Love Like A Tidal Wave
But You're The One Who Shot Me
Vics P.O.V.
It was hard saying goodbye. I didn’t want to but I have fans that need me and a career. I called her after the show. It was a great night, one the biggest and best shows we’ve ever had. I’ve never seen a crowd so hyped just for us, unbelievable. I had to tell her all about it. I just couldn’t hold my excitement in. It was difficult trying to talk to her though. I may have been hyper from the show but I was exhausted and sleep was just too tempting.
-LATER-
“What the fuck?” I pick up my phone to see it reads 1AM with Kaylee’s number blowing up my phone.
“Hello?” I ask trying not to sound too panicked.
“Back off.”
“Konnor?” And here we go again. I felt my blood boil. He hates me for no reason and the fact that he calls me in the middle of the night from her phone just adds more fuel to the fire.
“Look. I don’t care how you feel about her or how she feels about you. You just need to leave her alone.” Clearly his blood was boiling just as much as mine by this point.
“I love her and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it. I’m not gonna leave her.”
“The funny part is, you already have and you just don’t realize it yet.” I heard him take a long sigh before continuing. “She’s gonna be miserable without you and she’ll be right back to her depressed self. You not being here, being hundreds of miles away all the time. It’ll happen, just like last time.”
“Last time?” What last time. It doesn’t seem to sound like he’s talking about Sam. I mean there’s a huge difference between being miles away verses…well…um..yeah.
“She didn’t tell you?! Ah looks like she doesn’t tell ya a whole lot.” Konnor laughs making my cringe from the loudness.
“Fuck you. Whatever happened, it’s not gonna happen again.”
“It will. I can promise you that. I’ll give it a month tops of late night phone calls and a few texts before she breaks. Just leave her. She’ll be better off if you just stop talking to her now than later.” At that point, I just hung up. I don’t even feel like dealing with this shit. It’s too late and I’m too tired. I don’t get what I did that was so wrong. Even if she got fucked over before, that has nothing to do with me.
“Vic?” Mike whispered from his bunk.
“Yeah?”
“You alright?”
“I’m fine Mike. Go back to bed.” I heard Mike get up and walk over to me. I pulled open my curtain and just stared at him. “Yeah?”
“Get up and come in the back with me.” Great. I’m never going to get any sleep with everyone bugging me. I know I woke him up, but come on. Instead of arguing with another person, I just got up and followed him. He asked me the typical questions “what’s going on”, “are you okay”,
“you’re not gonna do anything stupid”, and “is it worth it”. My answers rarely change. I tell him what happens, say I’m fine, say I’m not like that anymore and that it’s worth it. But, it’s different this time. I say the words like usual, but I’m not sure if I really mean them. I’m not in high school anymore and I don’t have time for the drama. After tonight, I just need to sleep on it. Is she really worth all that stupid drama? I love her but maybe I should just wait until she can get away for a few months. Maybe that would be easier and not to mention, this whole not telling me everything thing. I understand Konnor hates me, but it’s not like he lied about Sam.
After an hour of tossing and turning in my thoughts, I was finally able to go to sleep. I got up earlier than usual to call Kaylee. I barely slept and I need to talk to her and find out what the hell was going on. We were parked at our next venue so I was able to sneak off the bus before anyone woke up. Kaylee picks up on the first ring this time.
“Hello?” I woke her up I guess. She had that extremely adorable sleepy voice that makes my stomach go in flips. It’s always time for second thoughts right?
“Hey..” My heart kept beating faster and faster. I can not go through with this. Just tell her I called because I missed her.
“Oh hey!” She sounds so happy and I’m just gonna crush her.
“Um…we need to talk.” I feel like I’m gonna be sick.
“What’s wrong?” Her voice went from happy to shaking in all of point 2 seconds. It’s crazy how just those simple words can change a person’s mood so fast.
“We need to wait. Not talk for awhile…maybe until you can get some time away for a few months..”
“What?” I can hear her wanting to cry but trying to hold the tears back. “Why?”
“It’s just…it’s gonna be hard and you’re gonna be hurt by me never being alone and I can’t do that to you. I’m sorry, bye.” Just like that and it was over. It took everything I had to not burst in tears telling her that. Within just those days, she became everything but now it’s all gone. Her laugh was gone. Her smile was gone. Her eyes were gone. Everything was gone. There’s no going back now, all that’s left to do is hope I made the right decision…
Kaylee’s P.O.V.
I don’t understand! We were fine! Why? Why does this happen?! This isn’t fair. I’ve never felt this way with anyone and now he’s just gone!? How can he just do that! Not feel a single thing! Just that’s it! “I’m sorry, bye.”What the actual fuck!?
“Um you cool over there? It’s 7AM dude.” Kelsie rolled over half asleep. Apparently, I said all that out loud and not in my head.
“No I’m not okay! He just fucking called me and was all like “it’s gonna be hard and I don’t wanna hurt you and blah blah blah” I screamed mimicking Vic’s voice.
