Josh Franceschis P.O.V

"Hey man, you up to much tonight?" I spoke down my phone. His groggy voice groaned indicating a hangover.

"Nah, you want to hang out?" He asked sounding like his throat was about to give out. I wondered how much he drank this time.

"Well I'm just back in the UK on tour actually. Do you wanna come hang out with us?" I asked. I hadn't seen Oli for a long time but I had a feeling he was back to reckless partying and drowning out his sadness.

"Yeah man. Who ya touring with?" He asked with his strong Sheffield accent. I smiled to myself a little at how much he sounded like a farmer.

"Paramore, Pierce The Veil and Sleeping With Sirens" I said effortlessly. He laughed a little.

"I lool forward to be introduced to your little friend Hayley. You still into her?" He asked suddenly sounding much better.

"I don't know. A lot has happened. She isn't the same person anymore. Touring with her and Vic has been unbelievably hard. They aren't talking anymore. A lot went down after Christmas. She found out he cheated on her on Christmas Eve and it tore them apart. She tries to keep it together but honestly, she's falling apart" I explained. Oli knew a lot of the situation as he is one of my best friends.

"Well, Oli will make it all better" He said grinning down the phone. I rolled my eyes and laughed at him.

"I'm sure you will. I'll text you the venue and put you on the guestlist" I told him.

"No bother man, see ya later" He laughed down the phone and hung up.

I put my phone in my pocket and sighed. Everything was truly falling apart on this tour. It was now nearly April and the tour would be ending in a month and a half. We were spending 3 weeks in the UK which would be nice as it was home for me and the boys.

Hayley was barely talking to anyone. Her and Vic are still together in a sense. They don't talk and everything is purely physical between them, as if there was no emotion whatsoever between them. He promised that he didn't mean to cheat, he was drunk. She didn't accept it and she had every right to. They eventually decided to keep on having sex as if it would make a difference. She just can't open her eyes to see that there might be something much better waiting for her.

A few hours later...

'Alright boy, where you at? The show ended an hour ago and I'm bored sitting myself. Let's party. Ols' I quickly replied that I would go and get him. This will be interesting.

I found him at the bar with Matt Nicholls. They were both drinking a beer and chilling out. I approached them and they both hugged me.

"What's up man?" Matt said taking a swig of his beer.

"Yeah, show was good as per" Oli nodded and done his famous grin.

"Thanks man, you guys wanna come back to our bus party?" I asked.

They both nodded and we went off out to the buses. Loud music and chatter filled the air. We walked onto the Paramore bus and things were in full swing. Jaime and Taylor were dancing to Gangnam Style together. Jeremy, Justin Y, Tony and Mike were playing a card game. Hayley and Vic were arguing, both clearly very drunk. Kellin, Max, Chris and Jack were playing xbox. Matt, Ilan, Justin, Dan, Jesse and Gabe were all dancing around. The bus was packed and everyone seemed to be having a good time.

Hayley rolled her eyes at Vic and looked at me. She got up and skipped over to us. She was very intoxicated. "Hey man" She said pulling me in for a hug. She glanced back at Vic and he looked really pissed. "Who's your lovely friends here?" She said nodding towards Oli and Matt.

"Oli Sykes and Matt Nicholls of Bring Me The Horizon" I told her. She smiled widely and stepped around me.

"Hello there Bring Me The Horizon" She said. Her eyes wandered over Oli. I didn't like the way she was looking at him.

"Ello there my dear" Oli said, his accent booming off the walls. Her eyes lit up and she smiled widely. I looked at Vic who just shrugged it off and began to drink more. Does no one give a fuck anymore? Clearly not.

Vics P.O.V

I love Oli to bits but he better stay away from Hayley. I know she isn't mine anymore but he has a tendency to hurt people without meaning it. I just want her to be okay. If I can't have her then no one can. I stood up and walked over to them. I put my arm around her and began to kiss her neck. Then she pushed me off her. I looked at her and shook my head. "Fuck you then". I muttered and walked away to the back of the bus to get more alcohol. I went back out where everyone was and sat on the couch.

Losing her was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. She just doesn't care about anything anymore. It's been 3 months since she found out about my big mistake on Christmas Eve. I didn't mean it, I just lost control for a minute and in turn lost more than just control. She is broke down. Nothing is working and I'm scared of how she's gonna end up.

The media have been swarming her ever since she lost the baby. If only things had of gone right in the pregnancy me and her would be parents in a month. It's funny how life takes funny little turns huh.

"Come dance with us Vic" Jaime said grabbing me off the couch. I let him drag me to wherever he wanted to go.

"I don't want to dance" I whined. He rolled his eyes and began to dance around me. I laughed at his stupid dance moves and began to forget about Hayley for a minute.

"You're such a good dancer" Taylor joked. I flipped him off and laughed.

"Yeah, you get all dem girls with those moves" Jaime giggled.

"I could get any girl I want" I said and began to hit out even more moves.

I was too busy having fun when I looked over and noticed Hayley wasn't over by the door anymore. I looked around and she wasn't on the bus... and neither was Oli. Panic ran through me and I pushed by everyone and off the bus.

I looked around and began to walked round the bus. My heart caught in my throat when I seen Hayley and Oli making out up against the bus. Tears welled up in my eyes and I took a feep breath. They stopped kissing and she looked over at me. Her face was emotionless and blank.

"What?" She asked. Oli looked up too but he seemed way too drunk to know what was going on.

"What are you doing?" I asked shaking my head.

"Kissing Oli, what does it look like?" She said in a matter-of-factly voice. I closed my eyes and took a breath.

"Why? Are you trying to prove a point?" I asked in disbelief. She laughed and looked away.

"No, I'm just moving on Vic. You should do the same" She said coldly. She turned to face Oli and they began kissing again. I stormed back on the bus and found something strong to drown out my sorrows. To wash away the pain. To stop this hurt. I think I've finally lost her.