The Tour Life Of Adriana Perry
Tour Day 1; Manchester - After Show
After an amazing first show, we hung back a little as Bring Me The Horizon closed the show up. Their energy on stage was still the same as before. I loved watching other bands play, they always put so much energy into it. I figured I looked stupid prancing around stage, head banging and everything else but as I watched others do it, I didn't feel so stupid. Just as they were half way through their last song, I was passed a bucket of water. “When I say, you throw it on Oli.” Jaime grinned at me.
I shrugged and waited till he told me to do exactly what he said. As soon as he told me, I took a few steps forward, hurling the water at him. He stopped, turning to face us. I knew that smirk, I took a few steps back. Before I knew it he grabbed me, pulling me onto the stage. “We have a prankster right here and I know exactly how to deal with them.” My feet were grabbed, so were my arms. The crowd was screaming louder than ever, I heard them count to three and before I knew it I was thrown into the crowd. I was having the time of my life, that was until someone pulled me down onto the floor, a foot colliding with my stomach. I groaned with the pain as it hit me again. I heard a 'shit' from Oli. “Hey you, yes you dickhead. Back the fuck off her.” I heard whoever it was laugh. Someone helped me to my feet, I noticed it was a few fans who were backing me away from the guy who had pulled me down and kicked me.
“You ever touch a girl, or even hit a girl again I'll personally rip you apart.” I could see my Uncle's trying to get pass security to come to me. I heard the sound of mic dropping before the crowd seemed to spilt. I could vaguely make out Oli walking up to the guy. I pushed my way pass the fans, grabbing his arm, shaking my head at him. That was until the guy took a swing. That was it, a full scale brawl between band members and a group of guys who had clearly come to this gig to cause trouble.
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“You feeling okay Addy?” asked Jaime as we walked back to the bus after a cool down. I nodded, with a smile. No I was not okay, I was still shaking and that honestly scared me what happened back there.
“Dude you kicked ass!” I heard people shouting, I looked back to see Oli and the rest of his band coming out. I told Jaime I'd meet back at the bus, I didn't even get near him when Kellin came and swept me from my feet. He had a worried look about him. He stayed by my side as I went to talk to Oli, his arm lazily draped over me.
“Hey, I wanted to say thanks for my saving my butt back there.” I smiled.
“Don't sweat it, least I could do.”
“Yeah, erm thanks again...” Why was I suddenly becoming nervous? They walked off as I just stood there, I could faintly hear Kellin saying my name beside me. I felt dizzy, I felt sick. My legs started to give way, as I fell to the floor. My eyes shut, darkness surrounding me.
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“Delayed shock..” I heard, my eyes opened a little, closing on their own accord. I forced them open again to see Mike talking to someone looking quite official. “Give her a few hours, she'll be just fine.”
“W-what happ-happened?” I managed to get out, propping myself up on my elbows. Swinging my legs round I stood up, swaying a little as I did. They started talking but I couldn't focus on what they were saying. I noticed run up to me, arm out stretched as they handed me what look like a drink. I didn't question, I just drunk it. Saying thanks, I sat down again. I soon regained focus, the bus was packed. Music started ringing through the bus loudly, Kellin dived to my left, letting him arm fall over my shoulder as he pulled me closer. He kept placing kisses on my neck, telling me how perfect I was. I rolled my eyes at him and got up, slowly making my way through the bus.
“Girl, you should of flatten him...” slurred Gabe, how on earth was he drunk already?
“That's what I have you guys for.” I joked, I stood talking with him for some time. He was hilarious when drunk. The music came to a scratchy stop. I turned to see what was going on, my eyes locked with the one and only Dylan Fuentes. Kellin was quickly by my side, arm round my waist pulling me towards him in a protective way. “Where's my daughter?”
“I want you back.” Gabe spat his drink out, into the back of my head. I didn't bother, I stood there, shocked. The boy who broke my heart wanted me back. I shook my head. I couldn't let him mess with me. Not anymore.
“Don't you dare come in here telling me that you want me back. You broke me Dylan, I loved you with every last bone in my body and you shattered me. Then you continue to ruin my life by having my daughter taken from me with your poisonous tongue. No, get out. Get out and stay out!” I shouted, I buried my face in Kellin's chest. He pulled me away, with Jaime following closely. I sobbed, clutching onto my boyfriend. What right did he have to come back in here asking me for me back? I was happy, couldn't he see that?
“Oh sweetie, don't let a Fuentes get you down.” Jaime said, petting my hair.
“Listen to him baby, he's not worth it...” Kellin's voice. There minor shouting, a small scuffle before I heard the door slam. I was joined by Mike and Vic. I hated letting them see me like this. I told them all I'd be okay before heading into my bunk.
Dear Dad,
I totally rocked Manchester tonight, I played the best I could. I even surprised a fan after she told me her story. Alana she was called, you'd be so proud of her, she kept her promise to you. She stayed clean for 3 years. But I'm writing this second letter to you because my whole world has been tipped upside down. Dylan came, telling me he wants me back. I can't, I love Kellin or at least I think I do. No scrap that, I do love Kellin. Why would he come back asking for another chance? He ruined me daddy, god how I wish you were here to help me understand everything. I'm sorry for what I'm doing tonight.
I love and miss you.
Adriana x
I placed it in an envelope, placing in the box with the other letter I had written early in the day. Without hesitation, I pulled out my ring box the glistening object making me smile as I laid eyes on it. Picking it up I ran my finger over it.
“I'm sorry dad.” I whispered, pressing it to my skin dragging it across. “I'm sorry mom.” Another cut. “I'm sorry Vic, Mike, Jaime.” I was crying so hard by now, another cut was made. When I had finished, I had done a total of 15 on my thigh. I hadn't done that in a few months, but my problems seem to fade as I returned the sharp object back in the box.
