“I bet you have.” I giggled as he rolled his eyes and tugged me towards the back of the park. It was quiet and deserted when we reached far back there was an iron chair and a guitar sitting next to it.

“What’s going on?”

“Well, this is only one surprise but before you say anything you have to promise not to get mad…”

“What’ve you done, Austin?”

“I found your notebook with some songs in.” He smiled shyly at me as I glared at him. I crossed my arms over my chest and he shuffled from foot to foot. “The thing is, I wanted to know what they sounded like if I sung them so…”

He swung the guitar up into his arms and with one last smile in my direction proceeded to sing a song that I’d wrote myself.

Just remember her leaving this world was your fault and I hope the guilt stays in your fucking head forever.
She had nothing left to give as she tied the final knot.
Did you have to question how much she could take?
Couldn't you see solid ground was breaking?

How can you say everything is okay when you can barely look her in the eye?
Suffering in silence wasn't her idea of fun, neither was the agony consuming her.
Why did you promise to stay when you just walk away?
Your promises are lies. Your lies reflect the devil in you.

Friends forever is a lie, bitch. Just twist the blade that's in her back.
Lying, cheating and using wasn't her idea of friendship.
Watching you walk away was the best thing I've ever had the privilege to see.
Lying, crying and even dying won't save you.

How can you say everything is okay when you can barely look her in the eye?
Suffering in silence wasn't her idea of fun, neither was the agony consuming her.
Why did you promise to stay when you just walk away?
Your promises are lies. Your lies reflect the devil in you.

Picking up the pieces you left behind reminds how lucky she is that you're out of her life for good.
Pushed into the dirt and purple marking her face wasn't her idea of love but it sure was yours.
Do you get a thrill when you push her to the ground?
When you see she can barely see through her tortured soul?

How can you say everything is okay when you can barely look her in the eye?
Suffering in silence wasn't her idea of fun, neither was the agony consuming her.
Why did you promise to stay when you just walk away?
Your promises are lies. Your lies reflect the devil in you.

You don't know what it's like to wake up and wish you didn't.
To wish you never saw the sun rise ever again.
Bruises marred her once clean flesh, a crooked nose and gapped smile shows how much you love her.
She closes her eyes and pray that someone will finally take her. Take her from this hell.

How can you say everything is okay when you can barely look her in the eye?
Suffering in silence wasn't her idea of fun, neither was the agony consuming her.
Why did you promise to stay when you just walk away?
Your promises are lies. Your lies reflect the devil in you.

Your promises are lies! Your love is the devil itself.

She will fight until the end,
She will fight until her very last breath,
Until her life seeps from her battered and scarred body,
Until her pain has finally ended and she is taken heavenward.

Austin cleared his throat with a smile once he was done and I stood and wrapped my arms around his waist and leant my head on his chest.

“I just really loved the lyrics. You made it sound so painful…”

“I wrote it about my other sister. She was in an abusive relationship for a little while.”

“Want to see the other present I bought you?”

“Yeah.” I nodded my head and he pulled me away from the secret hidey hole and onto the road. Sitting there was a red sleek BMW. It looked to have costs a lot of money and I just stared in shock at it.

“It has autopilot, a built in CD/MP3 device thingy, the seats are really squishy and it’s bulletproof.” Austin smiled at me as I stared and didn’t say anything.

“Shit. You don’t like. I knew I should have….” I cut him off with a kiss and a gentle scrape of my nails through his hair. That always made him shut up and groan.

“Look inside…”

I opened the car door and inside sitting on the dashboard were plane tickets. Eight pairs. I picked them off and looked at the first one Venice, the second one said Venice to Russia, the next Russia to The Caribbean and the final pair said The Caribbean to Australia.

“You’ve got to be shitting me.”

“You’re my world, Taylor. I want to show you the world.” Austin kissed me and I urged him to climb into the car with me. He slid in the passenger side and grinned at me. I smirked back before reaching over the console and unzipping his dress pants.

“What you up to, angel?”

“Coy isn’t you, Austin.” I winked at him before pulling him from his pants. I wasn’t surprised that he took him so little time to get hard. For a man with a heart condition he was full of energy and never ever lacking.

“I like your hair…” Austin murmured as he wound and finger around a curly lock of it. I smiled at him before turning my attention to otherwise important things. He reached down with a groan and buried his hand in my hair.

“I done it for you.” I pulled away a mere millimetre to whisper before sucking him back down, my tongue lapping at the underside as and bought up my left hand to play with Austin's hairless balls. Bringing my right hand up I buried my nose in Austin's crotch and swallowed around the leaking head as my right hand reached up to twine around Austin's wrist and Austin rearranged his grip so they were holding hands.

"Taylor...Oh God," the grip in my hair almost becoming unbearable but the little spike of pain made me leak through my panties even further. I pulled back as Austin's cock pulsed and shot into my mouth, I continued to suck him until he'd stopped but surprisingly he didn't soften much.

Rising up I kissed Austin who moaned again and lapped at my mouth desperately trying to taste his own cum, I chuckled and let it slowly dribble into Austin's waiting mouth.It was weird since he’d never wanted to taste his own cum but indulged him with a giggle.

Notes

Title Cred: HIM

The song was wrote by me. Is it any good? I want to know what you think! I'm not sure what to do with this story anymore...
I dunno where to go with it. Give me ideas maybe?