Do you think you'd love me back?
Southern constellations
My phone alarm went of at 6AM, just how I set it, my head was pounding and my jaw felt like it was locked, I stretched out my body recapping last night in my heap until my attention was caught when my legs hit another pair of legs, my eyes shot open and I looked over to see Mike snoring; poor boy must be tired.
I got out of bed and grabbed my keys before heading down to my car... which wasn't there, I walked back inside and walked over to Jaime who was passed out on the couch,
“Jaime” I whisper shouted, shaking him gently
“What?” He groaned
“How did we get home?” I asked
“Taxi, no leeeeeaaaaave!” He snapped, I shook my head and ran back up to the room and searched for my phone, it didn't really faze me that I had shared a bed, we always shared a bed, but I still hadn't forgotten his and Vic's conversation that I heard, and the fact that things got heated between us last night, but best friends kiss every now and then... right?
“Yay!” I squealed when I found my phone, I quickly covered my mouth hoping I didn't wake him up, thank fully I didn't, I opened up my messages and texted Cara, figuring she'd be up right now,
To Cara
Hey baby ;) can you please come get me from Vic's, I have no way to get home and Taxi is too expensive :( xox
From Cara
Holla chica ;) sure thing, I'm on my way xox
I headed to the bathroom and wiped off the makeup that had smudged and went back to the room where Mike was lying awake with his arms and legs stretched out, I picked up my jeans off the floor and put them on along with my combat boots.
“Morning princess” I laughed walking over to him
“Morning nana” he laughed out “where are you off too?”
“Cara is picking me up and I'm going to get her to take me back to mine then we're going to get my baby from Mama and Papa Fuentes then a do a little something” I laughed, Mike shot a cheesy smile and pulled me in closer,
“Tell Cara-Lee that I miss her and I'll take her to buy some nuggets before we leave, okay?” He told me
“Fine, but I best get going” I laughed getting up,
“You forgot something” he said leaning forwards and pulling me back, he turned me around and slammed his on mine, he bit down on my bottom lip and I let out a slight moan,
“Mike, not now” I breathed out “good bye, for now” I smiled and pecked his lips quickly before running out of the room, straight out of the house, where Cara was already parked in the driveway waiting, I told her to go to my house then we'd take my car to get Cara-Lee and to pick up breakfast for everyone... everyone meaning Mike, Jaime, Tony, Vic, Cara-Lee, Cara and I; as far as I recall I only pick up and pay for food for people who mean something to me.
Once we got to my house I ran straight into the shower, I quickly washed myself and my face and shaved everything that needed to be shaved, I dried my self off and chucked on some clothes I had brought in with me and hurriedly put on my make up, I unlocked the door and called out for Cara who ran straight down, I pulled out the blow dryer and started drying my hair,
“Mike and I kissed” I blurted out,
“What!” She screamed in delight “how, why, spill! Everything!”
“I know,” I laughed “I don't know, I know the feelings have always been there between us but we've never acted on them because we're best friends, sure we've kissed in the past, but it was nothing like last nights kiss... and this mornings, it was nothing like a kiss Tony and I have shared...” I looked over at Cara and saw her standing there with her hands over her mouth smiling in delight, I shook my head and turned off the blow dryer and tied my hair up in a messy bun,
“I knew it” she laughed shaking her head “did he finally man up and tell you? Or...”
“Over heard him and Vic's conver- WAIT! You knew?!” I screamed out, reapplying my lipstick
“Everyone did but you and the fans” she laughed “come on, lets go get Cara Jr and then get breakfast”
“Yeah whatever” I mumbled trying not to laugh, I shook my head grabbed my bag and keys with Cara on my back, we got into my car and drove to the Fuentes household, it was around 9AM so they should be up by now, or if thy weren't Cara-Lee would've woken them by now, I knocked on the door and waited, within seconds the door flung open and there stood Papa Fuentes,
“Papa!” I called out, giving him a big hug
“How have you been cariño?” He asked me “and how have you been my other cariño?” He asked Cara
“Good” we responded in unison, I went upstairs and greeted Mama Fuentes and my baby girl, we had little chat before we set off to McDonalds where we were getting breakfast, we ordered some hot cakes, hash browns, hot chocolate for Cara-Lee and two cappuccinos for Cara and I.
