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Maybe we're just having too much fun.

Chapter 14

P { margin-bottom: 0.08in; } -Jaimes pov-

“Ok, we'll be back in a while.” Sky says and pats Tony's head as we exit the bus into the small lot. I'm about to make her hate me. I know that it sounds bad but I need her to hate me almost as much as I hate me so I can be with Shelby without hurting Sky. And i've come to the conclusion that the only way to be with Shelbs without hurting Skylie, is to have her hate me completely. Even if it kills me.

“So where are we going to go?” I ask with my voice at an emotionless level.

“Um, I was thinking about going to the diner across the street.” She smiled widely and I felt a sting of guilt in my heart for what i'm about to do.

“Of course. A place with food so you can get even fatter than you already are.” I gave out a chuckle and saw her putting he head down and her eyes were beginning to redden.

“Don't remind me please.” I heard her soft voice say and I could feel my eyes widen with shock. How can she think she's fat? She's so fucking perfect. We walked in silence the rest of the way and I felt myself beginning to hate me too. When we reached the diner I still followed my morals and opened the door for her.

“Hello, welcome to Daisy's diner. What would you like?” The male cashier says smoothly to Skylie.

“Um. Can I just get a medium fry with a water please?” She says softly.

“Ok, and for you?” He says gesturing towards me.

“I'll have a double cheese burger with large fries and a coke.”

“Ok, that'll be $7.34. Find a seat and we'll bring your food to you.” He smiled at Sky and handed her a plastic triangle with a number on it. She gave him the money and turned to me.

“Where do you want to sit?” She asks me.

“Not by you.” I say with no emotion.

“Ok. You can have my food. I'm not really hungry anymore.” She whispers and I hear her voice crack. Sky hands me the number and goes to sit at a random booth. Great. Now she's not eating because of me.

I sit at a booth in the other part of the diner and take out my phone to call Shelby. She answers after the first ring and we end up talking until my food arrives and I hang up. After eating the food I ordered, I decide to get a to-go box for Sky's fries. After a few minutes of cleaning up and relaxing, I go back to where Sky is sitting and push her shoulder.

“Time to go.” She just nods and stands. We start to walk back to the bus but when we're about 100 feet from the bus I stop her. “Listen to me. Don't tell the guys about anything that happened today. Just say something like 'Jaime and I went to the diner and it was fun' or some shit like that. Ok? Because if I find out that you told them something besides that then I can promise you that all of the bands and band members on this tour hate you. Got it?” I tell her and she nods. I let out a sigh of relief and continue. “Good. Now make sure to act like we're still all goody good and best friends.” She nods again and we finish walking to the bus. I step in first and plop down on the couch. “Well that was fun.”

Skyie steps in and does what I told her to do. This just makes me realize how much I still love her.

-Three weeks later-
-Thanksgiving day-
-Skylie's pov-

“Skylie, time to eat!” Tony yells to me from the front of the bus. I look down at my body. 110 pounds.

I sigh and yell back, “No thanks. I'm not hungry!” I lie the same way I have for the past three weeks. I only eat about once a week. If Jaime think i'm fat then I must be pretty fat. I feel something wet run down my cheek and I quickly wipe it away as I hear someone enter the bunk area. I turn to see Jaime. Jaime my tormentor. My bully. My ex best friend. My love. My life. Shelby's boyfriend of three weeks. He's been torturing me ever since that day at the diner and he's starting to seem violent. He hasn't hit me yet and I don't plan on giving him a chance to. Tonight i'm leaving. All of my things are secretly packed and their christmas presents are wrapped and ready since I won't be here to celebrate. The best part is that no one knows.

“I'm supposed to tell you that you need to eat. They're worried about you, Skylar.” Oh yeah, and Jaime's started to call me Skylar instead of Sky or Skylie.

“I'm not hungry.” I lie again.

“Whatever. Go ahead and die from starvation. It's not like we care.” He said and left. I let the tears fall and I go to the restroom to help with the pain.

(Not going into detail with the next part for a very good reason)

I take my blades with me into the small area and proceed to get out my sharpest one. I cut my thighs about 15 times, my wrist 10 times, and ankles 5 times before I hear Tony calling for me to come out in about 5 minutes to give thanks. I quickly clean up and make myself seem presentable before I leave the bathroom and put the small box away before entering the living area. Tony, Mike, Vic, Jaime, Shelby, and Casey are seated around the small table ready to say what they're thankful for.

Tony goes first and says “I'm thankful for my wonderful boyfriend Mike, my amazing best friend Sky and my perfect band mates. You guys are my everything and I can't be thankful enough for you guys.”

Then Mike. “I'm thankful for this band. It's probably the best thing that's ever happened to me and my boyfriend. He's everything I could ask for and more. And Sky, you've made this bus better and we all love you.”

And then Vic, “I'm thankful for Mike, who has helped me through so much, and the band who has come so far it's almost unbelievable. And Skylie for cheering us all up when we need it.”

And Casey “I'm thankful for the chance to be part of this family and spend my time with all of you amazing people, You guys rock.”

Then Shelby “I'm thankful for my amazing boyfriend that I finally got to dance with. I've loved him ever since senior year and I can't imagine life without him.”

And then Jaime. “Um. I'm thankful for this band, obviously. My amazing girlfriend. And the fact that we get a christmas break this year.” He finished and everyone turned towards me.

“I'm thankful for this tour. It has made me realize a lot and make some new friends.” I say, stand up and go back to the bunks.

-three hours later-

“Sky, we're going out to the club! You want to come with?” Mike yells and I respond back with a no and waited for the bus door to close before getting up and going to see if everyone was gone. I enter and see Jaime putting his shoes on. I feel tears come out of my eyes and Jaime looks up.

“Quit crying.” He murmurs and I try but it doesn't work. “I said quit crying.”He says standing up. I try harder but I still fail. “I said quit crying god dammit!” He says loudly and brings his hand down onto my cheek. I look up at him expecting to see regret but all I see is anger. He runs out of the bus and I go to the bunk that I called mine before pulling out my bags and putting the christmas presents and letters for the guys up onto the cot part of the bunk. I take one last look at my bunk before turning to the one beside me. I turn back to mine one more time before leaving the bunks. I feel tears come out of my eyes as I walk through the living area and to the door. I open the door and start to cry harder than I ever have before knowing that i'll never see the guys again.

As i'm walking across the lot, Shelby comes up to me. I sigh.

“Listen here you slut. Jaime's mine. He has been ever since prom and you stole him. I'm not letting you do that again.” She says to me.

“I wish h would've stayed with you because then i'd be dead and that's all I really want to be right now.” I say and continue walking away. Away from the bus. Away from my family. Away from my happiness. Away from the only way i'd ever stay alive.


Whoop whoop! New chapter guys! So how do you think the guys will react? How about Shelby and Jaime? Where will Skylie go? Comment please? I'm already starting the next chapter and it might be up tonight babes. <3


Okay. I love this. UPDATE SOON PWEEZ!!!

At chapter ten; I almost cried! Like, THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, JAIME?! aghhhh okay anyways I love this story and imma read the rest now


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i love this so much :D

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It's nice. :)

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