And I don't ever want to lose my best friend, atleast not again.
Why do I have to care?
*FLASH BACK*
Vic's POV
"I love you." I whispered into her ear. "What I'm sorry I can't hear you?" I smiled and yelled "I love you!" "I love you too Vic." She leaned in and kissed me, I kissed back. I had know this girl for almost half her life, she is my best friend. When she moved there was a big age difference but as time went on and we got older our friendship turned into something more, but when people found out things didn't go so well. It was her 16th birthday and my band was just taking off. We layed in my bed kissing when the realization ht of what I had done and was doing. I sat up. "Vic, whats wrong?" She asked. "I just slept with you, Your my best friend, I have a band and an image." "What are you saying?" I took her hands in mine and looked at her. "I can't love you and I never will Ali... It is not fair for me to pull you along..." "You don't mean that, you couldn't...why would you sleep with me if you didn't, I don't understand." She stood up and started to put her clothes on. "Ali, It's just the band, how will it look if I dated a sixteen yearold-" "I thought you loved me, I gave you my virginity, I thought you cared but your just like anyone else who wanted to take it from me-" "Ali, Please don't-" "What Vic? Make a scene? Tell the world of our little almost relationship... I loved you, Damn it I still love you but I'm not allowedso I wont-" "Ali-" "Please stop calling me that... Please just leave me alone." I was standing by this point and had put some pants on. I stepped closer but she backed away. "Ali-" "Vic stop if you don't feel the same way I wouldn't wanna ruin your image, I'm leaving...Please don't... Not anymore." I watched her leave my room a crying histarical mess. I loved her but was 7 years older and I just kept telling myself I had an image to keep up, Right? I layed back on my bed and didn't move for what seemed like forever.
*END OF FLASH BACK*
Alex's POV
I rolled over in my bunk and saw Chase, I smiled. I'm so glad I have him. I reached up and put my right hand on his cheek and rubbed my thumb across it. He didn't open his eyes but he took my hand and moved it to his lips and kissed it. "I love you." He said. "I love you more." I said and climbed over him but he stopped me half way, so I was strattling him. I leaned down and kissed his lips. then I got the rest of the way out of our bunk. I went and hopped into the shower. I was standing there felling the water run down my back when the door opened. I smiled as the door to the shower slid open, I looked over at chase and he smiled. "Come on, and shut the door it's cold out there." He came close to my face as arms wrapped around his neck. "I meant what I said I really do love you." I rested my forehead on his and said "I know and I really love you too."
We got out of the shower and walked to the back lounge and got dressed, I put on A pair of red shorts and an american flag t-shirt. Along with some white converse. I walked into the front lounge and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge. "Ok I'm gonna meet other bands today, Thats my goal before our show." "Our shows at 1 o'clock ok?" "Ok, who wants to go with me?" "I will." Chase said and I took his hand and we were off. We were outside walking, occasionally getting stopped byt fans asking for autographs. We were walking when someone ran up to us "you guys are beautiful Noise right?" "Yeah 2/5 ths" I smiled it was Jack from All Time Low. "I've listened to your stuff before, it's really good." "thank you...I know it's weird but I'm a huge fan of your band-" "She knows every word to every song." He smiled as Alex walked up to us. "Oh, and this is Alex, These are the guys from Beautiful Noise.." "Alex and Chase" I said. "Cool, what part in the band?" Alex asked. "Well she does vocals and I'm the bassist." "Cool, hey if you guys wanna come over to our bus later we and you could meet the rest of our bands?" Jack asked. "Sure, When?" "Like 8." "Ok see you then." We separated after that but not with out exchanging numbers first. We kept walking. I saw Vic I turned around but it was too late he saw us. I started to walk over with another person. I gripped Chase's hand. "Hey Al-ex, This is my good friend Kellin. This is Alex." "Hi nice to meet you." I said. "This is Chase he is in my band too." He smiled. "I'm Kellin and you guys must be the new band with the massive fan base?" "Yep, we got really big really fast." Chase added. "Well what part are you guys?" Kellin asked. I just ignored Vic and only talked to Chase and Kellin. "Well I'm lead vocals and he is our Bassist." "Cool, we have something in common then, can you play an instrument?" "Nope, I can clap does that count?" I asked. He chuckled. "We should hangout?" "Most definetly!" I told him and smiled. Then my phone started to ring I answered it, It was jase telling us we had 5 minutes."Ok jase we'll be there. I hung up and turned to the three who were watching me. "We have to go but if you want you can come by our set with us?" "Sure." They both said. Really I was talking to Kellin but I wasn't gonna be rude. We walked over to our set and my band got in a circle and yelled Flamming Nipples and ran out on stage.
