~*POV Jaime*~

I bit down gently on Vic's lower lip, asking for entrance, which he instantly gave. I pushed my tongue inside of his mouth and we were soon battling for dominance. I don't know who exactly was winning, but it felt right...

I placed my hands up the back of Vic's shirt and rubbed his back, causing him to kiss me harder. He placed both of his hands on my chest and pushed me backwards onto the bed, without breaking the kiss. As I helped him out of his shirt, I knew this was going to be one fun day...

~*POV Mike*~

"Tone I'm worried about them," I said, biting my lip, "He's been gone for a while now..."

"Mikey calm down," Tony said, grabbing my hand, "I'm sure they're fine. They're probably fucking or something."

I cringed at the thought of that, "That is a mental image I could've happily lived the rest of my life without Tony!"

He laughed and patted my back, "Yeah... I'm not sorry."

I tried to laugh with him, but I couldn't manage anything legitimate. The images just wouldn't leave my head... But, they were morphing. It was no longer Vic and Jaime though, it was me and the guy from that night. I instantly couldn't breath, I felt the world around me start to spin. I tried to push the images out of my head, but I couldn't, I just couldn't.

I felt tears well in my eyes, and before I could do anything about it they were falling. I put my head in my hands. I could physically feel his hands on me again, I tried to push them away, but there was nothing there. When I closed my eyes, he was there. His hands were on me, I could feel them.

I started screaming for him to stop as his hands traveled over my body. I felt another set of hands on me, but these hands were stronger and comforting. I felt myself involuntarily leaning towards them.

"Mike? Mike!" I heard a voice yell, but it was muffled and far away.

The voice was brash, yet calming. I felt myself leaning towards it, even though I could still see and feel him. I sobbed and sobbed as the experience continued, I couldn't stop it, it happened the same way it happened in my nightmare. When it was down, I tried to calm myself down, but I still couldn't.

I realized that the second pair of hands and the voice were Tony's, and that made me feel a little bit better, knowing he was there. I collapsed into his arms and continued crying. I was able to comprehend the world around me again, but everything was still shaky.

"Mike?" Tony whispered as he rubbed my head, "What happened?"

"I- I don't know," I said, my voice shaky and cracky, "One moment I was laughing at something, and the next... I was back to that night... Tony, I can't get it out of my head and I don't know what to do!"

"Shhh, shhh" Tony said, trying to sooth me, "I'm going to make it go away, ok? Do you trust me?"

I nodded into his chest because yes, I do trust him. More than anything.

Notes

Yeah it's short. Yeah it sucks. Sorrynotsorry I've been having a terrible day and I didn't feel like writing. If anything I feel really burnt out right now, from life in general. The only reason I updated at all today is because it makes me feel a bit better.

Title Cred: Me because fuck you