“Kaylee..I’m-“
“Save it. I know you’re sorry and so am I. Sorry that I ever trusted that asshole! I brought him to our spot! I trusted him more than anyone! He knew that!” I broke as soon as I finished. Kelsie jumped up and immediately hugged me. I cried on her shoulder for I don’t how long. Eventually, Konnor walked in rubbing his eyes, probably awakened by my sobbing.
“What’s wrong with you?” Konnor asks extremely annoyed.
“It’s done happy?” I glared at him, barely, lifting my head off of Kelsie’s shoulder.
“Actually yes.”
“Fuck you!” I walk up to him about to deck in in the middle of his cheek, but before I could reach my arm all the way up, Kelsie was behind me grabbing my arms. “You did something, I know you did! What’d you do!” I scream trying to break Kelsie’s grasp.
“I didn’t do shit. Calm the hell down damn.” I walk to the bed and grab my phone. “What are doing?”
“Looking to see what the hell you did.”
“Give me your phone!.”
“HAHah no.” As soon as I get my phone unlocked, Konnor comes from behind and tackles me to ground, sending my phone flying into the blackhole (or as other’s call it, under my bed). “Dick face, tell me what you did!”
“Calm down! Konnor what’d you do?!” Kelsie finally jumps in the middle of the argument.
“What in God’s name is going on in here!? It sounds like a bunch of 12 year olds having a cat fight.” My uncle walks in still in his pajamas with his cup of tea. Me, Konnor, and Kelsie all start rambling different sides of the story before my uncle finally cuts us off. “Kaylee, you first.”
“You’re dick head of a nephew over here called Vic or texted him or something and made him end it.” My uncle just rolled his eyes and nodded to Konnor saying it was his turn.
“She just attacked me, accusing me of shit.”
“Okay even I know that’s bullshit.” My uncle says putting a slight smirk on my face.
“No really though, he did something. I don’t take sides but he did.” Kelsie speaks up without permission. That’s usually a death sentence when there’s a blow out but my uncle just asked her for my phone. Once we found it all of a half hour later, turns out, I was right. There was a call to Vic around 1AM. I was long asleep by then and Kelsie was too. Konnor was yelled at and made to leave the house for the day and do all the work around the stadium. I tried calling Vic twice. He ignored it both times, and I texted him twice trying to explain that Konnor was wrong…but nothing. I guess that’s really it. Maybe he never he even cared about me at all, just like everyone else I ever trusted.
It was hard saying goodbye. I didn’t want to but I have fans that need me and a career. I called her after the show. It was a great night, one the biggest and best shows we’ve ever had. I’ve never seen a crowd so hyped just for us, unbelievable. I had to tell her all about it. I just couldn’t hold my excitement in. It was difficult trying to talk to her though. I may have been hyper from the show but I was exhausted and sleep was just too tempting.
-LATER-
“What the fuck?” I pick up my phone to see it reads 1AM with Kaylee’s number blowing up my phone.
“Hello?” I ask trying not to sound too panicked.
“Back off.”
“Konnor?” And here we go again. I felt my blood boil. He hates me for no reason and the fact that he calls me in the middle of the night from her phone just adds more fuel to the fire.
“Look. I don’t care how you feel about her or how she feels about you. You just need to leave her alone.” Clearly his blood was boiling just as much as mine by this point.
“I love her and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it. I’m not gonna leave her.”
“The funny part is, you already have and you just don’t realize it yet.” I heard him take a long sigh before continuing. “She’s gonna be miserable without you and she’ll be right back to her depressed self. You not being here, being hundreds of miles away all the time. It’ll happen, just like last time.”
“Last time?” What last time. It doesn’t seem to sound like he’s talking about Sam. I mean there’s a huge difference between being miles away verses…well…um..yeah.
“She didn’t tell you?! Ah looks like she doesn’t tell ya a whole lot.” Konnor laughs making my cringe from the loudness.
“Fuck you. Whatever happened, it’s not gonna happen again.”
“It will. I can promise you that. I’ll give it a month tops of late night phone calls and a few texts before she breaks. Just leave her. She’ll be better off if you just stop talking to her now than later.” At that point, I just hung up. I don’t even feel like dealing with this shit. It’s too late and I’m too tired. I don’t get what I did that was so wrong. Even if she got fucked over before, that has nothing to do with me.
“Vic?” Mike whispered from his bunk.
“Yeah?”
“You alright?”
“I’m fine Mike. Go back to bed.” I heard Mike get up and walk over to me. I pulled open my curtain and just stared at him. “Yeah?”
“Get up and come in the back with me.” Great. I’m never going to get any sleep with everyone bugging me. I know I woke him up, but come on. Instead of arguing with another person, I just got up and followed him. He asked me the typical questions “what’s going on”, “are you okay”,
“you’re not gonna do anything stupid”, and “is it worth it”. My answers rarely change. I tell him what happens, say I’m fine, say I’m not like that anymore and that it’s worth it. But, it’s different this time. I say the words like usual, but I’m not sure if I really mean them. I’m not in high school anymore and I don’t have time for the drama. After tonight, I just need to sleep on it. Is she really worth all that stupid drama? I love her but maybe I should just wait until she can get away for a few months. Maybe that would be easier and not to mention, this whole not telling me everything thing. I understand Konnor hates me, but it’s not like he lied about Sam.
