TWO MONTHS LATER.

I can't believe Vic is going away today to tour the USA for a couple of months. I really don't know what I'm going to do without him. Now that Jaime and Taylor are engaged, they've moved out and into their own little house, so Vic moved his stuff into my place, and we're inseparable. I hate to be away from him for more than five minutes, it makes my heart hurt. He truly is my soul mate - I really believe he was made for me. Try tell me different all you like, I will not believe you.

"I don't wanna leave," Vic said as he came through from my - or should I say our - room, his face looking just as sad as mine was.

"I know baby. But work is work..." I sighed, feeling teary as I spoke, "And you have to go."

"I've just grown so accustomed to having you by my side every day and it just sucks that we can't do that whilst I'm on tour. I am gonna miss you so, so much baby." He sighed, getting up and wrapping his arms around my waist as I stared out of the kitchen window.

I sniffled, feeling my tears coming to me already, "I don't know what I'm going to without you," I said, my voice cracking and not sounding as strong as I wanted it to. In all honestly, I was scared, he's been on tour before, yeah, but not when we've been and felt as close to each other as we do now - even more so now because we live together.

"You know what you're gonna do? Smile. Because I'm going out and making lots of money to buy you lots of pretty things and to make sure that when we get older we can have a perfect life together and I can buy our babies pretty things." He smiled, kissing my cheek.

I turned round to face him, "You think about that stuff?" I sniffled, wiping away stray tears.

"Of course! I don't see my future with anyone else but you, baby." He said, kissing my lips softly.

"See, this right here is exactly why I don't want you to leave." I huffed and Vic chuckled at me.

"What dates are you coming out to again?" He asked.

"Uhmm..." I sighed, getting my phone from the counter and checking my calendar, "New York, San Diego obviously and LA." I smiled.

"Okay baby."

Vic and I spent the last two hours we had together cuddling, kissing and just talking. I kept a hold of his hand, just to hold it for as long as I could before I'd eventually have to let go - the thing I was dreading the most. I was just dreading feeling alone. I'm a sad and broken girl, but with him around, I'm just not. Everything seems to go away. The weight on my shoulders just evaporates, it's like I'm up in the clouds - the happiest girl ever. No worries, no stress, just love and happiness. And I want to feel like that all the time - because, well, who wouldn't?

"That's the bus outside," Vic sighed. I nodded, grabbing one of his bags for him and carrying it out to the front of the house where Mike came out to help with his bags. I gave him a quick cuddle to say goodbye before he went back into the bus. I turned to Vic, tears in both of our eyes already.

"I love you so, so much. I will text, call, email, iChat, FaceTime you every single day." He laughed and I did too.

"I love you so much baby, have a great tour. I'll see you in a week at the New York date." I said, kissing him with as much passion as I possibly could in that moment. I hugged him for another minute and kissed his forehead before letting him go. My tears were flowing from my eyes, and I physically couldn't bare to watch that bus drive away, so I had to go inside the house and just have a nap, calm down, and just even pretend like things were going to be okay whilst he was gone.

Once I'd woken up from my glorious nap, I decided to go onto Tumblr, which I haven't done in a couple of months. As soon as I got on I noticed just how many messages I had, some from fans and some from people just being nosey. I scrolled through some, some were quite sweet - one in particular got me though. It read:

"Hi Kim. I just wanted to say that you and Vic are the sweetest couple, I see photos of the two of you all the time, and you just look so sweet, it's obvious he makes you happy. I hope I get to meet you or the boys at the New York date - it would be super cool to meet you! You're so beautiful and flawless, I am seriously jealous. Anyway, just wanted to let you know you're amazing and thank you for making my hero happy!"

On checking her tumblr account, I noticed that this girl was suffering from depression, she cut herself, she starved herself, her name was even Kim. It was strange how much I related to this girl, she just honestly reminded me of a younger version of myself. I wrote back to her, deciding that I definitely wanted to meet her, and that I was definitely going to let this little girls dream come true - she deserved it.

I deleted some of the horrible messages I got from people on tumblr, before deciding enough was enough and ignoring every little bit of abuse I was getting, after all, I'm with Vic because he loves me and I love him, and I don't need teenagers shouting at me for that fact, or calling me names thinking they know me.

Notes

Title credit: Crash - You Me At Six.

SORRY I'VE BEEN SO BUSY AND UGH, it's been my mums birthday and we were doing something for it etc. I had the arctic monkeys as well (which was unbelievably amazing) and just countless tests for school booooo!

Anyways, I hope you guys liked this chapter - there will be a bit of drama with fans and their abuse they hit at Kim in the next few chapters - will she keep the right mind set or will she crack? PREDICTIONS PLEASE <3