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I'm Afraid That I've Thrown It All Away

Chapter Eleven

The two weeks that Noelle was spending on tour with the boys was almost up. She had two more shows and she would be getting picked up by Tommy, who would be at the LA show. Today the guys had a day off and were spending it at a theme park. Noelle loved rollercoasters, Mike didn’t. So it was Noelle’s mission to force him on to every ride she went on. Jaime said he would assist her with this.

“I am not going on that. Look how fucking high it is” Mike whined.

“Look how fucking high you are” Noelle shot back

“Touché, I’m still not going on that; there are so many turns and shit I might fall out”

“Seriously, Mike? You’re not going to fall out of it” Jaime reassured.

“How about we make a deal? You come on this ride with me and I’ll pay for your drinks all night?” Noelle bargained.

“Tempting” Mike said, Noelle was now wearing a pout to try and get her way. She and Jaime began to bat their eyelashes at Mike which caused Tony, Vic and Casey to erupt into laughter.

“Fine, for fucks sake, I’ll go on it but if I die, I am going to haunt the fuck out of you two” He said matter-of-factly “Oh and No-No, I am going to be drinking a lot tonight so prepare to become bankrupt” He winked at her and they made their way to the line.

“Sure thing Mi-Mi” Such ridiculous nicknames, that’s what happens when you chose them while high/drunk.

They went on the ride and Mike shit himself, not literally but near enough.

They spent the rest of the day hanging out and going on more rides. Mike being dragged onto most of them, he may act like a big tough guy but he’s a pussy at heart. They were now back on the bus getting ready for dinner. They were going to a fancy restaurant and were all dressing up.

Noelle opened the door to the bathroom to exit when she bumped in to Tony who was about to enter. They had barely spoken to each other over the last 2 weeks.

“Oh shit, sorry” Noelle said, she blushed a little and didn’t quite know why.

“It’s okay, are you done in here?” Tony asked as he nodded towards the bathroom.

“Oh uhm, yeah” Noelle slid pass Tony and headed into the front lounge. “Well that was awkward” She muttered to herself.
As she got to the front she was met with a bunch of wolf whistles. Noelle didn’t dress up often so the boys were savouring this.

“Okay, okay. It’s just a skirt” Noelle joked as she sat on the couch and took Jaime’s water from his hand and took a sip.

Soon everyone was ready and headed to the restaurant. When they sat at the table Noelle was between Mike and Jaime but was unfortunately opposite Tony. She could feel him watching her most of the night and that made her feel very uncomfortable. Dinner was full of light conversation and sexual jokes. It’s always one or the other with this lot, no in between. It always made for a good night out though.

Jaime had his hand rested on Noelle’s thigh all night and whenever he moved it she felt kind of lost. They shared many soft kisses throughout the night, leading to the usual comments
“Get a room” or “Save it for the bedroom guys” Nothing came from Tony’s mouth though, he knew better than to make a comment like that. When the check was paid for Tony couldn’t exit the restaurant quick enough.

“What’s his problem?” Vic huffed

“He just needs to get laid” Mike joked. “So who is up for going to a bar? We can’t end the night this early” Mike had a huge grin on his face “Besides, I need to drain Noelle of all her money tonight” He shot her a joking glance

They all agreed to Mike’s idea of going to a bar, since he was right, it is too early to go back to the bus just yet. Tony decided he would come along too, he wasn’t going to let whatever was bothering him ruin a good night.


When they arrived at the bar, Casey, Vic and Tony went and found the group a booth while Noelle, Jaime and Mike made their way to the bar. Noelle paid for the beers and shots and the boys carried them over to their table.

“Here you go guys” Jaime said as he slid in next to Tony, knowing Noelle wouldn’t want to sit next to him. She sat opposite him, between Casey and Mike.

They all did their shots of tequila before Jaime and Noelle decided to get up and dance. Again, Noelle could feel Tony watching her all night. She was becoming really annoyed with him.

Soon after she felt his gaze disappear and when she looked over to see why, not like she wanted it back but because he had been watching her all night she grew curious, she saw him with his hands all over another girl. She was petite and had long brown hair, similar to her own. For some reason she felt a rush of jealousy shoot through her veins.

What the fuck? Was all that kept playing in her mind, she didn’t know why she was jealous. She was happy with Jaime, she loved Jaime. Why would she be jealous that Tony was kissing the neck of another girl?

