Wake me up and let me know you're alive
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Vic's POV
We got home from the hospital all of us crying. We walked in the house. "I'll clean up the garage.." Mike said looking down. "Thanks dude." Tony said quietly. We all walked in. Jaime went to the kitchen. "Hey guys.." Tony and I looked up to Jaime holding letters with our names on it. "Fuck.." I thought to my self more tears running down my cheek. I nodded in thanks to Jaime and locked my self in my room. I sat down on my bed not wanting to read the letter, I knew It would be depressing. When I read it I heard her voice speaking in my head.
"Dear Vic,
I'm sorry we haven't been talking. I love you so much never forget that. I'm sorry I've done this to my self. I know you probably hate my guts. But I deserve it, I'm sorry that I've lied to you. I couldn't stop feeding my addiction It has gotten worse and I didn't want you to find out. I just hope you forgive me. I love you for ever. I remember when we walked in together to the hair shop and you held my hand. And how we both like Pantera. Or the day when I met you, And you were in the ambulance, I remember when you asked me out and I said yes because I thought you were beautiful, Sweet, I had a feeling that you were already amazing.Then I fell in love with your beautiful amazing voice. I'm glad I got to see you guys practice, and letting me invade your privacy and space by letting me live with you. I appreciate it. Thank you Vic, I love you with all my heart and soul and what is in me. I just want you to be strong and forgive me. Take what ever you want of mine you can keep it. Please just stay strong. I love you baby never fucking forget it. I tried to Hold On Till May but I couldn't do it. I'm sorry. Everything has just gone down on how I'm feeling. I feel ugly all the time I can't look at my self in the mirror, I am disgusting and horrifying I still can't believe you asked some one like me out. I'm sorry you had to put up with me but I love you so much. Darlin' You'll Be okay. <3 I love you.
Love Chloey May Hunter."
I cried so hard after I read it. I couldn't get up. I was to depressed, Then I heard a little voice call my name. It was these razor blades. I stopped cutting my self a while ago but I started again as of today. I fell asleep about 20 minutes later from crying and from being tired.
Jaime's POV
I found the letters on the kitchen table. I handed it to Vic and Tony, the ones with their names on it. My hands were shaking. I still couldn't believe some one we all loved took their own life. Tony went to the basement where he lived. And Vic locked him self in his room. I said goodbye to every one handing Mike his letter I went home and went to my room Ignoring my family. They didn't know why I was out so late. They didn't need to know everything that happened in my life. I read the letter.
"Dear Jaime,
We barley talked, But I know you're a good man. And when we did talk you made me laugh and smile. There needs to be more people like you in the world, You are really funny and caring. I love that about you. You can always make some one smile or calm down. Thanks for spending time with me the other day. Please don't forget about me, and make sure everyone stays strong. And keep strong yourself okay. Love you Jaime. Keep on making people smile, and keep your smile on okay. Take anything of mine that want, Love you."
God Chloey, You were so beautiful you didn't deserve this. I was crying. I couldn't keep anything of hers, I mean it's not right. I'm sorry for Vic and Tony, And Mike they all were so very close with her I just wish I was closer with her. I just was shy even though I was always my self around them. .
Mike's POV
"Hey, I am going to go home. This is for you I found one with each of our names on it. " "Thanks." I replied picking up the pills. Jaime left and I sat on the ground and read the letter.
"Dear Mike,
Thank you for not caring if I lived here. Thanks for letting me invade your space, I really appreciated the time I got to spend with you yesterday. I'm glad we talked and had fun, I'm really sorry for that bitch of a girl friend you have (sorry if that offended you) I had fun when we got to hang out a lot. You were funny and nice. Please make sure Vic stays strong because you need him as your older brother. I hope each of you guys can forgive me, I just couldn't make it. Your music has inspired me to have written my own as in lyrics. You can share it with Vic and the guys if you'd like. Its under the tree in the back yard in a box. Hopefully you can find it easily. I love you Mike keep strong and keep your head up. You are an amazing drummer and an amazing person. I love you, Forgive me please. Keep anything of mine. If you want anything.