After an hour of tossing and turning in my thoughts, I was finally able to go to sleep. I got up earlier than usual to call Kaylee. I barely slept and I need to talk to her and find out what the hell was going on. We were parked at our next venue so I was able to sneak off the bus before anyone woke up. Kaylee picks up on the first ring this time.
“Hello?” I woke her up I guess. She had that extremely adorable sleepy voice that makes my stomach go in flips. It’s always time for second thoughts right?
“Hey..” My heart kept beating faster and faster. I can not go through with this. Just tell her I called because I missed her.
“Oh hey!” She sounds so happy and I’m just gonna crush her.
“Um…we need to talk.” I feel like I’m gonna be sick.
“What’s wrong?” Her voice went from happy to shaking in all of point 2 seconds. It’s crazy how just those simple words can change a person’s mood so fast.
“We need to wait. Not talk for awhile…maybe until you can get some time away for a few months..”
“What?” I can hear her wanting to cry but trying to hold the tears back. “Why?”
“It’s just…it’s gonna be hard and you’re gonna be hurt by me never being alone and I can’t do that to you. I’m sorry, bye.” Just like that and it was over. It took everything I had to not burst in tears telling her that. Within just those days, she became everything but now it’s all gone. Her laugh was gone. Her smile was gone. Her eyes were gone. Everything was gone. There’s no going back now, all that’s left to do is hope I made the right decision…
Kaylee’s P.O.V.
I don’t understand! We were fine! Why? Why does this happen?! This isn’t fair. I’ve never felt this way with anyone and now he’s just gone!? How can he just do that! Not feel a single thing! Just that’s it! “I’m sorry, bye.”What the actual fuck!?
“Um you cool over there? It’s 7AM dude.” Kelsie rolled over half asleep. Apparently, I said all that out loud and not in my head.
“No I’m not okay! He just fucking called me and was all like “it’s gonna be hard and I don’t wanna hurt you and blah blah blah” I screamed mimicking Vic’s voice.
“Kaylee..I’m-“
“Save it. I know you’re sorry and so am I. Sorry that I ever trusted that asshole! I brought him to our spot! I trusted him more than anyone! He knew that!” I broke as soon as I finished. Kelsie jumped up and immediately hugged me. I cried on her shoulder for I don’t how long. Eventually, Konnor walked in rubbing his eyes, probably awakened by my sobbing.
“What’s wrong with you?” Konnor asks extremely annoyed.
“It’s done happy?” I glared at him, barely, lifting my head off of Kelsie’s shoulder.
“Actually yes.”
“Fuck you!” I walk up to him about to deck in in the middle of his cheek, but before I could reach my arm all the way up, Kelsie was behind me grabbing my arms. “You did something, I know you did! What’d you do!” I scream trying to break Kelsie’s grasp.
“I didn’t do shit. Calm the hell down damn.” I walk to the bed and grab my phone. “What are doing?”
“Looking to see what the hell you did.”
“Give me your phone!.”
“HAHah no.” As soon as I get my phone unlocked, Konnor comes from behind and tackles me to ground, sending my phone flying into the blackhole (or as other’s call it, under my bed). “Dick face, tell me what you did!”
“Calm down! Konnor what’d you do?!” Kelsie finally jumps in the middle of the argument.
“What in God’s name is going on in here!? It sounds like a bunch of 12 year olds having a cat fight.” My uncle walks in still in his pajamas with his cup of tea. Me, Konnor, and Kelsie all start rambling different sides of the story before my uncle finally cuts us off. “Kaylee, you first.”
“You’re dick head of a nephew over here called Vic or texted him or something and made him end it.” My uncle just rolled his eyes and nodded to Konnor saying it was his turn.
“She just attacked me, accusing me of shit.”
“Okay even I know that’s bullshit.” My uncle says putting a slight smirk on my face.
“No really though, he did something. I don’t take sides but he did.” Kelsie speaks up without permission. That’s usually a death sentence when there’s a blow out but my uncle just asked her for my phone. Once we found it all of a half hour later, turns out, I was right. There was a call to Vic around 1AM. I was long asleep by then and Kelsie was too. Konnor was yelled at and made to leave the house for the day and do all the work around the stadium. I tried calling Vic twice. He ignored it both times, and I texted him twice trying to explain that Konnor was wrong…but nothing. I guess that’s really it. Maybe he never he even cared about me at all, just like everyone else I ever trusted.
Notes
Sorry that I like things that are sad and drama filled. Not really, oops. XD But that's not all either. I'm planning on it getting really intense within the next chapter or 2.
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9/15/13