I Might Be Something To You

Tours finished now but Tonys been weird with me since the school reunion and I dont know why. Maybe someone said something to him, I dont know, I just hope he snaps out of this weird mood. ' Emilys, Im going out with one of my old mates tonight, I'll be leaving after dinner'
'Thats ok turtle, dinner will be about an hour' I'd moved in with Tony when we returned to San Diego.
'Ok thats cool' He sat down on the sofa in the living room, eyes glued to his phone. I stood in the kitchen, mixing the soup I'd made, watching Tony on the sofa, laughing at whoever he was texting. I hadnt seen him smiling and laughing this much since tour ended. Have I done something? Of course you have you stupid slut, you're too fat for him, why would he want a whale like you? That stupid fucking voice, again. But its true, I've lost over 20 pounds and Im still massive. 'Foods ready babe'

'Ugh, thanks' He takes his bowl from my hand and sits down at the table, I sigh, he doesnt called me by my nickname anymore, I miss being called honey bee, I got so used to it. I took my much smaller bowl of food over to the table and sat down opposite Tony. He had his spoon in one hand and his phone in the other, smiling every time his phone pinged. I didnt have an appetite, so I took my bowl over to the counter. 'I'm not feeling to good, Im going to bed. You have fun tonight ok baby? Be safe and dont come back too late, love you'
'Yeah, night' Tony was to engrossed in his phone to even look at me. Is it possible to feel you heart break? Well, I believe it is now. I couldnt control my tears as I walked upstairs and into the bathroom. Ahh, my new loves, laxatives and the toilet. I heard the front door slam close as I lean over the toilet and force my body to rid itself of the soup I just ate. After I was sure it was out of my stomach, I swallowed 3 laxative and slumped back to the bedroom, lyed on the bed and cried myself into a numb slumber.
*Tonys POV*

I left Emily to go to sleep and left to meet Rhiannon, we'd been texting non stop since the reunion and I think Im falling for her but I love Emily, dont I? Can you love more than one person? I'm so confused. Emilys been nothing but good to me, shes beautiful, loyal, loving and when I'm with her, I feel sixteen again but its a whole different feeling with Rhiannon, shes beautiful, attractive, amazing in bed and its a grown up relationship. Its amazing.
I arrived at the restaurant that I'd be meeting Rhiannon for our date in. I parked up my car just as Rhiannon left her cab. Its got to be said, she looked stunning. ' You look amazing '
'You scrub up well too, Perry. You ready to go inside?' I nodded as we made out way towards the entrance. When we enter, we're hurried off to a table and left for sometime to look over the menu. When the waitress come back and took our orders, I looked towards the bar and notice Jaime drinking a beer with Casey, the bands drum teach. I let an 'Oh shit' slip out of my mouth.
'What was that baby?'
'Nothing. nothing, I just thought I saw someone I didnt want to but its ok, its all ok because I'm with you' I reached across the table and placed my hand on top of hers. I kept letting my eyes slip to Jaime, who kept his back to us, luckily. We ate our meals and left soon after. ' So, my place?'
'Oh, you know it' We both got into my car and made our way to Rhiannons house.
~*The next day*~
*Emilys POV*
I woke up to find the bed beside me empty. I presumed Tony was too drunk to walk up the stairs by himself and feel asleep on the sofa. I crept across the landing, being as quiet as I could as to not wake him and tip toed down the stairs only to be met by an empty sofa and no Tony in sight. He didnt come home last night, my heart just sank into my stomach. He didnt come home because he found someone who's skinny, guys like skinny, which you're not, you fucking whale. I decided to stop worrying, he'd be fine, he's probably with the guys, I'll send him a text.
To: Turtle <3<3<3:
Hiya babe, just wanted to make sure that you're alright and didnt get to drunk last night, text me when you're on your way home and I'll begin breakfast, love you xxx
I had a text of Rebecca, she never texts me about anything because she's usually at the house, this is odd.
From: My other half (We have a strange friendship, leave us be)

Check instagram NOW! I tagged you in a comment on the picture, check it ASAP!

I did as I was instructed and went onto my instagram app. I had to scroll for a little bit to find the notification from Rebecca, I had fans liking my photos 24/7 and at least 50 new followers a day, some fans are slow. I opened up the the picture and a felt sick and angry at the same time. It was posted by someone called Rhiannon Lee, it was a picture of her and Tony and Tony was kissing her cheek and had his arm around her waist. The caption read 'rhiannonisbetterthanyoou: Had an amazing night with the babe @tonyperry now some chill time ;)' see he found a skinny girl, you have no one to blame but yourself, fat bitch. I decided not to take any notice, it was more likely just an innocent friendship, right?
Please lord, let me be right.
Authors Note:

Title credit: If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember
I hope you guys dont mind me no longer using PTV lyrics as the titles, its just hard to find ones that fit, I'll still use them but I'll also be using other band lyrics too.
Thank you for reading!

Notes

Title credit: If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember
I hope you guys dont mind me no longer using PTV lyrics as the titles, its just hard to find ones that fit, I'll still use them but I'll also be using other band lyrics too.