Love, Chloey May Hunter."
Tears were streaming down my face. I couldn't actually take in what has happened today. I couldn't really say anything. I promised my self that I would try my best to keep everyone strong even my self. For Chloey..
Tony's POV
Jaime handed Vic and I the letter. "Thanks dude." I said quietly still making sure he could hear me. I looked down and headed to the basement. I locked the door and sat on the couch. I opened it and read it about 7 times over and over again, Its the only way I'll probably hear her voice again.
"Dear Tony,
The first day I met you, You were so sweet, and you're really fucking Cute, Gorgeous, Beautiful, all of the good things that I forgot to say is what you are.. I'm glad I got to tell you what we were doing in that class. The first day I admit I had a crush on you. I was sad when I didn't get to have all the same classes with you. I had a dream that day that none of your friends would like me and it turns out they became my friends and family. I am so thankful to have you in my life. Also to admit I was so jealous of you and Nora, When I saw you guys at the movie theater I wanted to cry, I was so so so jealous... I love you. I'm also glad we became friends because with out you, I would have never had made it this far, But I'm sorry Tony. I really am. I love you so much, Thank you for being here for me when I didn't want to talk to anyone else I'm glad we got to spend lots of times together through thick or thin you were always there for me. Just remember I'm always in your heart please forgive me and keep Vic strong. I remember the day you asked me out to the club for the costume thing and I went as bat girl. Your guy's band is amazing, and keep it going it will get bigger and bigger you will change the world. I love you so much Tony please forgive me, Anything you want of mine keep. Don't forget about me. I'm sorry.. Please forgive me Love you, Keep everyone strong for me
Love, Chloey May Hunter"
Chloey I can't keep anything of yours. The only thing I ever wanted was you! I sobbed hoping that some how she could hear me.. Chloey I loved you I still do. Why did you do this? I was here for you I love you so much Chloey May Hunter please.. I thought we could have fought out of the mess together! Chloey I miss you. Please somehow come back.
We got home from the hospital all of us crying. We walked in the house. "I'll clean up the garage.." Mike said looking down. "Thanks dude." Tony said quietly. We all walked in. Jaime went to the kitchen. "Hey guys.." Tony and I looked up to Jaime holding letters with our names on it. "Fuck.." I thought to my self more tears running down my cheek. I nodded in thanks to Jaime and locked my self in my room. I sat down on my bed not wanting to read the letter, I knew It would be depressing. When I read it I heard her voice speaking in my head.
"Dear Vic,
I'm sorry we haven't been talking. I love you so much never forget that. I'm sorry I've done this to my self. I know you probably hate my guts. But I deserve it, I'm sorry that I've lied to you. I couldn't stop feeding my addiction It has gotten worse and I didn't want you to find out. I just hope you forgive me. I love you for ever. I remember when we walked in together to the hair shop and you held my hand. And how we both like Pantera. Or the day when I met you, And you were in the ambulance, I remember when you asked me out and I said yes because I thought you were beautiful, Sweet, I had a feeling that you were already amazing.Then I fell in love with your beautiful amazing voice. I'm glad I got to see you guys practice, and letting me invade your privacy and space by letting me live with you. I appreciate it. Thank you Vic, I love you with all my heart and soul and what is in me. I just want you to be strong and forgive me. Take what ever you want of mine you can keep it. Please just stay strong. I love you baby never fucking forget it. I tried to Hold On Till May but I couldn't do it. I'm sorry. Everything has just gone down on how I'm feeling. I feel ugly all the time I can't look at my self in the mirror, I am disgusting and horrifying I still can't believe you asked some one like me out. I'm sorry you had to put up with me but I love you so much. Darlin' You'll Be okay. <3 I love you.
Love Chloey May Hunter."
I cried so hard after I read it. I couldn't get up. I was to depressed, Then I heard a little voice call my name. It was these razor blades. I stopped cutting my self a while ago but I started again as of today. I fell asleep about 20 minutes later from crying and from being tired.
