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One Hundred Sleepless Nights.

I'm not leaving.


I remember seeing a guy who's face was upside down.
His eyes had widen at the sight of me opening mines, he then disappeared from my view.
Where ever I was, it was bumpy and loud, the sirens making my ear drums ring.
The man the appeared again, this time his hand softly landed on my face, I believe he flashed a light into my eyes before he muffled something to another person.

It was cold, and I was crying still so confused.
My eyes sometimes would set back, I was so tired all of a sudden.
The guy held my hand and occasionally repeated "your going to be okay, you're okay to be okay"
i felt tears rush down the side of my eyes, and the guy softly held my hands. I remember them being warm and soft to the touch.

After that I can hardly remember what happened, but what I do know is that I had woken up in white room. There was a tv on the wall and the sun peeked through the window.
There were muffled voices outside the door, and I remember being freaked out because of all the monitors I was hooked up too, I let out tiny screams and whimpers . the heart monitor picked up my rise in heart beats causing doctors and nurse to rush in. It didn't seem real to me.

I had needles hooked into my veins on my arms and hands, the oxygen tube on my nose and there was minor blood on my clothes. Doctors and nurses rushed in to see if I had been okay. They didn't talk to me much, in a way that was good because it felt like I had forgotten how to speak myself.
I remember a nurse looking at me and smiling, and I wanted to ask what was wrong but I couldn't find the force to say what I wanted.

The door shut, and I found myself remembering the tiny scene that I did have from being inside the ambulance. I had caught myself wanting too see the man who's face was upside down. There was as else of comfort he brought to me before I doze off into a land I can't remember.

The doorknob rattled a bit before it finally opened, only to see Tony and my mom walk in holding their cups of whatever they were drinking.

"Tony? What are you doing here?" I questioned, I tried not to be a bitch towards him.
This is the first time we've had communication since three days ago.
"I called him to tell him what happened" my mom said.
"I caught the first metro train I could book and got here in an hour" Tony slightly breathed out.
I was confused on why my mom would call him, but then again I had to remind myself that my mom wasn't aware of the drama behind us.

My mom walked out the room, when the doctor called her over.
"How are you?" Tony asked sitting on the side of my bed. I didn't have anything to say to him.
I was still pissed over our store scene.
"Alive sadly" I mumbled.
"Stop talking like that!" He snapped. Which made my eyes perk up to meet his.

"I'm not cheating on you okay?! Why would you think for a split second I would?! I love you! And if this moment right here doesn't prove it then I don't know where we stand anymore!" His voice trembled and tears dropped from his eyes.

Notes

Short filler, but yah... This event really impacted me because everyone deals with things differently.
Are you shocked that Tony arrived? And predictions? Or questions?

Comments

I just read the your story from beginning to your recent update today, and love it!! I even shed a few tears reading it, thanks so much for sharing what you have so far. I look forward to more updates!!

tt92 tt92
9/25/14

I love your story. So glad . To see the update (:

Shay Shay
9/25/14

omggg You finally updated! :D Good to see you back!

Don't listen to everyone else, this is your true story & no one has the right to say it's fake. I'm glad you've stayed so strong. It really makes me happy to know that you could go through all this bullshit & still be able to re-live every moment by writing this. <3

I really love your story ^~^ . It's amazing!

xxfallenangelxx xxfallenangelxx
2/18/14