I was running but all I can see is black. I tried screaming for help but nothing would come out. I was surrounded by blackness and all I saw was a little light argue end of the darkness. The more I ran towards it the farther it would be, that was until I ran into a person.
Why are you running from me sweety? You shouldn't run away from me," she snickered.
"G-get away from me!" I stammered out, taking a few cautious steps back.
"Sweetheart, do back away from me, I love you," she said stepping towards me.
"No you don't! You don't love anybody but yourself!" I screamed.
"Michelle, look around you, do you see any body else I could possibly love?" She asked.
Lights started flickering on and off around me, I fixed my eyes on the objects that hung on the walls. I screamed at the sight in front of me, seeing Tony, Jaime, Vic, Mike, my dad, Allen, Wyatt, and the rest of my family pinned to the wall, bloody and beaten.
"What did you do to them?!" I screamed.
"What are you talking about sweety? I didn't do anything wrong, their just dead," she said with no emotion.
"You killed them you heartless bitch!"
"Michelle Elizabeth Rowledge! That is no way to talk to your mother, now apologize!"
"No! Fuck you!" I yelled and ran.
"Youre going to regret this," I looked back to see her running after me, making me run faster but it was no use. I was tackled to the floor within seconds. I felt pain shoot up throughout my body as she kicked me in the ribs repeatedly. I screamed and screamed until everything went black.

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I shuttered at the memories of my nightmare from only a few minutes ago. I turned over on the bed and began to feel for Mike, but I was only greeted with an empty cold mattress. I listened to see if I could hear him downstairs, but everything in the house was quiet.
I rolled out of bed and began walking downstairs, but I abruptly stopped when I heard hushed whispers at the bottom of the steps.
"Frenchi, what the hell are you doing here? How did you even know where I live?" I heard Mike ask.
I racked through my brain to try and remember who this Frenchi person was. But I came up with nothing, I know I've heard of the name before but I couldn't come up with anything.
"That doesn't matter Mikey, all that matters is I'm here to get you back. Now come on, come home with me. We can have angry make up sex, I know you love that Mikey," the high pitched voice said.
"Fuck no. Frenchi, I'm happy with my girlfriend, now please leave."
"You have somebody new? Is she here? Can I meet her?" She asked.
Realization hit me, I remember Frenchi. She was Mike's ex, the one he cheated on twice. What the actual fuck.. I'd remember that squeaky voice from anywhere.
"No Frenchi, now leave. You're going to wake her up," Mike snapped.
"Oh? So she's upstairs? I'm just going to go say hi real quick," she said, I head heels climbing the stairs and I ran back to the bedroom.
I ran to the bed and pounced onto it, I quickly threw my shirt off, and ran a comb through my hair. I pulled the blanket over me and turned my back to the door just in time, I heard the door open and heels clicking against the wood until, walking over to my side of the bed. I snapped my eyes shut and held my breath.
"Michelle?" Frenchi asked. "What the hell Mike! You're dating Michelle?!" She screeched.
"Yup, I am. Got a problem with it?" Mike asked, I could sense the smile in his voice.
"Uh yeah actually I do -"
"Well that's just too bad now isn't it? Now get the fuck out of our house Frenchi!" Mike yelled.
I heard her huff and stomp out of the room, down the stairs and out the door slamming it shut behind her.
. "You suck at fake sleeping, you know that?" Mike said slipping into the bed behind me.
. "Yeah I know," I said blandly.
. "Hey, what's wrong?" Mike aasked kissing my neck as he snuggled closer to me.
. "Nothing, just a bad dream."
. "You can talk to me, you know?"
. "I know, I think I'm going to go for a walk. Just to clear my head." I hopped out of bed, pulling on some sweatpants and a shirt and kissed Mike bye.
. "Do you want me to come with you?" He asked.
. I shook my head no and walked out of the room and out the door.
. The weather wasnt too bad, but it was nothing I wasnt used to by now. I don t know why I'm having all of these dreams about my mother, to be honest it was freaking me out a bit. Maybe it was because of the ccourt date coming up next month, but who knows. I sure as hell didn't.
. I pulled my phone out and checked the time, it was nine in the morning, which is way too early for me. I sighed and began thinking about what I was going to do when the boys go out on tour, I have no pets, not very many friends due to the fact that I'm always on tour with them. Fish? They seem like a great pet, they don't take too much to take care of. I cant have the basic goldfish though, I have to go all out and have the pretty ones, like the clown fish and starfish. I smiled at the thought of having pets in the house, it's a nice finish to have.
It could be the very beginning of our little family, I jogged back to the house eager to tell the news to Mike on getting pets. When I walked into the house I heard Mike singing in the shower, I ran upstairs and burst through the bathroom door.
"Hello?" Mike called out.
"Hey baby, we should get some pets," I said smiling.
"Oh yeah? Like what?" He asked stepping out of the shower with a twork wrapped around his skinny little hips.
"Fish!"
"If that's what your little heart desires then we will get fish," he smiled and kissed me on the lips before wwalking out of the bathroom and into the bedroom to get dressed.
I walked slowly behind him and set on the bed, I grabbed my phone and looked through my unread message, seeing about three from Jaime, one from Tony, and two from an unknown number. I read Jaime's first.
From: Hime-Time
I miss yout already! Come back, tell Mike to share! :(
From: Hime-Time
The house is too damn quiet without you
From: Hime-Time
I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY! I'M ALL LONELY!
From: Turtle boy
When are we hanging out? I miss my best friend, Mike needs to stop stealing you from me. Greedy bastard.
From: unknown
You better watch your back bitch. I will be coming back and I will take back what's mine.
From: unknown
You're going to hell you dirty slut.
I frowned at the last two but decided to ignore them, it was probably just Frenchi. I texted the boys and told them to come over tonight so we can have family night and so they can help me name our newest additions to the family.
"Who are you texting speedy thumbs?" Mike asked, cocking his eyebrow.
"The boys, they're coming over tonight, now come on slow poke, I want to go get fish."
"Alright alright, I'm coming. Go start my car, I'm trusting you to drive and not kill us today," he said smirking and tossing me the keys to his car.

Notes

Gahh. I want nothing more than to just die right now. I'm so done with people and life. It sucks. You guys however, mean the world to me. You're the ones who haven't managed to let me down. Soo woo go you!
Thanks for reading and all that jazz. Sorry for not updating that much, shits been hitting the fan lately and I want to die. I'm sure I haven't said that already right?