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Save Me -Jaime Preciado

Caraphernelia

The next day was Saturday so I didn't have to deal with people. I slipped on my sweats and an over-sized, plain grey sweatshirt. I opened up my email and printed out the tickets and passes. The concert was next Friday night and my goal was not to cut until then so they wouldn't see bright red marks. I planned out what to wear and decided on my favorite ptv outfit. Now I just had to make it to next Friday.

~Monday~
I hid as much as possible from everyone, determined not to cut. It worked pretty well, but I knew people would figure out what I was doing and start looking for me.

~Tuesday~
I noticed a few people getting suspicious including Alexa who pulled me over at the end of the day, "Brianna what's going on?"
"I'm trying to see if I can just avoid the bullies and stuff," I explained, not mentioning the concert.
"Oh. So its not me?" she said.
For a minute I thought she was worried about me, but she just cared about herself, "no." I snapped and walked home.

I knew I couldn't even go in my secret room without cutting, but being let down again was cracking me. No, I'm just being too sensitive. She didn't mean it that way. But think about it. The past two days no one even cared that you were hiding. Would they even care if you were dead? The voice in my head started and I shook it away, but relented and started cutting again, pretty deeply, again having to hold my right wrist tightly. I wrapped it up and covered it with my sweatshirt.

~Friday~
I only had a couple hours left, but today had been the worst of the week. I had at least five girls following me around until I ran into the girl's bathroom and cried. After school I walked back crying and slipped into my room, running past my mom who was on a call. I ran into my secret room and made dozens of tiny, barely bleeding cuts, hoping they would heal in an hour or two. Then I jumped in the shower and jumped out, doing my hair and getting dressed. It was 4pm by the time I was ready. I got in my car and drove to the concert and walked in. I showed them my "hang out with the band pass" and they brought me to a room and walked in telling me to wait there while she told them about me. She quickly came back out and told me to go in.

Comments

@Mercedes Perry
Yay!!!
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@Honesty's_Lies_
thanks I like that :)
Mercedes Perry Mercedes Perry
11/18/13
Misery Business? C:
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@Honesty's_Lies_
sure :)
Mercedes Perry Mercedes Perry
11/18/13
Make a sequel! Please!!!
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