As soon as Jaime and Tony were alone, Tony had his mouth on Jaime’s neck. Jaime sighed. Tony was really good at working his mouth. “So,” Jaime said with another sigh, “You’re going to fuck me?”

“Yes,” Tony growled against Jaime’s neck. “I’m going to fuck you.”

“Don’t I have a say in this?” Jaime asked, tangling Tony’s hair in his fingers.

“No,” Tony said as he nipped at Jaime’s neck, causing Jaime to yank on his hair.

Jaime gulped. He was pretty nervous about this, seeing as he had never slept with a man before. It made him feel like his teenage virgin self about to give away his v-card. But the way Tony took charge was making him very aroused.

Tony felt his arousal and pulled up, smirking at Jaime with a mischievous glint in his eyes.

“What?” Jaime asked.

“I want to try something,” Tony excitedly said. “And this will be my first time so I’m sorry if I’m not good at it.”

“You’re always good at everything,” Jaime said.

Tony smiled at him and made his way down Jaime’s body. Jaime watched with curiosity, too high on Tony’s kisses to realize what the turtle was doing until his jeans were off and Tony was fiddling with his briefs. Jaime sat up and stood for a second, pulling them down for Tony.

Tony moved to the floor, getting on his knees in front of Jaime. He looked at Jaime’s cock as it stood, waiting for him. He reached out and took it in one hand. He moved up Jaime’s length, slowly at first.

Jaime closed his eyes and let a low moan escape from his lips. He was still pretty much in shock from this sudden thing between him and Tony. He never thought they’d be anything more than friends. He certainly never thought they’d be doing anything sexual like this. But god, he needed Tony to touch him.

“You enjoying yourself?” Tony asked, feeling unsure with himself. He was usually pretty confident in his sexual endeavors but this was a complete new territory that he had yet to explore. And he just wanted to make Jaime feel good.

“Yes,” Jaime said, his voice low and husky. “Tony you’re… You’re amazing.”

Tony smiled, his nervousness disappearing. He bent forward, putting his tongue against Jaime’s tip. Jaime tasted a bit salty. Tony didn’t know what he was expecting but he was glad that Jaime just had a salty taste. He actually really liked it.

Another moan escaped Jaime’s lips. He grabbed Tony by the back of his head and pushed him onto his throbbing cock. Tony’s lips instantly closed around Jaime and his teeth gently scraped against his skin. Jaime groaned loudly, finding that he liked that little bit of pain.

Tony moved down as far as he could, which wasn’t very far at all. He wondered how all of his girlfriends could fit so much of him into their mouths. Then he remembered they’ve had practice. He couldn’t wait to practice on Jaime some more.

Tony moved back up to the head, swirling his tongue on Jaime the best he could. He brought his hand back up and stroked Jaime’s length as he sucked. His doubts that he wasn’t doing good crept back into his mind. But then the sounds Jaime was making cast those thoughts out of his.

Tony pulled away after a few minutes, keeping his hand on Jaime. “This is harder than it looks,”

“Well you’re the one who made it that way,” Jaime said, completely serious.

Tony smiled and stood up, quickly kissing Jaime. He started unbuttoning his jeans but Jaime’s hands pushed his away. Jaime quickly got Tony’s pants and boxers down to his knees. He planted a quick kiss on Tony’s tip before jacking him off.

Their eyes stayed connected as Jaime jerked Tony off. Unlike Jaime, Tony didn’t make any noise. He just stared intensely at Jaime. Jaime momentarily thought Tony might not like this. His hand dropped away from Tony when he realized. Tony liked what Jaime was doing perfectly fine. He just wasn’t going to settle for a handjob.

I’m going to fuck you.

Jaime felt his heart hammering against his chest. Tony grabbed his and pulled him up. Jaime followed him, swallowing his nerves. They stopped in front of Tony’s bunk. Tony bent forward looking for something. Jaime just focused on his naked butt. He really did like Tony’s butt.

“Found it!” Tony exclaimed, emerging from his bunk.
Jaime looked at what Tony had in his hand. He gulped when he saw it was lube. Then he looked back to Tony. He wore a lopsided grin and that mischievous glint had returned to his eyes.

Jaime took a deep breath and stepped forward, leaning into Jaime’s bunk. He rested on his elbows and bent over. Tony didn’t waste a moment to put his hands on Jaime. He squeezed his ass a bit, feeling him out.

Jaime’s breaths came out in quick, shallow gasps. Calm down Himes, he told himself. You like it when Tony touches. You’ll like this.

Except Jaime couldn’t calm down. He no longer felt aroused. He just wanted to stand up. He wanted to put his clothes back on. He even felt like crying.

“Tony,” he said, hoping Tony could hear the panic in his voice.

“Yeah babe?” Tony’s thick voice answered as Jaime felt the cold lube hit his skin.

Jaime told himself one last time to calm down. He was going to like this after all. He wanted Tony, after all. He wanted this.

But his body wasn’t listening. He was hyperventilating. He felt like he needed to scream. He felt like he was going to pass out.

And the moment he felt Tony’s finger start to rub him he lost it.

“Tony stop!” he yelled.

Tony stopped rubbing, confused by Jaime’s reaction. Then he pulled his finger back, keeping his hands to himself. He stood and watched as Jaime straightened up. Then he saw how heavy he was breathing and a frightened look in his wide eyes like some poor animal running for its life.

Jaime didn’t look directly at Tony. He averted his eyes the best he could and went to where his clothes were discarded on the floor. Tony followed, also putting his clothes back on. When they were clothed, they both sat on the couch. Unlike earlier, they made sure not to touch each other.

“I’m sorry,” Jaime spoke first after he regained his composure.

“What happened?” Tony asked.

Jaime finally looked at Tony. He could see worry in his eyes mixed with something else. Disappointment.

Jaime felt terrible. Now, he really wanted to cry. “I just… I don’t know,” he admitted. “I couldn’t do it. I panicked.”

“It’s okay,” Tony placed a comforting hand on Jaime’s shoulder.

“I’m sorry,” Jaime said again, his voice close to breaking.

“It’s okay,” Tony assured him once again.

Jaime didn’t hear him as he apologized once again. Tony sighed and grabbed Jaime but the chin, turning his face so that he was forced to look into Tony’s eyes. “It’s okay,” Tony said in a voice that caressed Jaime’s ears and made him feel at ease.

“But you want this so much,” Jaime replied.

“I do,” Tony agreed, smiling. “But you clearly aren’t ready for this. It’s completely fine.”

“But you-“ Jaime started just to be cut off by Tony.

“Don’t,” Tony said. “I’m not going to force you. Jaime, I want you. I really do. But I also care a lot about you. I will wait as long as it takes. So don’t you worry or apologize. ”

Jaime gave Tony a small smile. “You really are amazing, you know that?”

“Not really,” Tony replied, also smiling now. “You should tell me that more.”

“You’re amazing,” Jaime said as he leaned forward and gently kissed Tony.

Tony kissed back and said, “So are you.”

Jaime beamed at Tony. “We should just cuddle in bed and sleep.”

“Yeah,” Tony agreed, taking Jaime’s hand. “That sounds nice.”

Notes

Are you guys mad at me? I bet you hate me.
oh wells .-.

Anywho, do you guys want to read the first sex scene I ever wrote. It's between Adrian and Sydney from Richelle Mead's Vampire Acdemy and Bloodlines series. (If you love these books like I do, I fucking love you)
But yeah, if you want to read it, tell me.

Oh Yeah.
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