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What If I Can't Forget You (Sharpen Your Teeth & Bite As Haed As You Want Sequel)

I'm Not A Little Girl No More

I basically began to live on the other bus for the last two weeks. Josh had given up his bunk for me but ended up sleeping in it with me most nights. In a completely innocent way of course. Although now I know he has feelings for me, that hasn't changed our friendship. It hasn't been mentioned at all but it doesn't mean that they feelings are gone. I felt a little sick but I pushed the feeling out of my thoughts. I keep feeling sick for the last two weeks. Oh well, stupid bug probably.

"Josh you're squishing me" I whined at a half sleeping Josh. "No I'm not" He groaned with his eyes still closed. "Guys... Cara had her baby" Chris ran into the bunk area. Josh sat up and groaned. "Great, more fucking drama" He said slipping out the bunk. I followed his actions and climbed out too. I grabbed my bag and went to the bathroom to get changed into clothes. After I was finished I followed Chris, Max, Kellin, Copeland, Matt and Josh over to the other bus. We climbed basically everyone was in the bus except Vic. "Where's daddy Fuentes?" Kellin asked with Copeland on his hip. As the words left his lips a girl walked out with a skimpy dress on and looking pretty ashamed of herself. She slipped past everyone on the bus and left. We all exchanged looks. Vic eventually walked out looking pretty hung over.

"Who was that?" Tony asked with a frown. Vic just shrugged and looked around for something. "So Papa Fuentes!" Kellin squealed, passing Cope to me and running to Vic and bearhugging him. "Yeah yeah" Vic said rolling his eyes. "When was he born?" Max asked. "Around midnight" Vic said with a raspy voice. "Why do you look hung over?" Mike asked with a hint of anger in his voice. "I went out like 2am" Vic said like it was a common thing. "Your son was born this morning and you decided to get wasted and fuck some girl?" Jaime said with disgust. "So?" Vic said with no shame. "You are a jackass" Jaime muttered. Vic flipped him off and left the room. Mike came over to me and asked to talk outside. I gave Copeland back to Kellin and went outside to talk to Mike.

"What's up?" I asked. "You need to come back to the bus" Mike said sternly. I frowned. "I don't think I can Mike" I sighed. "Please, we need you. We need you to make things happy again and show him what he is missing" Mike pleaded. I thought for a moment. "I'll come back when we go to Australia okay, tonight is the last show on American soil so we will see!" I said with a soft smile. He pulled me in for a hug and I hugged him tightly. "Starting on the younger Fuentes already?" Vic said walking off the bus. I pulled away from Mike and looked at Vic. "No, I'm allowed to hug whoever I want" I sighed. "Right. Mikey, wanna come see your nephew tonight after our show" Vic said obnoxiously. "I'm staying to watch Paramore but I can come with you tomorrow?" Mike offered. Vic rolled his eyes. "You'd rather watch a bitch onstage than see your own flesh and blood?" Vic snarled at his brother. "I'm not a bitch" I sighed. "Yeah you're a whore too" Vic spat in my direction. "Yeah well, get used to it. I'll be coming back to my bus once we get to Australia" I said smugly. "Oh great, can't you stay on the other bus" He said with a groan. "Nah, sharing a bunk with Josh is getting a little too cramped" I said with a smirk. His eyes flashed with anger. "Aw go fuck yourself" He groaned and walked away into the venue. Mike began to laugh and patted me on the back. "Well done".

I went over towards the venue where I seen Katelynne on her phone. She was looking at it intently then looked up. She flashed me a smile and I walked up to her. "Hayley" She smiled. "Hey gal!" I grinned. "So what's up?" She said. "Just cannot deal with his bullshit much longer" I sighed. "It'll get better" She said was sympathy. I nodded and then suddenly Kellin approached us. "Hey girls" He beamed. "Hey, baby Cope" I said to her and she let out the cutest noise I've ever heard then said "Hi" My eyes widened. I looked at Kellin and then Katelynne. "When did she start saying hi?" I asked in shock. "Last night" Katelynne smiled. "Oh god, that is so cute. If I ever have kids I want them to be as cute as Copeland" I said sweetly. "Of course they will. Little Hayleys running around" Kellin gushed like a 17 year old girl. I laughed at his girliness.

We went on to talk more about babies and I began to feel sick again. I frowned at myself and looked around to try and distract the feeling. Nothing was working. It kept coming in waves but this one was the worst. I looked at Katelynne and she seen the distress on my face. "Kellin we'll be right back" She said grabbing my arm and dragging me towards the building.

