I flipped over on my bed, the pain soaring through my entire body.
I groaned at the pain,but it wasn't anything new to me, it was normal.

"Mija estas bien?" My step grandmother asked.(Translation: Darling are you okay?" )
"Si, estoy bien gracias" I smiled through under my blanket. (Translation: Yes, I'm okay thank you")
It's my second day of being home,I've been very ill.

And not the flu type of ill, One day I woke up with major fever that appeared from no where.
I looked pale and halfway dead. My eyes were sunken with bags and my smile grew weak.
I haven't talked to tony since our argument, he's blown up my phone daily but I don't have words anymore.

Ive kept basis with Jaime,as sick as I am I try my best to call him.
he's doing good, and I'm proud of him. He's going to make it big some day and I can't wait.
He's got so much potential in him,it's amazing.

It was Friday morning,the house was quiet with everyone being off to school and work.
It was only my step grandmother and myself.
When I reached the kitchen she greeted me with a smile but had also gasped at me, she looked me in the eyes examining why my eyes were so sunken.

I practically looked dead, I wasn't eating my stomach wasn't working well, I'd throw it up.
I could only hold down liquids,and sometimes even that was a challenge for me.

My attitude showed a lot, I wasn't able to do much, I was growing weak.
To be frankly honest I don't think it's because of the flu, it's because I've grown overly stressed.
Stressed about school, Tony, life, and "family" or whatever was left of it.

The day had gone by slow, but the house was filling up as the hours passed.
Around noon I had decided to shower, I took such a hot shower my skin had turned pink.
I felt a sense of relief but I was so drained. When I dried my legs I came across the red marks of love, my cuts they seemed so beautiful and amazing...I honesty hated to see them heal.

I cleaned my room with what energy I could.
But soon found myself collapsing onto my bed, I couldn't take it.
I had ended up falling asleep, and I dreamed a thousands dreams I couldn't remember.

But when I woke up, my heart stopped beating.

Notes

Cliff hanger!:p

also, Yesterday was a painful day for me, because it involved this story in particular.
If me and this person were still together yesterday would of marked 3 years of being together.
I came across a certain item that contain the date and it really put me down but I pulled through to finish a chapter, not to mention that the person this story revolves around texted me last night out of no where, it caught me off guard and I just retread our texts and I thought of him the whole night...so I'm on 0 hours of sleep...ask me how I'm pulling through to write? Idk, I'm tired but I can't sleep.

So yeah anyways, leave me feedback, love ya! Xoxox