You Deserve Much More
I love you little sis
“
“Kat wake up baby its okay” I was being shaken awake by Vic. I had tears falling down my face hitting the blankets.
“Vic I had a dream it was him I feel like he is going to find me and-” I was cut off by screaming in the front of the bus.
“WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE! SHE ISN’T 18 YET SO I LEGALLY HAVE THE RIGHT TO TAKE HER TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK SHE IS OR I AM GOING TO KILL YOU ALL” He was here. I laid frozen in one spot until Vic picked my up and brought me to the back of the bus.
“Kat I want you to climb out of this window and go to the Sleeping With Sirens bus and call 911 okay?” I was crying hysterically but I managed to nod.
“What if they are still sleeping Vic its only 5:30 in the morning?” He shook his head.
“No one of them is always awake at this time I am not sure which one but I promise you that everything will be oka-”
“KATHERINE COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE OR I AM GOING TO FIND YOU AND KILL YOUR ASS” I
jumped slightly before opening the window in the back. I carefully jumped out and ran to Sleeping With Sirens bus. I knocked furiously while wiping away tears.
“Who the fuck is- Oh Kat what are you doing here are you okay?” It was Justin. I tried to smile but it didn’t work I only cried more.
“C-Can I p-please come in?” He shook his head and I walked into the bus. I looked at him and he pulled me into a hug.
“Kat I want you to tell me what is going on” He looked worried. I didn’t know what to say they don’t know anything about how I met Vic or what my past was like.
“He He is here for me” I cried into his shirt.
“Who Kat, Who is here for you?” Put his hands on my shoulder and looked me in the eyes
“My dad he is here to get me and I don’t wanna go back?” I cried more just thinking about what was happening on the PTV bus.
“Why don’t you wanna go with him I need you to tell me everything I don’t like when my little sister is hurting” I smiled slightly.
“You think of me as a sister?” My voice cracked and he nodded
“Yes Kat I do and it hurts me to see you this way now please tell me what is going on” I took a deep breath in and began to explain.
“Well ever since I was 10 my mother and father have been into drugs and alcohol and since then they have beaten me and my father has rapped me. When I was 10 and a half my father dragged me from my room on a count that ‘i was being bad’ and brought me to the kitchen and turned the stove on and once it was hot he pushed me onto the burner so that my shoulder was pressing against it and burned me to the point where I had to go to the hospital. He told the doctors that I was playing around fell on it but I was shorter that the stove at the time. When I was 12 my mother tied me to her bed and whipped me and then after she was done with me my father rapped me taking my virginity. When I was 14 My father was so high when I got home from school he said that I didn’t do my part in satisfying him so he forced me to deepthroat him and I didn’t want to so i bit him so he beat me up so bad that he broke all of my ribs and my right arm, again he told the doctor that I was playing around on the monkeybars at school. When I was 16 he invited his brother over so he too could take advantage of me he told me ‘it would be selfish of me not to share you in such a way’ and so then again I was rapped by two men at the same time. After that incident I found out that I was pregnant with one of their children and my father got mad but decided that it was my fault and I should raise it, but when I got to be 3 months along and showing a lot he told me I shouldn’t have the baby so he beat the shit out of me and killed the baby, once again he told the doctor that I had fallen down the stairs. It wasn’t until 2 weeks ago when I was so pumped to be going to see you guys play live that I was going to sneak out of the house to see you play. I was just about to sneak out the window when my father found me and dragged me to his room and rapped me, I blacked out in the middle of it and when I woke up he was passed out so I ran to my car with a bag that i had packed. I was walking to the line when I passed out because my father had stabbed me with some glass in my leg, Vic and Jaime found me and took me to their bus and cleaned me up and so now here I am” I was crying so much that I didn’t realize that now all the guys from Sleeping With Sirens were sitting and listening to me talk. I wiped my tears to see that everyone was now crying.
“No girl ever deserves to be treated like that especially someone as beautiful as you” Jesse spoke up and I smiled.
“Yeah well it happened and now he is on PTV’s bus looking for me” I clung to Justin.
“I am going to Kill that motherfucker” Kellin said as he stood up.
“Me too lets go kick his ass” Jack spoke up and they all left leaving me and justin.
“Hey its going to be alright I promise” Justin cooed as he rubbed my back.
“What if he hurts Vic? What if he hurts them? “I said causing me to cry more.
“They will be fine there is one of him and like 8 of them” I laughed. Justin was rubbing my back to stop me from crying and it ultimately caused me to fall asleep. The last thing I heard before I fell asleep was Justin’s voice.