After our set, we got off stage. Andy was carring me piggy back style. I jumped off and looked at Kellin and Vic. "What did you think?" "That was amazing, I can see why you have the fan base." "Thanks." I looked over at Vic who had nothing to say. Then Kellin spoke up "You know you should do Hold On Till May with PTV?" "I don't know-" I was interupted by kellin "Come on it would be fun and they go on right now...I'm sure you know all the words." "I do but-" I said those three little words and Vic's face lit up. "No buts you are gonna do it and have fun." I smiled and looked at Vic. "It's fine with me." He spoke up. "Fine!" "I gotta go get to my set but I will see you later." Kellin said and ran off. I turned to Vic and he looked at me "that was not my idea." He said. "Its fine , I like that song anyways." "You do?" "You know just cause I was and still is angry with you means I hate your music and the guys don't deserve that either." "right" He said and turned around as the guys walked up. "Hey Ali." They all said. "Hey guys and please call me Alex. Is it cool if I sing Hold on till may with you?" "Hell yeah!" Jaime said and pulled me into a hug. "You know you give the best hugs." I told him. He did a pose and said "I know." I giggled. And they went on stage. Their last song was hold and they introduced it "Ok now for our last song we're gonna play Hold on till may and have Al-ex from Beautiful Noises come sing with us. I walked out on stage and sang with them. When it was over I got off stage and hugged the guys and told them "I missed you guys, And Harry Potter and Star Wars just isn't the same without you." "I know right." Tony and Mike said together. "I'm gonna go change I'm all sweaty." I turned and went to walk away "Alex do you wanna hangout later?" Jaime asked. I turned back and said "I can't I have another engagement, Sorry." I turned around and walked to my bus.
Vic's POV
"I love you." I whispered into her ear. "What I'm sorry I can't hear you?" I smiled and yelled "I love you!" "I love you too Vic." She leaned in and kissed me, I kissed back. I had know this girl for almost half her life, she is my best friend. When she moved there was a big age difference but as time went on and we got older our friendship turned into something more, but when people found out things didn't go so well. It was her 16th birthday and my band was just taking off. We layed in my bed kissing when the realization ht of what I had done and was doing. I sat up. "Vic, whats wrong?" She asked. "I just slept with you, Your my best friend, I have a band and an image." "What are you saying?" I took her hands in mine and looked at her. "I can't love you and I never will Ali... It is not fair for me to pull you along..." "You don't mean that, you couldn't...why would you sleep with me if you didn't, I don't understand." She stood up and started to put her clothes on. "Ali, It's just the band, how will it look if I dated a sixteen yearold-" "I thought you loved me, I gave you my virginity, I thought you cared but your just like anyone else who wanted to take it from me-" "Ali, Please don't-" "What Vic? Make a scene? Tell the world of our little almost relationship... I loved you, Damn it I still love you but I'm not allowedso I wont-" "Ali-" "Please stop calling me that... Please just leave me alone." I was standing by this point and had put some pants on. I stepped closer but she backed away. "Ali-" "Vic stop if you don't feel the same way I wouldn't wanna ruin your image, I'm leaving...Please don't... Not anymore." I watched her leave my room a crying histarical mess. I loved her but was 7 years older and I just kept telling myself I had an image to keep up, Right? I layed back on my bed and didn't move for what seemed like forever.
*END OF FLASH BACK*
Alex's POV
I rolled over in my bunk and saw Chase, I smiled. I'm so glad I have him. I reached up and put my right hand on his cheek and rubbed my thumb across it. He didn't open his eyes but he took my hand and moved it to his lips and kissed it. "I love you." He said. "I love you more." I said and climbed over him but he stopped me half way, so I was strattling him. I leaned down and kissed his lips. then I got the rest of the way out of our bunk. I went and hopped into the shower. I was standing there felling the water run down my back when the door opened. I smiled as the door to the shower slid open, I looked over at chase and he smiled. "Come on, and shut the door it's cold out there." He came close to my face as arms wrapped around his neck. "I meant what I said I really do love you." I rested my forehead on his and said "I know and I really love you too."
