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Do you think you'd love me back?

Caraphernelia

Jordan stumbled back almost falling onto the floor, Tony grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and started screaming in Jordan's face. I quickly ran over to the two of them and pulled Tony off of Jordan "WHAT THE FUCK TONY! THIS WASN'T APART OF THE DEAL!" I screamed in his face, Tony went to go at him again but I pushed him back outside. "Go to the car NOW!" I chucked the keys at Tony and apologized to Jordan before giving him a sort of comforting smile, Tony was in the passenger seat so I guess I was driving "we're going food shopping before we go back home, and cleaning products so we can clean up the house." I didn't even bother looking him in the eyes.
"Do you know how fucking long I've waited to do that to him?" Tony continued to stare out the window
"I don't care Tony, what you did was wrong and you know it!"
"WHAT HE DID TO YOU WAS WRONG RACHEL!" he turned around so he was looking at me, I looked over at him and gave him a small kiss on the top of his nose "thank you for caring, but I can take care of myself."
We pulled into the supermarkets carpark "are you comming in?" I asked as I cut the engine, Tony nodded I had a quick smoke before we went inside. We shopped for a good 40 minutes before heading to the counter, the line was long there was 4 people ahead of us and they all had full trollies "we need to talk about lastnight" Tony said, I turned around and looked up at him while leaning on the trolley.
"What about?"
"Suzie..." I took a deep breath in and closed my eyes, my eyes started to water but I ignored them I wouldn't let myself break down in public like this "what about her?" I let out in one breath.
"I don't know why I slept with her, I was just so angry at you and she te-"
"save it till we're in the car, or you might end up walking." I turned around and pushed our trolley forwards abit, I wiped away the few tears that started to fall down my face and started putting our food on the checkout while singing quietly.
To safeguard my philosophy
Until my dying breath
I transfer from reality
Into a mental death
I empathize with enemy
Until the timing's right
With God and Satan at my side
From darkness will come light

I watch the rain
And it turns red
Give me more wine
I don't need bread
These riddles that live in my head
I don't believe that God is dead

God is dead
I grabbed my wallet from my back procket when Tony put his hand on my arm "I got it" he whispered
"Aw what a lovely man you've got!" The checkout lady boomed, I flashed a quick smile before letting it dissapear again "oh I'm sorry, are you guys not a couple?"
"We are," I Tony smiled back at her before looking down at me, she packed our food and cleaning products into bags "I know those tattoos!" She smiled at Tony "you're one of those bands my daughter's inlove with!"
Tony chuckled "how old is she? What's her name?" He asked
"She's 17 and her name's Annabel, Anna for short"
Tony grabbed our receipt and the lady handed him a pen, on it he wrote
I love you Annabel xox
Love Tony Turtle Perry

"Give this to your daughter will you?" He handed her the receipt and smiled before leaving, we walked to the car and he helped me load everything into the boot.
When we got home I got Jamie and Tony to clean the house while I went and ran some erins.
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It's been two weeks since all that shit went down on my birthday, things were fine with me and Tony we are no longer together, I am now living with Vic and Mike. Mike was hardly home though, but when he was he was always in his room fucking some slut, today's my first day back at work since everything happened; I had to take a paid leave. As I walked in I got a text from Vic you look sexy ;) and so does your butt reow! xox I looked up and greated my boss Katie with a hug, we weren't that close but we were close, i was only really close with the boys. I never got round to texting Vic back as today we had a busy day today, I had to tattoo 3 people arrange bookings and design a cultural tattoo then head off to the mall at 3. I had a 5 hour shift today, I am and I'm not looking forward to it. Our first customer entered in the door, she had a beautiful smile "hi I'm Elizabith" she said as she approached me behind the counter, I stood up and shook her hand "I'm 5 minutes early but I was wondering if I can get seen now?" I nodded and showed her to the back room, I had already been informed on what she wanted. As usual I told her the pros and cons about tattos then procceded, she was lovely but I could tell she was in a lot of pain, when I finished I showed her to the counter where she paid me and set her off. I decided to start on the cultural tattoo until the next appointment which was at 12:30pm, he said he wanted something simple but not too simple, it was a sleeve for his arm. So far I've come up with this, it was all I could do before the next customer came in. "Hello" I said with a warm smile, "today you'll be seeing Katrina, she's the one who booked your appointment," I showed down to where Katrina was and left them two. Suprisingly the day went pretty fast, I'm now on my way to the shopping centre where I'll be buying me a new wardrobe. Vic was taking me out to dinner and I wanted to buy some really nice clothes and then have Mike help me which outfit to wear and what to do with my hair and makeup, suprisingly Mike had really good taste. I spent about a good hour and a half shopping, I drove back home and thankfully only Mike was home.
"MIKEY!" I screamed as I placed all my bags on the bench, he ran downstairs and hugged me tightly
"what's in the bag?" A huge smile appeared on my face as I pulled out all the stuff I had brought
"HOLEY SHIT! THESE CLOTHES ARE AMAZING! YOU'D LOOK BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY SINGLE ONE!" He screamed like a little girl as he held up this dress
I laughed and thanked him "I need your help on what to wear, Vic is taking me out to dinner tonight and I want to wear one of these, and I need your help with my hair and makeup," I quickly skooted over to Mike and hugged him and I gave him a sad desperate look "Fine!" he complained, he tried to act like he didn't want to help me, but sexretly I knew he did. I told him I was just going to have a quick shower and I'd call him when I was done, I ran upstairs and threw my clothes off and turned the water on. I jumped in straight away with the water being cold, I quickly washed my self and my hair and shaved all the needed to be shaved. When I hopped out I towel dried my hair and put on my favourite bra and undies and called out to Mike who came running into my room "what am I going to wear?" I giggled,
"that's a secret" he gave me a wink and headed me into the bathroom where he sat me down and began on my makeup, I had no idea what he was doing but I trusted him completly. about 10 minutes later Mike let me look in the mirror, when I turned around my mouth dropped I looked absolutly stunning! "MIKE!" I screamed, he stood back pretty impressed with his work, I looked in the mirror one last time and rubbed my lips together to get the lipgloss rubbed in properly "what now?" I asked with a smile that seemed too big for my face, "sit back down, I got to do your hair now," I sat down smiling still like a girl going to get her ears pierced for the first time, Mike blow dried it, scruffed it then curled it and scruffed it again, giving me that 'edgy' look, once again I was very pleased with how I looked. He lifted me up by my hands and dragged me into my room, I looked at my phone and saw it was just after 6:30; Vic would be home soon I thought. "come one Mikey clothing time!" Mike sighed and told me to closed my eyes and that he would dress me so I got a suprise once again, I loved it when Mike dolled me up, I felt like a princess becase Mike knew what he was doing. I felt him place a few rings on my hands, he even changed my earrings and even changed my stretcher, he put on a crop top like thing which I don't remember getting and my mullet skirt, and some wedges. He walked me over to the mirror and told me to open my eyes, when I opened my eyes I couldn't believe how I looked! "MIKE! HOW'D YOU GET THE TOP OF THIS OFF MY DRESS?!" I screamed in excitement
"it had a zippy thing that let it come off" he laughed, I stood in the mirror twirling my self round and round, I turned over to Mike who was smiling like a goon "THANK YOU!" I screamed as I jumped up and hugged him and kissed his cheek, Mike went downstairs and I texted Vic
To Vic:
I'm all ready :~) when will you be home? Are we still going at 7:30? xox

