Tony

"Hey guys, I just came to tell you that I might not be coming with you after all"

I heard the protests and shouts from down the hall, us guys had rented out an apartment in the UK for our remainder here. It was decorated modernly and the colour scheme was black and white. I hated it.

"I'm sorry but Isabelle is adamant she isn't coming, in her state I don't know whether I can bare to leave her like this either"

"Is this to do with the situation between her and Tony?"

Vic spoke up, none of them knew I was listening in from down the hall. At just the mention of me and her in the same sentence, my heart went into instance flutters. I had just found out my best friend was back and before I could make things better, I'd gone and made them a hundred times worse.

"Yeah mainly, she didn't tell me the exact details but she just said shit happened between them and she doesn't think she could be on tour with him. Has he told you guys anymore?"

"No TJ he hasn't basically the same as you've been told. It sucks I was really looking forward to having you dudes on tour with us"

"It sucks more for me dude, I have no business now"

The guys all groaned and sighed in realisation to TJ's current position, I heard shuffling of feet and goodbyes being spoken. Quickly I slipped back inside my room and ran to my closest, grabbing the one thing I needed.

Once I had made sure all the guys and TJ had disbanded from the living room, I made a bolt for the front door and out in the harsh, cold winter air. Hugging my grey hoodie closer to my body, I dropped the skateboard in my hand on the floor and skated off down the road. Not really knowing my destination, just knowing that I needed to get far away from here right now
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I skated for a few hours before my tired brown eyes spotted a skate park off in the distance, the street lights were on and I could just make out a few silhouettes on skateboards. Once I skated closer I noticed one thing under the dim street light, that blue hair.

"I see the skating sticked"

I remarked as I skated closer to the blue haired girl, who at this moment just skated to the top of the ramps. At the sound of my voice, the board underneath her feet instantly shot off into the metal barriers at the top of the ramps. The echo of the board meeting the metal surrounded around the whole skate park, she turned her puffy red, blue eyes to meet mine.

"What do you want! I thought no one else knew I came here, did TJ tell you?!"

She shouted angrily, this was not how I had planned this out in my head. Her scuffed maroon vans landed on the ground just in front of me, she jumped down off the ramp board in hand.

"No he didn't no one did, I was just skating and came across this place, I swear"

"Yeah well you can leave now"

"What about if I don't want to"

"Well then I guess I will just go then"

She slammed her board down on the tarmac and jumped on, she began to use her foot to push her away from this situation. Isabelle was going to run again and this time I wasn't going to let her go so easily.

"Tony let go of me I want nothing to do with you, you promised you wouldn't leave me, well now I'm leaving right now"

"Izzy please give me a chance to explain, everything"

I pleaded, Isabelle stood frozen on the spot and for a minute, I actually thought she was contemplating talking it out.

"Never call me Izzy again ever"

"Fine but at least come on tour Isabelle, I'm not going to leave you again. You don't even have to talk to me if you don't want to. You can't stop TJ from going and the guys are gutted you won't come"

She turned on her heels swiftly, her blue eyes full to brim with anger and upset. I'd fucked everything up, it was all my fault.

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"Tony get in this car now!"

Stubborn as I could be, I dug my shoes into the ground outside the hospital. Adamant that I wasn't going to leave, not now.

"Tony don't argue get in we're going back to the States, this town and your friends have fucked you well and truly up!"

"This wasn't her fault dad!"

My dad blamed the entire thing on Izzy, he thought she had lead me astray and that me cutting myself was because of her. Which in honesty was kind of true, but it because I'd fucked us up.

"Just get in the car please Tony"

I looked at my mom as she spoke up timidly, her eyes were worn and bags hid underneath them. She obviously hadn't slept for days and I didn't want to cause her anymore hassle, taking one last glance at Izzy as she had ran out to her grandmother crying her heart out. I mouthed a quick sorry and tell her I really do love her towards her grandmother, she nodded to say she understood. Then I did as I was told, I got in the car.

"I promised her I wouldn't leave without her"

I whispered to no one really but myself, but my sister heard. She grabbed my big hand in her smaller one and squeezed it slightly.

"It will work out Tony promise"

"I hope you right because I already miss her"
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"You want me to come still!! Are you insane, I'm not going! I can't bare to be around you. Just leave me alone Tony, you seem good at doing that"

With that she jumped back on her skateboard and was off down the road before I could shout after her, this time I just decided to stand there, do nothing. I was trying so hard, she was the girl I was hopelessly in love with. I'd be damned if I'd let her go without a fight, but right now at this moment in time, the fight had well and truely escaped me.

Notes

I have a huge, huge apology to make for not getting this out sooner!!

I had a lot of stuff to sort out at home and plus I kind of got a bit of a block with where I wanted this to go and when. However I'm thinking of maybe getting a co-writer on this, so if any of you are interested go ahead!

I am really sorry for keeping you all waiting though, thanks to all of you that have subscribed and commented! I love reading what you think :D