We got out of the shower and walked to the back lounge and got dressed, I put on A pair of red shorts and an american flag t-shirt. Along with some white converse. I walked into the front lounge and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge. "Ok I'm gonna meet other bands today, Thats my goal before our show." "Our shows at 1 o'clock ok?" "Ok, who wants to go with me?" "I will." Chase said and I took his hand and we were off. We were outside walking, occasionally getting stopped byt fans asking for autographs. We were walking when someone ran up to us "you guys are beautiful Noise right?" "Yeah 2/5 ths" I smiled it was Jack from All Time Low. "I've listened to your stuff before, it's really good." "thank you...I know it's weird but I'm a huge fan of your band-" "She knows every word to every song." He smiled as Alex walked up to us. "Oh, and this is Alex, These are the guys from Beautiful Noise.." "Alex and Chase" I said. "Cool, what part in the band?" Alex asked. "Well she does vocals and I'm the bassist." "Cool, hey if you guys wanna come over to our bus later we and you could meet the rest of our bands?" Jack asked. "Sure, When?" "Like 8." "Ok see you then." We separated after that but not with out exchanging numbers first. We kept walking. I saw Vic I turned around but it was too late he saw us. I started to walk over with another person. I gripped Chase's hand. "Hey Al-ex, This is my good friend Kellin. This is Alex." "Hi nice to meet you." I said. "This is Chase he is in my band too." He smiled. "I'm Kellin and you guys must be the new band with the massive fan base?" "Yep, we got really big really fast." Chase added. "Well what part are you guys?" Kellin asked. I just ignored Vic and only talked to Chase and Kellin. "Well I'm lead vocals and he is our Bassist." "Cool, we have something in common then, can you play an instrument?" "Nope, I can clap does that count?" I asked. He chuckled. "We should hangout?" "Most definetly!" I told him and smiled. Then my phone started to ring I answered it, It was jase telling us we had 5 minutes."Ok jase we'll be there. I hung up and turned to the three who were watching me. "We have to go but if you want you can come by our set with us?" "Sure." They both said. Really I was talking to Kellin but I wasn't gonna be rude. We walked over to our set and my band got in a circle and yelled Flamming Nipples and ran out on stage.
After our set, we got off stage. Andy was carring me piggy back style. I jumped off and looked at Kellin and Vic. "What did you think?" "That was amazing, I can see why you have the fan base." "Thanks." I looked over at Vic who had nothing to say. Then Kellin spoke up "You know you should do Hold On Till May with PTV?" "I don't know-" I was interupted by kellin "Come on it would be fun and they go on right now...I'm sure you know all the words." "I do but-" I said those three little words and Vic's face lit up. "No buts you are gonna do it and have fun." I smiled and looked at Vic. "It's fine with me." He spoke up. "Fine!" "I gotta go get to my set but I will see you later." Kellin said and ran off. I turned to Vic and he looked at me "that was not my idea." He said. "Its fine , I like that song anyways." "You do?" "You know just cause I was and still is angry with you means I hate your music and the guys don't deserve that either." "right" He said and turned around as the guys walked up. "Hey Ali." They all said. "Hey guys and please call me Alex. Is it cool if I sing Hold on till may with you?" "Hell yeah!" Jaime said and pulled me into a hug. "You know you give the best hugs." I told him. He did a pose and said "I know." I giggled. And they went on stage. Their last song was hold and they introduced it "Ok now for our last song we're gonna play Hold on till may and have Al-ex from Beautiful Noises come sing with us. I walked out on stage and sang with them. When it was over I got off stage and hugged the guys and told them "I missed you guys, And Harry Potter and Star Wars just isn't the same without you." "I know right." Tony and Mike said together. "I'm gonna go change I'm all sweaty." I turned and went to walk away "Alex do you wanna hangout later?" Jaime asked. I turned back and said "I can't I have another engagement, Sorry." I turned around and walked to my bus.
Oh my gosh I really miss this story! It was the first one I read... PLEASE COME BACK!
7/27/14