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Lonely Girl

You're Wishing Me Well Like You Miss Me

My eyes fluttered open, a yawn escaped my lips and my arms stretched above my head. Everything was a blur to begin with, until I sat up and looked around me. I was in a house that wasn't mine. "What?" I asked myself. The bedroom door burst open and Elisa ran in. "Daddy wake up, wake up, wake up" She sung as she climbed onto the bed. It came flooding into my memory, all of it. I was in Hayleys house with our kid. Then my break down came into memory, I can't believe that I let myself get so vulnerable infront of her. "Hey baby girl" I smiled at my daughter as she jumped into my arms. She smiled at me. "Mommy wants you" She said. "Okay, wanna go watch cartoons?" I asked, she nodded enthusiastically and climbed off of my knees. I got out of bed and got my jeans on and went downstairs. I seen Elisa watching Spongebob and it warmed my heart, I've been missing this for the past few years. I walked into the kitchen and seen Hayley sitting on the counter with a cup of coffee. She looked up and smiled. "Good morning" She said cheerily. "Morning" I mumbled as I looked at the clock. 8:35am. Fuck it's early for me. "How long have you guys been up?" I asked. "An hour or so. We went to the store for some food for the day" Hayley shrugged. I guess she was used to this. "Oh, that's nice. You should have woken me up" I said biting my lip. "No point Vic, you're not used to this having a kid thing yet but it'll soon be no choice of yours to get up early" She smiled. She slid off the counter and walked past me. "So what are your plans for the day?" She said walking over to the livingroom. She must have been checking on Elisa. "I'm not too sure" I sighed. She turned back to look at me. "That's a shame, you should think of this stuff" She said quietly. "Me and Elisa are actually gonna go to the park later on if you wanna join us?" She asked. I smiled lightly. "Yeah... I'd like that actually" I told her. "Wait if I go home it's gonna be 4 hours until I'm back here" I sighed. "That does suck, it's up to you. We could wait until tomorrow and go" She suggested. "If you don't mind" I said. "Of course, a quiet day in is just what I need to be honest. I don't feel that great" She said sitting at the kitchen table. "What's wrong?" I asked. "Just feeling a little off" She said putting her head in her hands. I wanted to go and comfort her but a part of me didn't really know where our boundaries lie. "Why don't you go back to bed for awhile... I'll look after Elisa. Besides I need to get to know her on my own" I suggested. She looked up and thought for a moment. "Are you sure?" She asked. "Of course I am. You need rest. I've been a sucky dad to her, no matter the real truth to her, I haven't been there so she needs me right now and you need to get some sleep clearly" I explained. She stood up and hugged me. I wasn't expecting it but I hugged her back. "Thank you so much" She whispered. "No problem, now go" I commanded her. She went upstairs and I walked into the livingroom. "Where's mommy?" Elisa looked over to me. I sat down on the couch next to her. "She's a little sleepy so we're gonna hang out for awhile, is that okay?" I asked. "Yes!" She shouted. "Shh, remember mommys sleeping" I said in a hushed voice. "Can we watch the Spongebob Movie?" She asked. "Yeah, of course we can" I smiled at her. She picked up the dvd and handed it to me. I put it on and it began. She sung along to the songs. It's weird, she talks so well for a kid nearly at the age of 3. I mean Hayley has really put a lot of work and time into making Elisa into a great little girl. I wanna help the next process of her growing up. After the movie ended Elisa wanted lunch. I'm not great at cooking but I had to learn. "I want... a samwich" She told me. I sat her up at the island. "Okay, what do you want inside it?" I asked. "Um, tomatoes and chicken" She said proudly. "Okay... coming right up" I told her. I began making the sandwich infront of her. She giggled at how bad I was at making it. "How's this?" I asked and placed it infront of her. She took a bite and nodded enthusiastically. "Yummy" She grinned. "Woo, I'm glad I didn't muck that up" I said pretending to wipe the sweat from my forehead. She giggled and ate her sandwich up. "Done" She announced. "Whoa, you were hungry" I laughed. "Yup!" She smiled. I helped her down and and we decided to go and play in her room. After a few hours of playing Hayley still had not woken up so we decided to go and see if she was okay. We creeped into her bedroom and Elisa crawled onto her bed. "Mommy" She whispered. "Mommy get up" She jumped up and down. "Hey baby, sorry I'm sick" Hayley sat up and hugged Elisa. "It's okay mommy, daddy watched the Spongebob movie. We had lunch then played in my room" Elisa announced. "Whoa, I missed so much fun" Hayley pretended to be sad. I felt my phone vibrate from my pocket. I looked at the text and it was from Mike. 'Yo Rachel is here... I'd come home now because she's flipping out'. "Hey, I gotta head home now, the boys need me" I sighed. Hayley smiled and nodded. "This is your home" Elisa pouted. I felt my heart breaking. "Oh, no this is your home. I'm gonna come see you tomorrow! I promise" I promised her. "Okay" She said sadly. I held my arms out for her and she hugged me. Hayley smiled at me. "See you tomorrow. Try and be here for about 1pm" She reminded me. "I'll be here" I nodded and left the room. I went downstairs and left the house, climbed into my car and went home. Back to hell...

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nanalondra nanalondra
1/8/16

Still waiting for an update ...please update it's killing me to wait

Anatome_squidgy Anatome_squidgy
3/26/14

@SmileWhileYouCan

Im glad you like! keep an eye out for more!

Colourfultears Colourfultears
1/15/14

@Colourfultears
Uhhhhhh YEA!!!!!!

@SmileWhileYouCan

Good update?

Colourfultears Colourfultears
1/15/14