"Hey party people, what's up?" I asked as approached Jaime, Mike, Vic, Tony, Jenna and Cam. They were sitting on the grass near the back of the bus area.

"Hey Hayley" Mike said look up from his Harry Potter book. The rest said hey and I sat down in the group.

"So what are y'all doing here?" I asked with the southern twang of my accent showing. Vics eyes lit up and he smiled.

"Most of us are hungover" Tony groaned. I rolled my eyes.

"You guys are a bunch of pussies, ya know that?" I laughed. Mike flipped me off. "Anyway, I actually came to ask you guys a favour" I said. They all looked and me and nodded. "So Jeremy has just announced that him and Kat are having a baby and since we are on tour he won't get to see her much. It's critical time in her pregnancy he'll be missing" I explained. Vic looked away and I felt a little part of my heart break. "So I'm flying her out here next week to meet us in New York and I thought we could throw them a Warped baby shower" I proposed.

Jenna jumped over to me and hugged me. "That is a great idea, he'll love it" She grinned. I looked at everyone and they nodded enthusiasticaly.

"Great, it's a secret though guys... you can't tell anyone" I informed.

"Pinky promises we won't" Mike said holding his pinky out. I took it and we shook. Everyone else made me do it with them too.

"Thanks guys... he's gonna love it" I smiled. "All we gotta do now is plan it" I explained.

"We need to invite Warped people in order to give them time to get gifts and stuff" Tony reminded me.

"Yeah, we need to work that out. I'm good at this stuff" Jenna grinned. I was so grateful for that girl.

We all got lost inside the conversation when I suddenly felt shadows behind me. Everyone looked up and I turned around to see Patrick and Pete Wentz standing behind me. I grinned and stood up, engulfing them both in hugs. "Hey guys" I said.

We pulled apart and they both sat down on either side of me. "Hey guys... we haven't ever really talked before" Pete said to the guys.

"Yeah, that sucks" Tony said sincerely.

"We have been catching parts of your set this week and we were sorry that we hadn't heard you guys sooner" Patrick smiled. "We should swap some guitar/singing techniques" He said to Vic with a happy look on his face. Vic nodded and smiled back.

"That'd be cool man, could learn a lot from you from your experience and different musical background" Vic shrugged. Patrick grinned happily. Seriously how adorable is he though?

"So, we actually have a secret guys" I grinned looking between Pete and Patrick.

"Oh, what's that?" Pete smiled.

"So Jeremy and his wife Kat are about to have a kid, so we are gonna throw them a Warped Babyshower next week in New York" I said excitedly.

"That's a great idea" Patrick said adjusting his glasses. Vic looked at him funny and I shot Vic and look back. We all began talking away and Pete told us some stories about when Bronx was born. His son was totally adorable.

After about an hour Patrick had to leave. Vic stared at us when Patrick hugged me goodbye. "He's totally cool" Jenna said with a happy smile. "I'm slightly fangirling here that you're right infront of me Pete, I wish I could tell 15 year old me this" She giggled.

"Oh man, that's sweet!" He said with the famous Pete wentz grin.

I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket which indicated that I had a text. I pulled it out and looked at it.

'Come see me, the bus is empty xo' I smiled and replied that I'd be there in 5 minutes. I had to make a quick excuse to get out of here.

"Hey guys, I'm gonna go see Jeremy and Taylor for a bit. I'll see you at your set later on yeah?" I informed them. Jenna gave me a hug and everyone else gave me high fives. Vic didn't really do anything, he just sorta waved. I walked away towards to buses and looked back once. Vic was staring at me and I felt a little awkward.

I decided to go a longer route to get to the bus incase Vic seen exactly where I went. When I got to the bus I knocked quickly and waited. After about 20 seconds the door opened and I walked inside.

"Isn't that just a little obvious?" I asked while sitting down on the couch. He sat down next to me and shrugged.

"I know sorry" He mumbled. "I just can't be around you and pretend forever" He sighed.

I looked at him and nudged him playfully. "Patrick it's okay" He looked up and smiled. "Look whatever is happening in your marriage is between you and your wife okay. All of this is totally against my beliefs and morals but I think we have both made it clear that it isn't going to stop us" I said looking into his eyes. "I don't even know how the hell this happened" I laughed.

"Do you want to stop?" He asked looking hopeless. My heart sank at the look on his face.

"No" I said quietly. "I can honestly say that even with the mess and hiding all of this... it's one of the most real feelings I've ever felt" I smiled. He leaned in and kissed me sweetly.

Once he pulled back he had the most adorable look on his face. As if he just done the most impossible thing in the world. "You're beautiful" He said softly as he swiped away a strand of my hair. I looked down and blushed.

"You're not so bad yourself" I said looking up and smirking at him. He smiled widely and kissed me again. "We just gotta be a little more discreet".

"Yeah I agree" He said nodding. "It's not that I care about my marriage. It's pretty much over. I just don't want the drama while we're on tour" He shrugged.

"I understand that man" I smiled. "You do what you gotta do".

I felt a sudden buzz from his leg, he pulled his phone out and looked at it. "Joe is on his way back... probably should go" He said sadly.

"Hey, we'll find some way to hang out soon okay" I said reassuringly. He tried to smile as best as he could but I could tell that he was sad about the fact I had to go. "I'll see you later" I said kissing him quickly. I stood up and exited the bus.

I was smiling so much that I'm convinced that my face might fall off. I wasn't looking where I was going when I slammed into someone. "Sorry" They said sincerely.

"It's okay" I said with a laugh and looked up to see who it was. Tony... oh shit. I could see the cogs inside his brain clicking together and work it all out.

"Hayley... are you... and" He looked around and then whispered "Patrick". He looked around again "Seeing each other?" I closed my eyes and groaned.

"Tony fucking Perry. You had to walk by now" I mumbled. He just looked at me. "Yes but please don't tell anyone, please" I begged with my hands together infront of my chest.

"He has a wife does he not?" Tony said with a frown. I nodded and he groaned loudly.

"I know, it's wrong but sometimes you get too emotionally attached to someone. We were like drawn to each other" I said softly, hoping he'd understand.

"What about Vic?" He asked. I frowned and looked at him.

"Me and Vic haven't been together for a year Tony" I said shaking my head.

"Yeah but I always thought you'd get back together and when I seen you walk in that room a week ago I thought... this could be it" He explained with hope all over his face.

"It's not gonna happen. He has a fiancé now Tony. We have both moved on. I think it's time the rest of the world did too" I mumbled and walked away.

Things were too confusing. Who do I want? Patrick is caring, kind and very easy to be myself around but he is cheating on his wife who he has been with for over 10 years. Who's to say he wouldn't cheat on me?

Vic and me have a huge history together. We almost had a baby together, nearly got married. See I think a part of me will always love him but maybe that part isn't strong enough to take charge. Our love isn't bulletproof.

So what do I do?