I need to hear your voice, I can't do this on my own.
One.
"Abigail, get up and grab me a beer." I rolled my eyes, hopped off the couch and walked into the kitchen heading for the fridge to grab a beer for Christian, My boyfriend of 6 years. I popped the cap off & walked back into the living room plopping next to Christian, spilling beer in the process.
"Shit babe, Im so sorry, i..I'll clean it up" I muttered and stuttered a bit, being of course I was absolutely Afriad of him.
"Damn right you will, make it quick, The game will be back on." I just nodded my head and grabbed a towel cleaning up the mess. I really loved Christian, but he's Been so weird, this whole year he's been beating me whenever I pissed him off or he got drunk. The first time he hit me, he promised he wouldn't ever again, I believed him and he kept repeating it and I kept forgiving him. Stupid me right?
I decided since I spilled some beer on him and kissed him off that I would treat him tonight. Lets be honest, what guy doesn't want some fuck? I walked back from putting the towel back in the kitchen and straddled Christian and began to kiss his neck, something I knew he couldn't resist.
"Come the fuck on Abby, get off. I'm not in the mood plus you don't look as good as you used to anymore" he groaned and pushed me off of him and onto the floor, smacking my head off of the coffee table in the process. I just got up and ran upstairs, slamming my bedroom door. I cooled off for about 5 minutes deciding I would grab a shower, Christian's words replaying in my head.
"You don't look at good as you used to anymore."
I sighed and grabbed my phone, towel and speakers before heading into the bathroom. I shut the door and locked it slowly, I stripped myself and looked into the mirror. Dicusting was the only word I could think of. Bruises and scars covered me, bruises from Christian, scars were my fault. Whoops.
I turned on the shower and put on some Pierce The Veil before sitting down in front of the toilet deciding if I should go back to my old ways or continue and battle through it. I looked at my legs and from that moment on, there was no going back. I shove my fingers down my throat spilling the contents from dinner into the toilet. I got up, flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth before going into the shower and washing the disgusting body of mine.
"Shit babe, Im so sorry, i..I'll clean it up" I muttered and stuttered a bit, being of course I was absolutely Afriad of him.
"Damn right you will, make it quick, The game will be back on." I just nodded my head and grabbed a towel cleaning up the mess. I really loved Christian, but he's Been so weird, this whole year he's been beating me whenever I pissed him off or he got drunk. The first time he hit me, he promised he wouldn't ever again, I believed him and he kept repeating it and I kept forgiving him. Stupid me right?
I decided since I spilled some beer on him and kissed him off that I would treat him tonight. Lets be honest, what guy doesn't want some fuck? I walked back from putting the towel back in the kitchen and straddled Christian and began to kiss his neck, something I knew he couldn't resist.
"Come the fuck on Abby, get off. I'm not in the mood plus you don't look as good as you used to anymore" he groaned and pushed me off of him and onto the floor, smacking my head off of the coffee table in the process. I just got up and ran upstairs, slamming my bedroom door. I cooled off for about 5 minutes deciding I would grab a shower, Christian's words replaying in my head.
"You don't look at good as you used to anymore."
I sighed and grabbed my phone, towel and speakers before heading into the bathroom. I shut the door and locked it slowly, I stripped myself and looked into the mirror. Dicusting was the only word I could think of. Bruises and scars covered me, bruises from Christian, scars were my fault. Whoops.
I turned on the shower and put on some Pierce The Veil before sitting down in front of the toilet deciding if I should go back to my old ways or continue and battle through it. I looked at my legs and from that moment on, there was no going back. I shove my fingers down my throat spilling the contents from dinner into the toilet. I got up, flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth before going into the shower and washing the disgusting body of mine.
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1/16/14