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Can we create something beautiful and destroy it

because the boy forgets the girl

Hime :)

It had been a week since the whole Tony and Isabelle thing had come out, we knew there was way more to it than they were both telling us. Numerous times this week I had tried with Tony, not the kind were I give it one shot then give up. No I really, tried. Every time Tony would tell me it was nothing, that there was nothing more to say and shut down.

The thing is Tony was the person I was closest to in the band, I mean Vic and Mike were brothers so they always had their own personal bond. I looked upon Tony as my brother and that was why were so close in the beginning, he told me everything. This time around though, I couldn't help thinking there was something he was keeping back.

Dancing my way down the painted, black hallway in the apartment we rented I air jumped randomly. Mike came out of his room, spotting me immediately with his dark brown eyes; shaking his head animatedly, he silently nodded his head towards Tony's shut door. I sighed but knew what he getting at.

"I'm going to the shops to get some food for us, I will see if he wants to tag along"

Mike nodded in agreement before he shuffled past me and switched the TV on in the seating area, taking a silent breath in I briskly walked over to the same door I had walked towards numerous times this week.

"Hey buddy"

I spoke softly as I opened the door and let myself in, Tony was face down on his bed, his head buried deep into his black pillow. The person before me didn't represent the Tony I was used to, this Tony was completely different. He didn't move or respond to the sound of my voice, his charming smile wasn't gracing his lips, his vibrant eyes were now empty, hallow, dark shadows lived underneath and his dark brown hair was scruffy and uncared for.

"Tone please say something for fuck sake"

I saw his figure shuffle a little on top of the blankets, he was uneasy and so was I. I tended to hardly swear at all, he knew that. He knew I had swore because of the way he was acting, because I was worried about him.

"Fine be like that then, I'm going to the shops want to come. I'll buy you star wars shit"

I sang to him at my last ditch attempt to get him talking, to get anything out of him for that matter. I just wanted my best friend back. Tony shuffled once more, this time only to move this teenage mutant ninja turtle tshirt back into place. After standing alone in silence, just watching him still as anything, I gave up.

"Ok Tone see you later"

That was it I retreated out of his room, shutting the door nothing changing at all. Grabbing my vans from my room on the way I walked back to Mike, shaking my head silently he sighed before finishing off the joint he held between his fingers.

"Fuck it, come on I'll come with you"

2 hours later

"Mike put the fucking Harry Potter costume back on the rack!"

Mike had currently found a Harry Potter dress up set in the middle of the nearest Tesco, he pouted at me like a 6 year old child. Eventually I won and he put he back immediately, his face suddenly turned serious, which was rare for Mike as his eyes were occupied elsewhere.

Before I could ask him what it was he had saw, he took off down random aisles. I ran after him doing my best to turn the already loaded trolley around corner after corner, desperately trying not to hit any members of the public in the process. It was like a fucking obstacle course.

Somewhere down the line I lost Mike, he just fucking disappeared. I knew he was following something though, or should I saw someone. Just as I went down one aisle looking for Mike, I noticed the wisp of familiar blue hair pop around the corner in front of me, Mike was running after Isabelle but had lost her, I wasn't that unlucky.

Creeping up behind her I noticed the ripped denim jeans she adorned and the baggy jumper, her blue hair wasn't as vibrant it was losing it's colour. Isabelle looked just as shit as Tony did, stopping the trolley to a halt beside me I tiptoed the remaining steps towards her back.

"Looking for someone?"

"HOLY FUCKING ICE CUBES!"

She screaming jumping literally six feet in the air, her blue eyes widened once realising who it was that had scared the shit out of her. Isabelle quickly calmed her racing heart down, once she scanned the scene to see if Mike had heard, which he hadn't she turned to run.

"Ah not so fast"

Quickly I grasped my hand around her wrist gently, she squirmed at my touch but gave up fighting once she knew she had no escape. Sighing heavily Isabelle turned to me, her face looked worn and tired from what it looks like crying all the time. Her youth had somewhat escaped her and her baby blue eyes, now were bloodshot and raw from the tears and rubbing. She was pleading with me.

"Jaime please just let me go, we can pretend you never saw me, just please don't do this"

"No sorry blue, were doing this"

Pulling her out of view of anyone that could see, mainly Mike. I firstly wiped away fresh tears that had run with my finger, she laughed genty at the simple gesture and I had the feeling that the first time she had laughed in a while. That's what Hime did best!

"Listen blue I don't know what the hell has happened, but I know you and Tony knew each other. I just don't know why you can't stay in the same room together. All I know is my best friend hasn't moved from the same position in 6 days. He is miserable and I know he is hiding something, your our only hope blue"

I called her blue mainly because of her hair, she looked up at me sympathetically. I knew that was her way of telling me that she wasn't going to give anything up, if Tony wouldn't she wouldn't.