From Vic:
I'm getting ready at a friends, I'll leave in 5 minutes to come get you and then we'll leave :) xox


I was so excited, I hadn't been out like this in a long long time. I ran downstair and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge, I got Mike to take a photo of me before I left and I posted it to twitter and instagram captioning it me before I go on my dat with sticky Vicky ;) xox @piercethevic a few minutes later the doorbell rang, I ran straight over to the door opening it to see Vic in a gorgeous black suit with a bouquet of flowers, he handed me the flowers and kissed my cheek, he came in as I placed the flowers on the bench and got Mike to take one last photo of us; just before he snapped the photo Vic whispered in my ear "you look fucking beautiful Rachel, I'm so lucky to be going out on this date with you," the biggest smile appeared on my face Vic kissed my cheek and Mike snapped the photo, I grabbed my phone and tweeted and instagramed it Vic and I being perfect before our date ;) xox @piercethevic. Vic and I headed off to this fancy italian restaurant, I orded a rocket and parma ham salad and some italian meatballs Vic ordered the same and some ricotta gnocchi. Half way through our meal a fan came up to us and asked us if we were dating, her friend asked me if I had moved on from Tony already and now was dating Vic, then the first said that she 'shipped' me and Vic. It was ridiculous, things that go around on the internet these days, Vic and I finished our dinner then ordered dessert and talked till about 9pm when we left. When we got home Mike was suprisingly asleep and I planted my self on the couch undoing my wedges, Vic came over and helped me. He crawled on top of me and kissed me, nothing sexual, just a gentle friendly kiss, he then backed away and headed up to bed. I laid there starstruck, I felt like a teenage girl with all these hormones rushing through her body. I sat up picked my shoes up, grabbed my bottle of water and headed to the bathroom to take off my make up, once I had done that I walked into my room and got changed into one of Tony's old jumpers. I put my hair into a pony tail and crawled into bed, I put my earphones in and started listening to La Dispute - King Park I love that song so much; I started to think if I liked Vic or not. I mean, I still love Tony, but things are just to awkward between us, I want to get back with him but I can't trust him anymore and then there's Vic. We're total bestfriends and he's a major sweetheart, but after tonight I just feel like there's something more to that... I just don't know

Notes

ugh it's 1:40am so I thought I'd do another chapter, not sure if I should do a fourth before I go to sleep hmmm xox
I'm quite happy about this chapter considering there's no smut in here, and I'm terrible at writing when there's like no drama etc
enjoy!

Comments

I seriously want to kill tony, he is such an asshole it's ridiculous. I wish Rachel and Tony stayed together and I hate Suzie she is just a hoe bag.

Space_Squidgy Space_Squidgy
2/22/14

I seriously want to kill tony, he is such an asshole it's ridiculous. I wish Rachel and Tony stayed together and I hate Suzie she is just a hoe bag.

Space_Squidgy Space_Squidgy
2/22/14

@DesireeMay
Good luck :') i hate the begging of the story tho :c

Fghufghuifghui gonna start reading this *-* <3

Dreamcatcher Dreamcatcher
12/31/13
they should both be girls and fall fo each other bc CUTENESSOVERLOAD
Cecephernelia Cecephernelia
12/2/13