After breakfast we ordered four hot cakes, eight hash browns and four hot chocolates since I still didn't know what they boys would prefer so hot chocolates had to do, we headed back to Vic's and everyone was awake all lying in the back yard hoping the sun would absorb their hangover and rid it from them.
“Boys! We got breakfast” I yelled out walking towards the kitchen, a few of them groaned but the others sprang up quickly and tried to get in but Cara quickly shut the sliding door so I could put their food on plates, I grabbed out four paper plates and set the hot cakes on them with two hash browns each and the maple syrup that came with, I picked up Cara-Lee and put her on my hip and gave Cara the “nod” to open the door, the boys came rushing through with Suzie walking slowly behind, everyone grabbed their plate and their hot chocolate and started shoving it down their throats; literally.
“There's only four plates though...?” Vic added as soon as he swallowed what was in his mouth, I just stood there smiling with Cara-Lee trying to squirm out of my arms, Jaime and Mike laughed to themselves but did so a little too loudly.
“Ugh, whatever I'll get my own breakfast anyways” she scoffed walking over to the pantry, just to find it empty, the same as the fridge, “I'm going home to get real food”
“At least then one part of you will be real” I added as she was walking out of the door, she just scoffed and ran out of the house “good luck to her getting home with no car” I laughed, I looked down at Cara-Lee who was supposed to be in my arms but wasn't, I looked around the kitchen for her, my whole body frozen in one spot but my eyes.
“Mama! I not get down!” I heard Cara-Lee cry from upstairs, I ran to the stairs and saw her with her hand on the rail halfway down the stairs crying,
“Aw, baby you're okay” I smiled running up to pick her up I kissed her temple and picked her up “want to say hi to daddy, and uncle Mike, Vic and Jaime?” I asked her, her face lit up when I said Mike's name,
“Yuh yuh yuh!” She said excitedly, I put her down gently and she ran straight over to Mike, not Tony, Mike. She ran to Mike first, then to Tony, well that's awkward because that's never happened before.
-
We were all currently inside Pierce The Veils tour bus, everyone was off doing their own thing at the front of the bus waiting for their tour manager, guitar tech and rum tech to arrive before they leave, Mike and I were in the back lounge about to hit the bong, Tony had Cara-Lee, and Jaime and Vic were on the xbox with Cara snuggled up against Vic; and Suzie? Well, she stayed at home with Liam.
“I feel bad” I laughed,
“Why?” Mike asked, putting water into the bong followed by weed
“Because I'll be stoned when yous leave, that means I'll be stoned when I get Cara-Lee back”
“She'll be tired by the time yous get home anyways so why not sleep it off with her?” He laughed taking the first hit
“Mike!” I screamed, but it was too late, he blew out this illegal goodness and passed it to me, I hesitated before snatching it out of his hands
“I'm a bad mum” I laughed putting it to my lips and lighting it, I had a few hits, enough to get me a good high going on but not enough to get me fucked, Mike surprisingly did the same, if he got even more fucked it would affect me as well since we hot boxed the room.
“M-Mike” I stuttered out, I needed to get this off my chest before they left, or I may never end up telling him ever.
“Yo” he said lifting his head up off the floor,
“I think we all know these feelings have been there for a long long time” I looked down and smiled “and not just your feelings”
“What are you saying?” He laughed a little “we all knew how much you loved or love Tony”
“Yeah but, I was got told to marry your best friend not your lover, because you always end up hiding things from your lover and tell your best friend everything” I smiled, “what I'm trying to say is... I love you too Mike” I looked over at Mike who had the biggest grin on his face, maybe it was because of the weed, maybe it was because what I said or maybe it was both, either way, it made me happy; he made me happy.
He stood up and made his way to me on the couch, he grabbed my face and kissed me roughly, just in that moment the door swung open, we broke apart quickly and looked over to whom was standing there; Tony and Cara-Lee.
“Mama is Mikey your pwince now?!” Cara-Lee asked, breaking the silence, Mike and I laughed but Tony just stood there dead still with a tear sliding down his face,
“Here, go to mum, we have to go now” he looked up and narrowed his eyes on Mike before returning them to Cara-Lee “be a good girl for mummy okay princess? I love you” he said placing kissing all over her, she made sure he got a big kiss from her before he stood up and left the room quickly.
