Dear Victor,
Words can never amount to the love I feel for you.
Please please please forgive me for everything I have ever done to hurt you and please forgive me for what I'm about to do. Please know that it is what I have to do. I love you more than anything on this Earth, but it's become too much for me to handle. I am worth nothing. My child can not stand being around me and I know it. She can feel that I am a horrible mother. When I'm not around her, I'm crying and beating myself up about it and I am hurting you. It's time for me to stop hurting myself and it's time for me to stop hurting you. I'm sorry. Please take care of Ivory. Let Jaime, Mike and Tony know that I love them. You all have been my everything.

I'm sorry,

Abby,