Like A Rush Shot Through You

"Hey violet, it's time to get up" Someone whispered quietly to me, my sleepy ears not being able to make out the voice.
"It's to early I don't want to yet..." I mumbled and rolled back over, trying to drift back into my peaceful sleep.
"Babe come on, it's late wake up."
I opened my eyes sleepily and gasped as Mike picked me up quickly, carrying me up the stairs.
"Mike what are you doing? I was sleeping!"
"Shh. Just hold on."
He opened the door leading to his room as he carried me up the stairs and set me on the bed.
"Okay, you can talk now. Everyone left except Tony. Vic didn't wanna wake you up because he thought you'd still feel pretty bad since last night and I didn't wanna just leave my girl down there with her admirer." He kissed my forehead gently as I laid my head on his chest, curling my body into his trying to go back to sleep.
"Vi, you're not sleeping. We need to talk about some stuff."
I opened my eyes worriedly. Talk about stuff? Is he mad at me? He can't be, he just called me his girl. I'm all his.
"I don't know how everyone is gonna take it when they find out we're messing around, or that we're a thing, or- I don't know, whatever this is." Mike said with a sense of anxiousness.
"I didn't tell Vic anything if that's what you're worried about Mike. I'm too afraid of what he'll say to me. I really want to keep what we have going, whatever it is. But I don't want to make Vic upset with me. He's just about as much my brother as he is yours and the last thing we need is problems between the three of us right now. But damn, I feel so guilty keeping things from him. He's my best friend."
Mike narrowed his brows slightly. I don't know if what I just said upset him even more...
"I understand Violet, but... Okay. I want you to be my girlfriend. I want you to be mine. I know I can call you mine, and we can fuck, but if I haven't told you how I feel it just feels wrong. I'm not good with feelings and all that shit but I want you to be my girl for real now. Before I can do that though, I have to at least tell my brother... And I know it's still kinda soon but the intensity we have when we're together..." His voiced trailed off as he got distracted running his finger tips over my thighs.
"Mike. Come back to me. Earth to Mike." I laughed a little as I ran my fingers over his chest.
"You see what I mean? You drive me absolutely crazy... I have to do something about it. I have to make you mine Vi, I wanna prove to you that you're not just another girl I'm gonna use and throw away. I wanna tell Vic"
Oh no, this is exactly what I'm not prepared for. Yes I want Mike to be mine. I want to make him unavailable to anyone but me. I don't want to just fuck or be some tramp to him... He's intoxicating. More intoxicating than our drunken night together. But I don't know if I'm ready to face what Vic will have to say about it all...

Notes

I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN 2 FUCKING YEARS LMFAO.
I am so sorry, if anyone is still reading this. I was 16 when I started this and now I'm graduated high school. I had to do an update because I still think this story is kinda interesting and I had no idea where to start back off. So, I chose this. Lemme know what you think. And if I should continue this one or just start a new story. The new twitter is @baecacia btw :-)