Cara-Lee came running straight over to us and wrapped her tiny little arms around Mikes legs,
“Is you mamas pwince now?” She asked, squeezing his legs even tighter,
“I don't know, if you let go of my legs I could give you an answer,” he chuckled, she let got of his legs and held up her arms for him to pick her up, he did as so, “so Rachel,” he laughed,
“So Mike” I said back, in the same cheeky tone he used,
“So Cawa!” Cara-Lee added, it was so cute how she couldn't pronounce the r in her name properly, and most r's in general, we shared a laugh before Mike cleared his throat, instantly making us stop,
“So Rachel, how 'bout it? Rachel would you do the honors of becoming my amiguita?” He asked, his stubbly cheeks turning red
“Oh Michael” I fake gasped “if only I knew what that last word meant” I laughed
“Funny, I know you know what that word means, it's one of the only spanish words you know” he laughed
“Sorry what?” I laughed, playing dumb; of course I knew what it meant, it meant girlfriend, he was asking me to be his girlfriend, but I wanted him to say it properly so Cara-Lee could understand.
“Do you want to be my girlfriend?” He laughed “Rachel, do you want to go out with me?”
“Sure where too?” I laughed, his face fell from a smile to serious “I'm kidding, of course” I smiled standing up, I rested my forehead against his and gently kissed his lips.
“MAMA! MIKEY YOUR PWINCE?” Cara-Lee squealed in excitement,
“Yes baby” I laughed taking her from Mike's arms, she kissed my cheek and bounced up and down in my arms, “we better go now” I said pointing my head over to the door, he nodded and waited for us to leave first, I said goodbye to Mike, Jaime and Vic before I said goodbye to Tony I gave Cara-Lee to Cara so we could talk in private.
“Care to explain” Tony scoffed
“Explain what? Am I not allowed to be happy? Am I not allowed to move on fro you finally?” I spat at him
“Or that it's Mike! Could have at least picked someone else”
“Yes, Tony, because I can totally fucking hand pick who I want to be with, I could have hand picked you when we were in hospital, yeah I so did, I fucking asked to be put next to your fucking cubical just to end up falling in love with you and having your kid then it ending like this! Yes I so fucking picked that one” I pushed him back and wiped my eyes not caring if I smudged my makeup.
“You know what, I actually fucking wish I picked a private hospital so I wouldn't have met you!” He screamed back
“You know what Tony, you can get fucked if you wish that then you can't see Cara-Lee anymore, once tour is over I'm taking you to court to get full custody over her” I said no louder than a whisper, I stormed out from the bunks and ran straight through the rest of the bus, feeling everyone's eyes set on me, even Mike's; I honestly don't care if they heard, they were going to find out anyways.
I ran straight to the car where Cara and Cara-Lee were waiting for me, I wiped my eyes and pulled my shades out of my bag to hide my eyes,
“Hey,” I said to Cara shooting her a weak smile, she smiled back “hey baby girl” I said to Cara-Lee “I'm just going to have an adult stick then I'll take you where ever you want to go, okay?” Yes, I call my cigarettes adult sticks, so she doesn't know what cigarettes are, not at three anyways.
I pulled out a smoke from my bag and lit it up before it even got to my mouth,
“You okay?” Cara asked putting a sympathetic hand on my shoulder
“Just dandy,” I laughed taking another drag of my smoke.
-
Once I put Cara-Lee to sleep I just broke down, how could Tony say that? Surely he didn't mean it, we're his world, well me was his world Cara-Lee on the other hand... still should be his world.
I got out of bed and grabbed my keys before heading down to my car... which wasn't there, I walked back inside and walked over to Jaime who was passed out on the couch,
“Jaime” I whisper shouted, shaking him gently
“What?” He groaned
“How did we get home?” I asked
“Taxi, no leeeeeaaaaave!” He snapped, I shook my head and ran back up to the room and searched for my phone, it didn't really faze me that I had shared a bed, we always shared a bed, but I still hadn't forgotten his and Vic's conversation that I heard, and the fact that things got heated between us last night, but best friends kiss every now and then... right?
