I sigh and get up for another day in hell. "I hate this part so much" I say as I hop in the shower to get ready for the day. Looking at all my scars on my legs tears start to form in my eyes. I finish washing my body and hair. Then I get out of the shower to blow dry my hair and straighten it. I go to my dresser and pull out my favorite leggings and Pantera shirt. I throw my clothes on and put my boots on. Then I go to the closet and grab my leather jacket out of it to hide away all my scars, fresh cuts from my self harm and bruises from being abused. I grab my phone to text my mom to make sure Anthony is gone because hes not the first thing that I want to see in the morning. But then I decide not to and just leave with out saying bye. I get to my keys to the car and I hear some one approach behind me. I turn around slowly. "Oh mom thank god its you." I said in relief. She looked at me smiling. "Anthony is gone if that's what you were worried about." "Ye.." I start to say as mom cuts me off. "I am surprised you didn't text me this morning." She said. "Yea.. about that, I didn't have a good dream last night, and I didn't want anything bad to happen, I actually better get going...Bye mom love you." I say hugging her goodbye. "Bye, have a good day." My mom said waving me good bye. I get in my car and drive off. Pulling up to school I see Casey and his "people".. I tense up a little bit and park my car. Casey starts to walk up to me. "Hey look everyone fat ass is here." A couple of people start to follow him as he approach's me. I turn around and talk the other way. "Oh are you a little pussy to talk?' Casey says as I try to ignore him. "Hey don't fucking ignore me while I talk to you." I turn around. "Casey what the fuck do you want? You want to make my life more miserable than it already is?" "Oh look dumb fuck actually got something right for once, maybe those retard classes are working for you." He says as he imitates what a special needs child sounds like. "Listen, you need to fuck off okay?" I say as I turn around walking away. "YOUR A STUPID BITCH ANYWAYS I DON'T NEED TO BE TALKING TO YOU.!" Casey says as he walks back to his group saying he scared me off and that's why I left. "Nice one Casey!" you hear some chick say. I can just feel their eyes on me just looking through my soul. Its one of the worst feelings you could ever feel.
At least I actually like first period. First period was music. My favorite class, I'm learning how to play guitar. I walk in to music class with no expression on my face just thinking about what might happen during break with Casey.. "Alright everybody, before you guys start getting into your music writing we have a new student..." Mr.Khuli said as the new student walks in the room. I looked up as he walked in. He had black skinny jeans, He had really dark brown hair that looked black, he had small plugs in his ears. He was pretty attractive if I do say so myself. "This everyone is our new student Tony." I looked at him and smiled. I didn't happen to notice there was only one empty chair and it was right next to me. "You Tony, can have the seat right over there next to Chloey." And he pointed to the desk next to me. I start to think "How come I have a crush on him already? He just got here. I have no clue about anything about him. He could be a complete dick.." He sat down next to me. "Okay Chloey don't make a fool out of your self do what you usually do in class." I thought to my self and pulled out my song journal out remembering song lyrics that I forgot to write down.

"I have been hurt, thrown down in to the dirt
But what you guys say wont hurt me in anyway.
I will be strong as I sing this song...
Don't mind as the outcast sings along"

Tony looks over to see what I was writing and makes sure I didn't see him looking. Mr.Khuli come up to me and asks me if I can help out tony on what we are working on in class. I bet tony over heard but i'll just go up to him anyways. "Hey Tony, Mr.Khuli asked me to tell you what were doing in class these days." "Yeah, I heard." Tony said with a half smile.. "Oh okay, Do you play an instrument?" I ask him. "Yeah I do, I play guitar." I think to my self "Oh this is so cool a cute guy and I have something in common." "Oh how cool, I play guitar also." I say smiling at him. "Well, My friends Vic,Mike,And Jaime go to this school, maybe you would like to hang out with us at break and lunch?" He said. Woah, this is weird it isn't like a movie where the new kid gets asked to hang out with them... Its kinda weird that i'm not asking him to hang out. I smile, "Okay sounds cool." I say and then we continue to talk about Mr.Khuli's music class.

Notes

Sorry this one kinda sucks also xD i think all my writing sucks.. but what ever. :| ill write more soon... This is Chloey's out fit
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