The feeling built up more and I began to run down the corridor. I seen two people standing outside the bathroom and as I approached I seen it was Vic and Jaime. They were going to slow me down. "Out the way, out the way, GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY" I screamed as I approached them. They both looked at me with shock. I burst into the bathroom and made it to a cubical. I fell to my knees and began to puke all my stomach up. The tears formed in my eyes from the burning in my throat. I cried out as I was sick again. Katelynne burst into the bathroom and waited for me. I eventually felt okay to stand up. My legs shook and my tear stained face ached from the retching. I opened the door and walked out to Katelynne. "Hayley... are you..." She began to say. "I don't know" I cut her off. "Let's go find out okay" She said with a smile. She led me to the door and opened it.

Vic and Jaime were both at the door still and they looked at me strangely. "What was that all about?" Vic asked. "What the hell do you care?" I choked up. "Fine be a bitch then" He said rolling his eyes. Jaime patted my shoulder lovingly and smiled. I mouthed a thank you and then me and Katelynne walked off.

We left the venue and went to find the nearest drug store. "I'll get it okay, we don't want to risk anyone seeing you buy a pregnancy test" Katelynne said softly. "Thank you" I whispered and she went into the store. After a few minutes she came out the store and luckily she had a handbag with her so I wasn't obvious. The guys were all so nosey. We walked back to the buses and climbed onto ours. Knowing the guys would all be in the venue or away out places.

"Okay, let's go to do this?" Katelynne asked as she dragged me through the bunk area. We were about to go into the bathroom with the test in Katelynnes hand as Kellin walked through the bunk area. "Hey girls where did you go?" He asked. We both spun to look at him and Katelynne hid the test behind her back. "Wait... what's wrong?" He asked with a frown. "Nothing, we are talking about girl stuff like periods and hormones" Katelynne said quickly. Good thinking. "Ew" He said making a disgusted face. He looked at her arms. Shit. "Whatcha got there darling?" He said with a sneaky grin. "Nothing Kells now please let us be alone for a bit" She said with pleading in her eyes. "Okay..." He said then suddenly jumped at her. She fell backwards into me then I tripped and pulled her down onto the ground with me. She dropped the test and Kellin looked at it. His eyes widened. "Oh shit, Kate are you?" He said with a scared look.

Katelynne picked it up and nodded. "I don't know yet" She said taking the wrap for me. I appreciate it but she has a baby to take care of. This is my mess. I took the test off her and they both looked at me. Kellin with confusion and Katelynne with a warning to say she was dealing with it. "Sorry Katelynne, this is my mess. Thanks though" I smiled at her weakly. "Kellin, I don't know so I gotta take this test but no matter the outcome please don't say a word to anyone okay?" I begged. "Of course" He said and pulled me in for a hug. Katelynne hugged us too and it felt nice. We all pulled apart and Kellin looked like an excited kid on Christmas. "Go do your thang, I wanna know if I'm gona be uncle Kellin" He said jumping up and down.

I went into the bathroom and done the test. Man trying to pee on a stick is a lot more difficult than they ever tell you. I walked out of the bathroom and they both looked at me. "I gotta wait 3 minutes" I said nervously. They nodded and smiled. "This'll be the longest 3 minutes of your life" Katelynne said with a slight laugh. "Yeah, cherish it, you might be knocked up and never have 3 minutes to yourself again" Kellin giggled. "Speaking of which, where is our child?" Katelynne questioned Kellin. "Mike and Jaime are taking her around the venue to show her our jobs" Kellin said with an excited grin. "They are going to have a blast with her" Katelynne laughed. I was currently staring into space wondering what the hell I'm going to do. "3 minutes are up. Let's go look" Katelynne said softly. I looked at her and nodded.

We all walked into the tiny bathroom and I couldn't look at it. "I can't... do it for me" I said to Katelynne. She nodded and picked up the stick. "Well Hayley..."

Comments

@Colourfultears
Yay! Can't wait to read them
@Brokenhearted222

Thank you, theres 3 sequels :)
Oh my god I loved this so much your a great writer!!
You're welcome and would you mind checking out a story i juss started and give me like feed back please :) and I'm really excited for what is to come!!! :)
@XxKellinVicQuinnFuentesxX

Thank you, im really happy you like it and have been having your own ideas :') I like that! The third installment has begun and I'm probably going to make it longer than the other two :) it'll be interesting to see how people like it because it's not going to be typical towards them but I assure you that there is A LOT of stuff still to come :)
Colourfultears Colourfultears
8/14/13