“Yay!” I squealed when I found my phone, I quickly covered my mouth hoping I didn't wake him up, thank fully I didn't, I opened up my messages and texted Cara, figuring she'd be up right now,
To Cara
Hey baby ;) can you please come get me from Vic's, I have no way to get home and Taxi is too expensive :( xox
From Cara
Holla chica ;) sure thing, I'm on my way xox
I headed to the bathroom and wiped off the makeup that had smudged and went back to the room where Mike was lying awake with his arms and legs stretched out, I picked up my jeans off the floor and put them on along with my combat boots.
“Morning princess” I laughed walking over to him
“Morning nana” he laughed out “where are you off too?”
“Cara is picking me up and I'm going to get her to take me back to mine then we're going to get my baby from Mama and Papa Fuentes then a do a little something” I laughed, Mike shot a cheesy smile and pulled me in closer,
“Tell Cara-Lee that I miss her and I'll take her to buy some nuggets before we leave, okay?” He told me
“Fine, but I best get going” I laughed getting up,
“You forgot something” he said leaning forwards and pulling me back, he turned me around and slammed his on mine, he bit down on my bottom lip and I let out a slight moan,
“Mike, not now” I breathed out “good bye, for now” I smiled and pecked his lips quickly before running out of the room, straight out of the house, where Cara was already parked in the driveway waiting, I told her to go to my house then we'd take my car to get Cara-Lee and to pick up breakfast for everyone... everyone meaning Mike, Jaime, Tony, Vic, Cara-Lee, Cara and I; as far as I recall I only pick up and pay for food for people who mean something to me.
Once we got to my house I ran straight into the shower, I quickly washed myself and my face and shaved everything that needed to be shaved, I dried my self off and chucked on some clothes I had brought in with me and hurriedly put on my make up, I unlocked the door and called out for Cara who ran straight down, I pulled out the blow dryer and started drying my hair,
“Mike and I kissed” I blurted out,
“What!” She screamed in delight “how, why, spill! Everything!”
“I know,” I laughed “I don't know, I know the feelings have always been there between us but we've never acted on them because we're best friends, sure we've kissed in the past, but it was nothing like last nights kiss... and this mornings, it was nothing like a kiss Tony and I have shared...” I looked over at Cara and saw her standing there with her hands over her mouth smiling in delight, I shook my head and turned off the blow dryer and tied my hair up in a messy bun,
“I knew it” she laughed shaking her head “did he finally man up and tell you? Or...”
“Over heard him and Vic's conver- WAIT! You knew?!” I screamed out, reapplying my lipstick
“Everyone did but you and the fans” she laughed “come on, lets go get Cara Jr and then get breakfast”
“Yeah whatever” I mumbled trying not to laugh, I shook my head grabbed my bag and keys with Cara on my back, we got into my car and drove to the Fuentes household, it was around 9AM so they should be up by now, or if thy weren't Cara-Lee would've woken them by now, I knocked on the door and waited, within seconds the door flung open and there stood Papa Fuentes,
“Papa!” I called out, giving him a big hug
“How have you been cariño?” He asked me “and how have you been my other cariño?” He asked Cara
“Good” we responded in unison, I went upstairs and greeted Mama Fuentes and my baby girl, we had little chat before we set off to McDonalds where we were getting breakfast, we ordered some hot cakes, hash browns, hot chocolate for Cara-Lee and two cappuccinos for Cara and I.
After breakfast we ordered four hot cakes, eight hash browns and four hot chocolates since I still didn't know what they boys would prefer so hot chocolates had to do, we headed back to Vic's and everyone was awake all lying in the back yard hoping the sun would absorb their hangover and rid it from them.
“Boys! We got breakfast” I yelled out walking towards the kitchen, a few of them groaned but the others sprang up quickly and tried to get in but Cara quickly shut the sliding door so I could put their food on plates, I grabbed out four paper plates and set the hot cakes on them with two hash browns each and the maple syrup that came with, I picked up Cara-Lee and put her on my hip and gave Cara the “nod” to open the door, the boys came rushing through with Suzie walking slowly behind, everyone grabbed their plate and their hot chocolate and started shoving it down their throats; literally.
“There's only four plates though...?” Vic added as soon as he swallowed what was in his mouth, I just stood there smiling with Cara-Lee trying to squirm out of my arms, Jaime and Mike laughed to themselves but did so a little too loudly.