“I love you lil sis forever and always”
“Kat wake up baby its okay” I was being shaken awake by Vic. I had tears falling down my face hitting the blankets.
“Vic I had a dream it was him I feel like he is going to find me and-” I was cut off by screaming in the front of the bus.
“WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE! SHE ISN’T 18 YET SO I LEGALLY HAVE THE RIGHT TO TAKE HER TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK SHE IS OR I AM GOING TO KILL YOU ALL” He was here. I laid frozen in one spot until Vic picked my up and brought me to the back of the bus.
“Kat I want you to climb out of this window and go to the Sleeping With Sirens bus and call 911 okay?” I was crying hysterically but I managed to nod.
“What if they are still sleeping Vic its only 5:30 in the morning?” He shook his head.
“No one of them is always awake at this time I am not sure which one but I promise you that everything will be oka-”
“KATHERINE COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE OR I AM GOING TO FIND YOU AND KILL YOUR ASS” I
jumped slightly before opening the window in the back. I carefully jumped out and ran to Sleeping With Sirens bus. I knocked furiously while wiping away tears.
“Who the fuck is- Oh Kat what are you doing here are you okay?” It was Justin. I tried to smile but it didn’t work I only cried more.
“C-Can I p-please come in?” He shook his head and I walked into the bus. I looked at him and he pulled me into a hug.
“Kat I want you to tell me what is going on” He looked worried. I didn’t know what to say they don’t know anything about how I met Vic or what my past was like.
“He He is here for me” I cried into his shirt.
“Who Kat, Who is here for you?” Put his hands on my shoulder and looked me in the eyes
“My dad he is here to get me and I don’t wanna go back?” I cried more just thinking about what was happening on the PTV bus.
“Why don’t you wanna go with him I need you to tell me everything I don’t like when my little sister is hurting” I smiled slightly.
“You think of me as a sister?” My voice cracked and he nodded
“Yes Kat I do and it hurts me to see you this way now please tell me what is going on” I took a deep breath in and began to explain.
“Well ever since I was 10 my mother and father have been into drugs and alcohol and since then they have beaten me and my father has rapped me. When I was 10 and a half my father dragged me from my room on a count that ‘i was being bad’ and brought me to the kitchen and turned the stove on and once it was hot he pushed me onto the burner so that my shoulder was pressing against it and burned me to the point where I had to go to the hospital. He told the doctors that I was playing around fell on it but I was shorter that the stove at the time. When I was 12 my mother tied me to her bed and whipped me and then after she was done with me my father rapped me taking my virginity. When I was 14 My father was so high when I got home from school he said that I didn’t do my part in satisfying him so he forced me to deepthroat him and I didn’t want to so i bit him so he beat me up so bad that he broke all of my ribs and my right arm, again he told the doctor that I was playing around on the monkeybars at school. When I was 16 he invited his brother over so he too could take advantage of me he told me ‘it would be selfish of me not to share you in such a way’ and so then again I was rapped by two men at the same time. After that incident I found out that I was pregnant with one of their children and my father got mad but decided that it was my fault and I should raise it, but when I got to be 3 months along and showing a lot he told me I shouldn’t have the baby so he beat the shit out of me and killed the baby, once again he told the doctor that I had fallen down the stairs. It wasn’t until 2 weeks ago when I was so pumped to be going to see you guys play live that I was going to sneak out of the house to see you play. I was just about to sneak out the window when my father found me and dragged me to his room and rapped me, I blacked out in the middle of it and when I woke up he was passed out so I ran to my car with a bag that i had packed. I was walking to the line when I passed out because my father had stabbed me with some glass in my leg, Vic and Jaime found me and took me to their bus and cleaned me up and so now here I am” I was crying so much that I didn’t realize that now all the guys from Sleeping With Sirens were sitting and listening to me talk. I wiped my tears to see that everyone was now crying.
“No girl ever deserves to be treated like that especially someone as beautiful as you” Jesse spoke up and I smiled.
“Yeah well it happened and now he is on PTV’s bus looking for me” I clung to Justin.
“I am going to Kill that motherfucker” Kellin said as he stood up.
“Me too lets go kick his ass” Jack spoke up and they all left leaving me and justin.
“Hey its going to be alright I promise” Justin cooed as he rubbed my back.
“What if he hurts Vic? What if he hurts them? “I said causing me to cry more.
“They will be fine there is one of him and like 8 of them” I laughed. Justin was rubbing my back to stop me from crying and it ultimately caused me to fall asleep. The last thing I heard before I fell asleep was Justin’s voice.
“I love you lil sis forever and always”
7/21/13