I woke up to a weakly smiling Vic kissing my face over and over again. I groaned and cuddled into him closer.

“You’re the cutest when you sleep honey. I think you needed that.” He mumbled into my hair.

“I think I needed it too. What time is it? Don’t you need to go help out for the party and stuff?” I said before placing a peck on his neck. He shivered and I giggled.

“It’s only 3 o’clock. Nah, I’m going to stay here with you.” he smiled down to me and I smiled, really smiled, for the first time today.

“Stay with me? I’m going to the party…” I yawned, rubbing my sleepy eyes.

“Are you sure? You don’t have to if you don’t want to.” He said, playing with my hair as I lay down on his lap.

“I’m sure babe. I want to come. So how about we cuddle for another 15 minutes, then I’ll make us pasta and you can go home to get ready whilst I do the same?” I faced him and smiled, him still playing with my long dark hair.

“Sounds good beautiful.” He mumbled, picking me up and cuddling me close to him.

“Mmmm.” I sighed contently into his chest and kissed him softly. “Thank you Vic, for everything. You’re amazing.”

“No problem at all, Kim. I will always be here for you. Don’t hesitate to come to me whenever something’s wrong, okay?” he looked to me and I looked in his eyes, seeing pure love. Vic has the softest eyes, they tell you just how much of a soft, caring person he is.

I nodded, kissed him on his cute little plump lips and then got up to make us pasta. Once I was done, we both ate in a comfortable silence, watching TV and exchanging smiles every now and again. I felt a little happier than I did earlier, but it was hard to be happy in all honesty. I still felt that horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and sometimes when I let my mind wander, I had to keep back the lump that was permanently stuck in my throat and blink away the tears that stung my eyes like acid. I promised myself I was going to have a nice night, having a couple of drinks with Vic and his friends. It’ll be good.

Vic left soon after I made the food to get ready himself, which is when Jaime left also. I went into the bathroom Taylor and I shared where she’d just gotten out of the shower and was now brushing her teeth. I stripped myself of clothing (Taylor has seen me naked plenty of times, I was the same with her, it doesn’t particularly bother us anymore) and put them in the hamper. I stepped into the shower, turning the water on and as the warm water ran down my cold, weak body I let out a content sigh.

“There’s some pasta left in the pot if you want it.” I said to Taylor as she was exiting the bathroom. She nodded and went into her room. I washed my hair and my body. I shaved everything that had to be shaved and stepped out of the shower, wrapping my body in a towel and my hair in a separate one. I brushed my teeth and walked out to the cool air of my room. I smiled to myself, at the thought of seeing Vic again in a few hours.

I slipped on a bra and some underwear before Taylor shouted me into her room. I groaned and walked through. She held up two different outfits to me. “Which one?” she looked between the two again and then to me. I chose the left one and she smiled “Thank you! I think I liked that one better too, if I’m honest.”

I laughed at her and walked back into my room where I picked out my own outfit. I smiled, seeing one of my favourite dresses that I’d not worn in ages and picked it out. I matched it with a pair of nice heels and a denim jacket, with some gold jewellery. I sat in front of my mirror and fixed my makeup and hair. I put things I’d need into my bag before waiting out in the hall for Taylor. She came out soon after and I looked up from my phone to see her. I smiled. “You look perfect. As usual” I rolled my eyes and we walked out together.

“You’re looking very cute little miss.” She smiled to me and we got in her car, soon heading off in the direction of the house. I smiled, getting slightly excited that I was seeing Vic.

We got to the front door, already hearing the music bouncing off the walls. We went in, being greeted by Jaime almost immediately. He already looked pretty drunk. Jaime’s a cute drunk. I smiled as he engulfed me in a hug. I got to Mike next, who handed me a beer.

“Thanks Mikey!” I smiled and hugged him.

“Vic’s over in the kitchen.” He smiled back to me and I nodded.

“Vicky!” I shouted as I seen him. He looked up from the conversation he was having with some guy. His eyes lit up and a smile came on his face, he ran to me, drink still in his hand and engulfed me in a hug. “Hello precious!” I laughed.

“Hello beautiful. You look, wow.” He said as he examined my outfit, making me twirl. Such a cutie – I thought to myself.

“Not too bad yourself.” I winked to him.

I drank quite a bit and I was fairly tipsy, starting to slur my words a little. I laughed with Vic when we were dancing. I almost forgot about the horrible news I'd gotten just 10 hours ago.

“My legs are tired.” I pouted and sat down on the couch. Vic laughed at me and headed into the kitchen, probably to get another drink. He came back soon after, sure enough, with two more drinks. I took a sip and sighed happily, feeling the whiskey burn the back of my throat as I sipped on my drink. I smiled to Vic as he sat down next to me, putting his hand on my chunky thigh.

“Wanna go upstairs, you’ve never been in my room before.” He looked at me with a smirk.

I laughed. “Sure.” I said, with a bigger smirk on my face. He took my hand and we went upstairs together. We walked down the hall, still hand in hand and smiling widely to each other. We walked past Mike’s room and heard him and another girl moaning, which I couldn’t stop laughing at. Vic stopped at a door, which I was assuming was his, and walked through still holding my hand. We got in the room and I looked around. His room was fairly clean, the walls painted white and had a few photo frames on the walls. Mostly of pictures of him and Mike, or the guys, and some of him and his parents. I looked to his perfectly made bed and thought how comfy it looked. I sat down on it, still sipping on my drink as Vic cleaned up some clothes that were lying around and locked the door.

He came to sit down with me, grinning at me. He took another sip of his drink, as did I. I then sat the drink down, turning to face Vic on his bed. He was sat up against his headboard and I took his drink out of his hands, setting it down next to mine. I sat on top of him, so that I was straddling him. I wrapped my arms round his neck and he placed his round my waist. I smiled at him and he gave me the same cute smile back. I kissed him and he gripped me tighter to him. I tangled my fingers in his hair as our lips moved in perfect sync with one another’s. I bit his bottom lip and he groaned, I smiled into the kiss and ran my tongue over his bottom lip. Our tongues were fighting together and I could feel him grow hard beneath me, so I started grinding my hips against his. We both let out little soft moans and he moved his kisses from my lips to my jawline then to my neck. He found the spot that drove me crazy and I moaned softly in his ear. I felt him smirk against my skin. I was about to tug his shirt off him when we heard the door knocking and Taylor asking for me. Vic and I parted, with sad little pouts coming from both of us. Damn, that could’ve gone a lot further and it would’ve been so hot.

I opened the door and Taylor and I went downstairs, dancing and drinking. Vic came up behind me, gripping my waist tightly and kissing the back of my neck, driving me wild. If it was just us, I would’ve pounced on him.

“We’ll finish what we were doing later.” He whispered into my ear before squeezing my bum and walking away. I giggled like crazy and continued dancing with my best friend, having a great time.

Notes

Title credit: Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Okay so it turns out that I didn't actually have problems sleeping last night, oops :c
The next update for this will be on Tuesday! Thank you all so much for the love, I like reading through your comments so keep them coming. Any ideas you have are more than welcome, remember!

I'm also going to update the sequel to my Tony story - 'Come Back To My Heart' tonight.

I hope you all enjoy this story, I really enjoy writing it! <3