I pulled the covers over me, I closed my eyes.
“I'm sorry.”
I shrugged and waited till he told me to do exactly what he said. As soon as he told me, I took a few steps forward, hurling the water at him. He stopped, turning to face us. I knew that smirk, I took a few steps back. Before I knew it he grabbed me, pulling me onto the stage. “We have a prankster right here and I know exactly how to deal with them.” My feet were grabbed, so were my arms. The crowd was screaming louder than ever, I heard them count to three and before I knew it I was thrown into the crowd. I was having the time of my life, that was until someone pulled me down onto the floor, a foot colliding with my stomach. I groaned with the pain as it hit me again. I heard a 'shit' from Oli. “Hey you, yes you dickhead. Back the fuck off her.” I heard whoever it was laugh. Someone helped me to my feet, I noticed it was a few fans who were backing me away from the guy who had pulled me down and kicked me.
“You ever touch a girl, or even hit a girl again I'll personally rip you apart.” I could see my Uncle's trying to get pass security to come to me. I heard the sound of mic dropping before the crowd seemed to spilt. I could vaguely make out Oli walking up to the guy. I pushed my way pass the fans, grabbing his arm, shaking my head at him. That was until the guy took a swing. That was it, a full scale brawl between band members and a group of guys who had clearly come to this gig to cause trouble.
♠ ♠ ♠
“You feeling okay Addy?” asked Jaime as we walked back to the bus after a cool down. I nodded, with a smile. No I was not okay, I was still shaking and that honestly scared me what happened back there.
“Dude you kicked ass!” I heard people shouting, I looked back to see Oli and the rest of his band coming out. I told Jaime I'd meet back at the bus, I didn't even get near him when Kellin came and swept me from my feet. He had a worried look about him. He stayed by my side as I went to talk to Oli, his arm lazily draped over me.
“Hey, I wanted to say thanks for my saving my butt back there.” I smiled.
“Don't sweat it, least I could do.”
“Yeah, erm thanks again...” Why was I suddenly becoming nervous? They walked off as I just stood there, I could faintly hear Kellin saying my name beside me. I felt dizzy, I felt sick. My legs started to give way, as I fell to the floor. My eyes shut, darkness surrounding me.
♠ ♠ ♠
“Delayed shock..” I heard, my eyes opened a little, closing on their own accord. I forced them open again to see Mike talking to someone looking quite official. “Give her a few hours, she'll be just fine.”
“W-what happ-happened?” I managed to get out, propping myself up on my elbows. Swinging my legs round I stood up, swaying a little as I did. They started talking but I couldn't focus on what they were saying. I noticed run up to me, arm out stretched as they handed me what look like a drink. I didn't question, I just drunk it. Saying thanks, I sat down again. I soon regained focus, the bus was packed. Music started ringing through the bus loudly, Kellin dived to my left, letting him arm fall over my shoulder as he pulled me closer. He kept placing kisses on my neck, telling me how perfect I was. I rolled my eyes at him and got up, slowly making my way through the bus.
“Girl, you should of flatten him...” slurred Gabe, how on earth was he drunk already?
“That's what I have you guys for.” I joked, I stood talking with him for some time. He was hilarious when drunk. The music came to a scratchy stop. I turned to see what was going on, my eyes locked with the one and only Dylan Fuentes. Kellin was quickly by my side, arm round my waist pulling me towards him in a protective way. “Where's my daughter?”
“I want you back.” Gabe spat his drink out, into the back of my head. I didn't bother, I stood there, shocked. The boy who broke my heart wanted me back. I shook my head. I couldn't let him mess with me. Not anymore.
“Don't you dare come in here telling me that you want me back. You broke me Dylan, I loved you with every last bone in my body and you shattered me. Then you continue to ruin my life by having my daughter taken from me with your poisonous tongue. No, get out. Get out and stay out!” I shouted, I buried my face in Kellin's chest. He pulled me away, with Jaime following closely. I sobbed, clutching onto my boyfriend. What right did he have to come back in here asking me for me back? I was happy, couldn't he see that?
“Oh sweetie, don't let a Fuentes get you down.” Jaime said, petting my hair.
“Listen to him baby, he's not worth it...” Kellin's voice. There minor shouting, a small scuffle before I heard the door slam. I was joined by Mike and Vic. I hated letting them see me like this. I told them all I'd be okay before heading into my bunk.
Dear Dad,
I totally rocked Manchester tonight, I played the best I could. I even surprised a fan after she told me her story. Alana she was called, you'd be so proud of her, she kept her promise to you. She stayed clean for 3 years. But I'm writing this second letter to you because my whole world has been tipped upside down. Dylan came, telling me he wants me back. I can't, I love Kellin or at least I think I do. No scrap that, I do love Kellin. Why would he come back asking for another chance? He ruined me daddy, god how I wish you were here to help me understand everything. I'm sorry for what I'm doing tonight.
I love and miss you.
Adriana x
I placed it in an envelope, placing in the box with the other letter I had written early in the day. Without hesitation, I pulled out my ring box the glistening object making me smile as I laid eyes on it. Picking it up I ran my finger over it.
“I'm sorry dad.” I whispered, pressing it to my skin dragging it across. “I'm sorry mom.” Another cut. “I'm sorry Vic, Mike, Jaime.” I was crying so hard by now, another cut was made. When I had finished, I had done a total of 15 on my thigh. I hadn't done that in a few months, but my problems seem to fade as I returned the sharp object back in the box.
I pulled the covers over me, I closed my eyes.
“I'm sorry.”
Notes
This chapter sucks and it's short and I'm sorry. Anyway, Charlie will be doing the next chapter. Don't be silent readers, we love you all!Stay Beautiful;
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10/16/13