Jaime's POV
I found the letters on the kitchen table. I handed it to Vic and Tony, the ones with their names on it. My hands were shaking. I still couldn't believe some one we all loved took their own life. Tony went to the basement where he lived. And Vic locked him self in his room. I said goodbye to every one handing Mike his letter I went home and went to my room Ignoring my family. They didn't know why I was out so late. They didn't need to know everything that happened in my life. I read the letter.
"Dear Jaime,
We barley talked, But I know you're a good man. And when we did talk you made me laugh and smile. There needs to be more people like you in the world, You are really funny and caring. I love that about you. You can always make some one smile or calm down. Thanks for spending time with me the other day. Please don't forget about me, and make sure everyone stays strong. And keep strong yourself okay. Love you Jaime. Keep on making people smile, and keep your smile on okay. Take anything of mine that want, Love you."
God Chloey, You were so beautiful you didn't deserve this. I was crying. I couldn't keep anything of hers, I mean it's not right. I'm sorry for Vic and Tony, And Mike they all were so very close with her I just wish I was closer with her. I just was shy even though I was always my self around them. .
Mike's POV
"Hey, I am going to go home. This is for you I found one with each of our names on it. " "Thanks." I replied picking up the pills. Jaime left and I sat on the ground and read the letter.
"Dear Mike,
Thank you for not caring if I lived here. Thanks for letting me invade your space, I really appreciated the time I got to spend with you yesterday. I'm glad we talked and had fun, I'm really sorry for that bitch of a girl friend you have (sorry if that offended you) I had fun when we got to hang out a lot. You were funny and nice. Please make sure Vic stays strong because you need him as your older brother. I hope each of you guys can forgive me, I just couldn't make it. Your music has inspired me to have written my own as in lyrics. You can share it with Vic and the guys if you'd like. Its under the tree in the back yard in a box. Hopefully you can find it easily. I love you Mike keep strong and keep your head up. You are an amazing drummer and an amazing person. I love you, Forgive me please. Keep anything of mine. If you want anything.
Love, Chloey May Hunter."
Tears were streaming down my face. I couldn't actually take in what has happened today. I couldn't really say anything. I promised my self that I would try my best to keep everyone strong even my self. For Chloey..
Tony's POV
Jaime handed Vic and I the letter. "Thanks dude." I said quietly still making sure he could hear me. I looked down and headed to the basement. I locked the door and sat on the couch. I opened it and read it about 7 times over and over again, Its the only way I'll probably hear her voice again.
"Dear Tony,
The first day I met you, You were so sweet, and you're really fucking Cute, Gorgeous, Beautiful, all of the good things that I forgot to say is what you are.. I'm glad I got to tell you what we were doing in that class. The first day I admit I had a crush on you. I was sad when I didn't get to have all the same classes with you. I had a dream that day that none of your friends would like me and it turns out they became my friends and family. I am so thankful to have you in my life. Also to admit I was so jealous of you and Nora, When I saw you guys at the movie theater I wanted to cry, I was so so so jealous... I love you. I'm also glad we became friends because with out you, I would have never had made it this far, But I'm sorry Tony. I really am. I love you so much, Thank you for being here for me when I didn't want to talk to anyone else I'm glad we got to spend lots of times together through thick or thin you were always there for me. Just remember I'm always in your heart please forgive me and keep Vic strong. I remember the day you asked me out to the club for the costume thing and I went as bat girl. Your guy's band is amazing, and keep it going it will get bigger and bigger you will change the world. I love you so much Tony please forgive me, Anything you want of mine keep. Don't forget about me. I'm sorry.. Please forgive me Love you, Keep everyone strong for me
Love, Chloey May Hunter"
Chloey I can't keep anything of yours. The only thing I ever wanted was you! I sobbed hoping that some how she could hear me.. Chloey I loved you I still do. Why did you do this? I was here for you I love you so much Chloey May Hunter please.. I thought we could have fought out of the mess together! Chloey I miss you. Please somehow come back.
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I've listened to the song but some how never seen the music video
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