." I began.

"I know Lex has to be excited," she half-smiles.

"He is, let me tell you..." I chuckle. "But, it's in California. What if the Jaime's there?"

"What about it?" She asks.

"I just... I don't think I'm ready to see him yet..."

"Well, maybe it's because you know you'd go back to him in a heartbeat. Carter, you and Jaime belong together. The next time you see him, kiss him and tell him you're never leaving again," Lisa said, getting frustrated. "I've never seen two people so perfect for each other and I hate that you can't see it!"

"It's just... I can't let him give up his career for... me..." I sighed.

"You and I both know that's bull," Lisa pursed her lips. "You're afraid of committment. That's why you and Oli dated for so long and never got engaged. That's why you bailed right after Jaime tried to put a ring on your wild ass!"

I stayed silent. Am I afraid of committment? It made sense. After Jaime put the promise ring on my finger I got this feeling like my chest was filled with helium and it didn't stop until I broke up with him. Granted, we had only been dating two months or so and it was the last few days of Warped...

Lisa sat across from me studying each emotion that passed over my features. "I'm sorry for being so blunt, Car," she frowned, placing her perfectly manicured hand over mine. "But you need to realize that while you think this is what's best for him, you're really just being selfish."

"Oh, God..." the realization hit me like a ton of bricks. "How am I going to fix this?" I stared at the table, willing myself not to cry. I had fucked up an amazing relationship with the love of my life and all because I had some committment issues.

"You can start by giving him a call," Lisa smiled, handing me her phone.

I dialed the numbers quickly without a second thought and hit 'call'. It went straight to voice mail. I frowned and told Lisa.

"Um... maybe it's dead?" She shrugged. I'd just have to try again later.

"Alright, well, I'm going to go back to the house and pack. I might as well bring something decent in case I bump into Jaime. Lucky for me I haven't unpacked my suitcase," I winked, jumping up to throw away my empty bowl.

Notes

OKAYOKAY. I'm a total shit for not updating and I'm super sorry. All of you who still read this are absolutely fab and I love you!
Also, @eliseypoo and I have started a fanfiction blog for all your fanfic needs. Now, we're kind of in the early stages, but it'll be awesome! Submit any band and any situation and we'll write it! c:
*NO BAYCEST/WAYCEST/FUENCEST/ETC.*

Comments

Update please! This is my favorite story on here!!

OMG! Really?? Awwwww! ♡

@djemcee

tony's plugs tony's plugs
1/1/14

This story is actually my favourite story on here

djemcee djemcee
1/1/14

Bwaaaa this kills me! In a good way though! Can't wait for more!

eliseypoo eliseypoo
12/16/13

@djemcee
I'm so sorry! I have to get my laptop fixed!

tony's plugs tony's plugs
12/15/13