Hold My Heart, It's Beating For You Anyway
Hold My Heart, It's Beating For You Anyway.
Today was the day. The day it would finally happen. I would kill myself and not have to live with this pain anymore. I'm going to a Pierce The Veil concert tonight, so I can meet my idols and tell them how much they meant to me before I go.
"Ember, are you ready to go?" I heard Lyric yell from the bathroom. She had just finished her makeup and looked amazing. "Yeah, just let me pack the bag quick." I grabbed some paper and wrote a note to Lyric, telling her what I was doing and why, and stuck it in the bag. I also packed some pills, and my blades. As soon as I was ready to go, my phone rang. "Hello? Hello...." I spoke softly, not knowing who it was. "Hey, faggot. I wouldn't be so happy about that concert tonight, it's not like something won't go wrong and you'll be crying to Lyric. I hope that girl comes to her senses and leaves you." It was Ashley, my high school enemy since 8th grade. She had hated me the day she met me, but no one ever knew why. "I have true friends unlike you. Leave me alone, Ashley." After that, I hung up. I have no idea how she got my number, but there's not a thing that she can do that's gonna ruin my night. After getting to the concert, we entered the venue. There was so many people here, I don't know if I can handle it. Vic was the first to run on stage. "Good evening everybody how are you doing tonight!?" The crowd was already going crazy. Tony and Jaime then entered the stage. Mike had came on not long after. "The first song were going to play is called A Match Into Water. I hope you enjoy the show!"
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The last song they played was Bulletproof Love, one of my favorite songs. I was really happy about that. "Okay, let's head out of here before anyone notices us. Ember... Ember?" "Sorry, I was thinking. Lets go." Tony had threw his pick and before we knew it, Lyric had caught it. Mike threw his drumsticks and a girl who looked very familiar caught one. "Is that...." Ashley. Shitshitshit. "Come on, I'm not feeling well." I had to find some way to get out of here before Ashley saw me. We had made our way through the still raging crowd, and walked to the car when all of the sudden I felt cold metal hit my left ribs. I fell to the ground in pain, not knowing where Lyric had went. Before I knew it I was hit in the head and was knocked out.
"Ember, are you ready to go?" I heard Lyric yell from the bathroom. She had just finished her makeup and looked amazing. "Yeah, just let me pack the bag quick." I grabbed some paper and wrote a note to Lyric, telling her what I was doing and why, and stuck it in the bag. I also packed some pills, and my blades. As soon as I was ready to go, my phone rang. "Hello? Hello...." I spoke softly, not knowing who it was. "Hey, faggot. I wouldn't be so happy about that concert tonight, it's not like something won't go wrong and you'll be crying to Lyric. I hope that girl comes to her senses and leaves you." It was Ashley, my high school enemy since 8th grade. She had hated me the day she met me, but no one ever knew why. "I have true friends unlike you. Leave me alone, Ashley." After that, I hung up. I have no idea how she got my number, but there's not a thing that she can do that's gonna ruin my night. After getting to the concert, we entered the venue. There was so many people here, I don't know if I can handle it. Vic was the first to run on stage. "Good evening everybody how are you doing tonight!?" The crowd was already going crazy. Tony and Jaime then entered the stage. Mike had came on not long after. "The first song were going to play is called A Match Into Water. I hope you enjoy the show!"
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The last song they played was Bulletproof Love, one of my favorite songs. I was really happy about that. "Okay, let's head out of here before anyone notices us. Ember... Ember?" "Sorry, I was thinking. Lets go." Tony had threw his pick and before we knew it, Lyric had caught it. Mike threw his drumsticks and a girl who looked very familiar caught one. "Is that...." Ashley. Shitshitshit. "Come on, I'm not feeling well." I had to find some way to get out of here before Ashley saw me. We had made our way through the still raging crowd, and walked to the car when all of the sudden I felt cold metal hit my left ribs. I fell to the ground in pain, not knowing where Lyric had went. Before I knew it I was hit in the head and was knocked out.
Notes
I'm sorry that if it's short and sucks... This is my first fan fiction and I'm not totally sure how this story will turn out. Please comment how the story is and predictions/ideas. I appreciate feedback c: I will probably have another chapter up today or tonight. I have to get on the computer to add them because I write them in the notes so I can't guarantee an update every day.Thanks for reading c:
~Tatum
8/25/13