I got up from the couch and went to go grab a bottle of whiskey out of the liquor cabinet. I sat down with some glasses. "Whiskey girl?" Mike asked with his eyes lit up. I looked up from pouring, I gave him a smirk. "What do you think?" He gave me a little chuckle and smirked back. Woah wait I hope im not leading him on or anything. So I laid back into Tony's shoulder and he wrapped his arm around me. I downed my whiskey and poured more. "Woah someone going a little hardcore" Jaime said smiling at me. "I just killed someone I need something to take the edge off" I said staring at the floor. Jaime ran and sat next to me. "What are we staring at" He said smiling like a little kid. I giggled and got out of my train of thought. "Hey let's go get that thing I wanted to get" Tony said to Jaime. It sounded weird but I just brushed it off. Mike got up and was a about to light a joint. "Dont smoke that in here." I said and went out on the balcony. I followed him so I could smoke a little. Tony said bye and they left. Vic just sat there getting hammered by the second. I stood with Mike in silence. He handed me the joint. "So do you plan on staying with Tony?" He asked. I blew out the smoke, "Hmmm well I mean I totally like him. All of you guys are cute. It's a little hard at the moment." I said. Mike just smirked at me. "What?" I asked. "Oh nothing your just so cute" I looked at him. "I had no idea my name was nothing" He giggled. "Everytime" He said smiling at the floor. After we were done I walked inside high as fuck. Mike followed me into the living room to find Vic and a bottle of whiskey more than half gone. "Vicccc" I whined, "Why did you drink all of the whiskeyyyy" I whined at him. He patted the sofa for me to sit next to him. He kissed me and I thought it was Tony. Then everyone walked in and saw. I fell on the floor and started to cry. I dragged myself to the bathroom and found Tony's shirt. I held onto it so I could just smell it again. "What have I done!" I screamed in tears. I heard the door slam. I burried my head in his shirt and started to cut myself with a razor in the stomach. "I'm such a bitch! I dont deserve anything!" I felt the blood trickle down my body that soon made a puddle around my lifeless body. I felt the room go into darkness as the door flew open.

Notes

I dont smoke or drink so please excuse my lack of knowledge I only hear things about it from people.....and health class...... I dont self harm either so I just try to use from what I read so I dont know lol



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