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Disasterology {tony perry}

can we loose our minds, and call it love?

"Good morning, guys!" I smiled, walking out to face the rest of my band this morning.

I got a chorus of good mornings, and some 'she's back!'

I made myself a cup of coffee and looked at the time. I chugged my drink and skipped into the bathroom, locking the door and hoping into the shower. I scrubbed my hair and body, making sure I was all clean, even though I'd have to take another shower later tonight.

I dried off and got dressed into today's outfit, which consisted of a black loose 3/4 sleeve shirt, plain denim shorts with the pockets sticking out slightly, lace tights, black platform sneakers and my white circle sunglasses. I applied my makeup, applying concealer, powder, eyeliner, eyeshadow and mascara.

I walked out of the bathroom and saw all my band members looking at me.


"I'm going to watch Pierce the Veil from backstage, see y'all later!" I smiled, clipping my pass to my shorts and skipping out of the bus.


"Hey Jenny! Wait up!" I heard my brother shout from behind me.


"You taggin' along with your older sister? You sure you're not to 'cool' to hang out with me?" I said, putting air quotes around cool and bumping my should with his laughing lightly.


"You sure are something else, sis." He laughed, tossing his arm lazily over my shoulder.

We walked the short way to the main stage and made our way backstage.

Drew and I sang and danced along to the music on side stage, the boys looking at us sometimes, throwing a lazy smile our way. Soon enough, four very gross, sweaty boys made their way towards us.


"Well if it isn't the terrible two," Vic said, raising an eyebrow at us.


"You know it!" I shot back hugging my brother's side tightly, making him wince and a light chuckle escape my lips. In a few minutes time, my drummer and guitarist found us just in time for our two minute warning. Josh and Kyle skipped onto the stage, loud cheers escaped from the crowd. Drew and I were fighting over who should go out first so he eventually gave up, tossing me over his shoulder and carrying me onto stage, me laughing loudly and kicking my legs making his grip on me loosen.


"Alright you crazy bitch, i'll put you down!" He laughed, setting me in front of my microphone. I flipped him off and turned to the crowd.


"Helloooo San Deigo!" I started, cheers bubbling from the large group of people standing in front of me. "In case you didn't know, we're Sleep for the Weak" I said, in a low voice making people giggle and cheer at the same time.


"This is a little song called Shut Your Mouth!" I yelled the song title as the music started up and adrenaline coursed through my veins.


"You’ve got me where you want me

Falling on the ground

I hold you in the highest place,

So I’m getting out

‘Cause you’ve got me so strung out

When you leave and come around

Yeah

How am I supposed to breath

The more I live its killing me

And now I’ll be glad to see

Every time you leave

This is the last time

This is the last fight

Sunsets to sunrise

This is my goodbye

From morning till midnight

With or without you

This is my goodbye.

You were trouble since the day we met

I can see that now

I take back everything I said

Everything ‘till now

‘Cause you’ve got me so strung out

When you leave and come around

Yeah

How am I supposed to breath

The more I live is killing me

And now I’ll be glad to see

Every time you leave

This is the last time

This is the last fight

Sunset to sunrise

This is my goodbye

From morning ‘till midnight

With or without you

This is my goodbye.

I’m writing you out,

I’m crossing my T’s

And I want back the necklace that you said you did keep

You miscomprehend

I’ve sworn you to dead

And my words are as strong as my last gasp for breath.

This is the last time

This is the last fight

Sunset to sunrise

This is my goodbye

From morning ‘till midnight

With or without you

This is my goodbye.

Goodbye.." I sang my heart out. We continued on singing until we finished our last song, saying our thank you's and our goodbye's. Drew picked me up once again, carrying me backstage. I jumped down and pulled my long blonde hair back into a messy bun and walked into our dressing room, wiping off all of my black eye makeup so that my face was naked and clean.


"Jenny? Are you in here?" I heard a familiar voice call for someone once again. I instantly got quiet.


"Y-yeah" I muttered. He stepped into the room, closing the door behind him.


"Can we talk?" He said, rubbing his temples. I nodded and took a seat on the couch, motioning him to sit next to me.


"Look, Tony..What I did to Nicole was completely out of line..a-and I don't know what got into me, I'm not like that and-" he cut me off there.


"You're right. You're not like that. However, you're a completely different person now." He said. Usually, I would've held my ground but there's only two people who can make me breakdown like I am currently; Drew and Tony.


"Why-Why do you hate me?" I finally choked out after a moment of silence, tears filling my eyes and completely blurring my vision of Tony's face.


"Oh come on!" He groaned. I actually lost it.


"No! Don't you dare go there!" I shouted, standing up, wiping the tears from my eyes. "You left me with absolutely no explanation! You made all my friends hate me! Do you even fucking understand how much that hurt me? Do you even realize what you cause me to physically do to my body?! I've fucking lost track of scars covering me. So if you're going to just sit here and tell me stupid excuses as to why you just up left me with no reason, I don't want to hear it right now." I shouted, my voice getting quieter towards the end of my breakdown.


I grabbed my phone and left the backstage, running away from the venue and on to my bus, where Drew let me cry to him and then proceeded to take me on a hunt to find ice cream, holding me on his shoulders the whole time. I found some fans who had tweeted many pictures of me and my brother and I saved them to my phone, changing my lock screen and opening up instagram.


@jennycaylen: sometimes all you need is a brother to cheer you up! x @drewcaylen

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hey guys!

laurie here!

so this was a pretty quick update and I hope this chapter is better then that shit excuse for a first chapter.

kisses x

xo laurie.

Comments

Please update!! I love it! :D
OptimusObsession OptimusObsession
10/27/13
Update.....please?? :)
I like it. x3 Please update soon!
@A-Match-Into-Water
thank you so much! x
d1sasterology d1sasterology
7/8/13
this is really great i love it!!!!