Jaime and Noelle let the dance floor and went back to their booth and it was Noelle’s turn to stare. She couldn’t help but notice how much alike her and the girl Tony was with, were. She decided she would go and get some air.

“I’m going outside. I’ll be back in a minute” She whispered into Jaime’s ear as she got up to leave the booth.

“Are you okay?” He managed to ask before she left

“Yeah just a lot of people in here, need to breathe for a minute” She gave him a reassuring smile and went out to the smoking area outside.

“Shit” Noelle mumbled to herself as she sat on the ground in the quietest part of the smoking area.

She had so many thoughts engulfing her mind right now, why was she jealous of Tony? Why did she blush and become nervous when they bumped into eachother on the bus earlier? Why was he eyeing her up all night? Why did she care?

Her thoughts were interrupted by the clearing of a throat. She looked up to see Tony stood over her.

“What do you want Tony?” She asked slightly pissed off.

“I just wanted to see if you were okay. You looked a bit… I don’t know, bothered by something when you came out here”

“Yeah well you’re the one bothering me so leave me alone”

“What have I done?” He was genuinely confused. Noelle sighed and got up to walk away from him when he caught her by the wrist and turned her around “No, please just talk to me” He pleaded

“Why have you been watching me all day? I can’t do anything without feeling your stare, it’s fucking annoying Tony” She returned to her sitting position and he joined her

“Because” He paused trying to think why he was staring “Because… you’re beautiful”

Noelle snorted “Excuse me?” She couldn’t believe what he was saying. It was only a compliment but he was out of line saying it.

“It’s true Noelle, you are and I can’t help but miss you. I know I did wrong in the past but I also can’t help but be extremely jealous of Jaime. Why do you think I had that girl in there? She’s the spitting image of you, I miss you No and I know I shouldn’t but since you’ve been around again I can’t help but want you back. Hell, I never stopped wanting you back but I also never thought I would see you again, let alone have you around all the time” He sighed and leaned closer to her

“Don’t you dare Tony; you can’t keep saying and doing shit like this every time you get drunk. I’m with Jaime. I love Jaime. I stopped loving you a long time ago and I’m never going back there, never.” While she was saying this she could feel his face coming closer to her, she could feel his breath on her skin.

“Tell me you don’t want to kiss me right now” He demanded as his eyes flicked between Noelle’s lips and eyes, hers were doing the same to his

“I don’t want to –“ she managed to breath out before her lips were met with his. Tony started to kiss Noelle and to her own surprise she kissed him back. Wait, why was she kissing him back?

Noelle pulled away and stood up “Shit, that wasn’t supposed to happen. Fuck.” She turned and walked back to the club door before returning and staring Tony down, “Tell anyone that just happened and I will kill you” She threatened, Tony could only nod and Noelle left once again.

When she got back inside she caught eyes with Mike and nodded to the bar, he joined her and she bought another round of shots for the pair, one round meaning 5 shots each. That soon turned into 10 each. They got a round of beers and went back to the booth. The girl Tony was previously with had returned and they had a match of tonsil tennis going on. Jaime’s hand was back on Noelle’s thigh and she kissed his neck.

“I want to get out of here, I don’t feel too good” She whispered and he nodded standing up.

The couple said their goodbyes and went back to the bus. When they got there Noelle got changed from her fancy clothes into one of Jaime’s t-shirts and jumped into his bunk with him. The pair drifted off to sleep pretty quickly. Noelle just wanted to forget what she just did. She knew she should tell Jaime but she wanted to sleep it off for now. Maybe it’s just a bad dream and when she wakes up tomorrow it will really be their day off. She hopes.

Notes

A big thank you to all the girls that helped me with ideas: fuentits, earthtoleah and one-of-tonys-turtles It means a lot. You guys had similar ideas so I'm going to try and incorporate them all which will mean SO MUCH DRAMA.

As always let me know what you guys think and now I have an idea I will be updating regularly again.
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Comments

@LaraPodx @Wallflower206 Thank you both <3




KealieghRachel KealieghRachel
9/16/13
Amazing story with a picture perfect ending <3
never_fading never_fading
9/16/13
Lovely ending:3 teehee
Lara_Skywalker Lara_Skywalker
9/16/13
@clairephernelia Thank you so much <3

@mikefuentesisperfect Your comments always make me smile so much. Thank you <3
KealieghRachel KealieghRachel
9/16/13
Such a lovely ending, I love that they're all very happy now! You never fail to do a wonderful job, well done! <3