"Please, I just want you two to get along again"

"Ha I'm sorry Hime but that isn't going to happen for a long, long time. It might not ever happen"

"Well tell me what happened that is so god damn bad!"

She bit her bottom lip when I raised my voice, her arms folded across her tiny frame as I suddenly made her feel pressured. I hated to do it, but if I got answers I would do it.

"All you need to know is Tony and I used to be friends when he lived here ages ago, something happened and he got sent back. That good enough for you?"

"And this something? Is that why you can't be around him?"

Isabelle started sobbing hysterically, stunned by her outburst I embraced her instinctively. Mainly because I felt like I had brought it on, but also to not draw any attention to us. This could be the only chance I had to fix things between these two, I needed to.

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"Tone you ever been in love at all? All you seem to do is fuck your chicks and then leave"

Mike joked as we all finished the last day of warped tour, we all laughed at his statement even Tony. However everything went silent, the atmosphere grew awkward and familiar.
Tony never really opened up at all, from the first time I met him when he started high school with me, he had always been like this.

Mike and Vic coughed breaking the tension before retiring to the back lounge to play Xbox, Tony sighed running his tattooed hands through his long fringe. He slumped down on the sofa in the front of the tour bus, confusion evident on his features.

"Tone you have been in love before haven't you?"

I exclaimed it wasn't even a question because I already knew the answer. Tony looked up at me, eyes wide. Eventually he gave in and nodded, I jumped up cheering as my predictions had been right all along.

"Let me guess you sleep around and dump chicks because you think it will replace the memory and feelings of her, at first you had hope it would work. But the more girls there are you realise you can't ever replace her"

"Hime how the fuck do you do that?"

"Do what?"

"Read me like I'm a open fucking book. Everything you said was true, I thought it would be a good idea at first but it just makes me miserable because I know I can't be with her"

He shouted clearly distressed whoever this girl was, she was fucking special to Tony.

"You don't know Tone, you have your whole life ahead of you, it was meant to be you'll find each other again some day. Was she your first?"

"Yea she was and then everything fucked up, I ruined it and now even if we did meet again she never forgive me, ever"
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"Yea I'm sorry Hime I can't come with you guys, it's just too hard"

"It's okay blue just calm down, Tony said he fucked up but didn't say how. I have never seen him like this blue, maybe if you just give it a try just for me. Maybe you two will work things out"

"We can't Hime too much has happened. It's too late, we kept in touch but things happened. I had to stop -"

She covered her mouth her hand trapped in-between my tear soaked jumper and her mouth, she was going to say something but literally had to stop herself. She was opening up, she wasn't running away from everything.

"Come on blue you can tell me"

She shook her head violently, her lifeless blue hair shaking in the limp bun it was placed in. She started crying again, her hands grasped to my jumper pulling it towards her for comfort.

"Even if I wanted to Hime I can't it's too late, he will hate me -"

"Blue don't be stupid he could never hate you"

"He will once he finds out what I did"

"Blue what do you mean what did you do?"

I pulled her from my chest and she was inconsolable, her eyes were even more red and raw, her bottom lip was quivering and she was crying that much she could hardly catch her breath.

"I...I....I got to go"

"No blue tell me please"

"LET ME GO HIME, it's for your and Tony's own good"

"Blue fucking tell me now!"

"I KILLED HIS FUCKING BABY OK! NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"

Shocked by her sudden confession the hold I had on her immediately dropped, her hand dropped heavily down to her side. Isabelle by now had a full on breakdown, her hand covered her mouth in case she said anything more, she definitely didn't mean to tell me this but her voice disobeyed her. My mouth hung open like a goldfish and before I could say anything else she was gone, in the distance the familiar blue hair was desperately running for her escape.

"There you are what the fuck happened?! You saw her didn't you,what did she say!?
Earth to fucking Hime!!"

"We need to go"

Was all I said before I dragged Mike out to my rented car and straight back to the apartment, we drove in silence me and Mike. I knew he was scared at how I was reacting, fuck so was I. What I was I going to tell Tony?


Notes

Just going to leave you on a little cliffhanger.

I'm sorry it's just I need to let things get out there, they aren't going to be all friendly for a while...

Comments are appreiciated I love reading what you guys think and thanks to all you silent viewers!!

Comments

Ahhhhh I love your story so much!!! Please update soon <3

Rinxshimei99 Rinxshimei99
7/8/14

Ahhhhh I love your story so much!!! Please update soon <3

Rinxshimei99 Rinxshimei99
7/8/14

Please update :)

Bandsexual182 Bandsexual182
4/16/14

Oh gosh can't wait to read the next chapter :)

HeatherMiller HeatherMiller
1/26/14

@AlexlovesTonyPerry

Thank you I am going to try and get one up tomorrow :)