“Ugh, whatever I'll get my own breakfast anyways” she scoffed walking over to the pantry, just to find it empty, the same as the fridge, “I'm going home to get real food”
“At least then one part of you will be real” I added as she was walking out of the door, she just scoffed and ran out of the house “good luck to her getting home with no car” I laughed, I looked down at Cara-Lee who was supposed to be in my arms but wasn't, I looked around the kitchen for her, my whole body frozen in one spot but my eyes.
“Mama! I not get down!” I heard Cara-Lee cry from upstairs, I ran to the stairs and saw her with her hand on the rail halfway down the stairs crying,
“Aw, baby you're okay” I smiled running up to pick her up I kissed her temple and picked her up “want to say hi to daddy, and uncle Mike, Vic and Jaime?” I asked her, her face lit up when I said Mike's name,
“Yuh yuh yuh!” She said excitedly, I put her down gently and she ran straight over to Mike, not Tony, Mike. She ran to Mike first, then to Tony, well that's awkward because that's never happened before.
-
We were all currently inside Pierce The Veils tour bus, everyone was off doing their own thing at the front of the bus waiting for their tour manager, guitar tech and rum tech to arrive before they leave, Mike and I were in the back lounge about to hit the bong, Tony had Cara-Lee, and Jaime and Vic were on the xbox with Cara snuggled up against Vic; and Suzie? Well, she stayed at home with Liam.
“I feel bad” I laughed,
“Why?” Mike asked, putting water into the bong followed by weed
“Because I'll be stoned when yous leave, that means I'll be stoned when I get Cara-Lee back”
“She'll be tired by the time yous get home anyways so why not sleep it off with her?” He laughed taking the first hit
“Mike!” I screamed, but it was too late, he blew out this illegal goodness and passed it to me, I hesitated before snatching it out of his hands
“I'm a bad mum” I laughed putting it to my lips and lighting it, I had a few hits, enough to get me a good high going on but not enough to get me fucked, Mike surprisingly did the same, if he got even more fucked it would affect me as well since we hot boxed the room.
“M-Mike” I stuttered out, I needed to get this off my chest before they left, or I may never end up telling him ever.
“Yo” he said lifting his head up off the floor,
“I think we all know these feelings have been there for a long long time” I looked down and smiled “and not just your feelings”
“What are you saying?” He laughed a little “we all knew how much you loved or love Tony”
“Yeah but, I was got told to marry your best friend not your lover, because you always end up hiding things from your lover and tell your best friend everything” I smiled, “what I'm trying to say is... I love you too Mike” I looked over at Mike who had the biggest grin on his face, maybe it was because of the weed, maybe it was because what I said or maybe it was both, either way, it made me happy; he made me happy.
He stood up and made his way to me on the couch, he grabbed my face and kissed me roughly, just in that moment the door swung open, we broke apart quickly and looked over to whom was standing there; Tony and Cara-Lee.
“Mama is Mikey your pwince now?!” Cara-Lee asked, breaking the silence, Mike and I laughed but Tony just stood there dead still with a tear sliding down his face,
“Here, go to mum, we have to go now” he looked up and narrowed his eyes on Mike before returning them to Cara-Lee “be a good girl for mummy okay princess? I love you” he said placing kissing all over her, she made sure he got a big kiss from her before he stood up and left the room quickly.
Cara-Lee came running straight over to us and wrapped her tiny little arms around Mikes legs,
“Is you mamas pwince now?” She asked, squeezing his legs even tighter,
“I don't know, if you let go of my legs I could give you an answer,” he chuckled, she let got of his legs and held up her arms for him to pick her up, he did as so, “so Rachel,” he laughed,
“So Mike” I said back, in the same cheeky tone he used,
“So Cawa!” Cara-Lee added, it was so cute how she couldn't pronounce the r in her name properly, and most r's in general, we shared a laugh before Mike cleared his throat, instantly making us stop,
“So Rachel, how 'bout it? Rachel would you do the honors of becoming my amiguita?” He asked, his stubbly cheeks turning red
“Oh Michael” I fake gasped “if only I knew what that last word meant” I laughed
“Funny, I know you know what that word means, it's one of the only spanish words you know” he laughed
“Sorry what?” I laughed, playing dumb; of course I knew what it meant, it meant girlfriend, he was asking me to be his girlfriend, but I wanted him to say it properly so Cara-Lee could understand.
“Do you want to be my girlfriend?” He laughed “Rachel, do you want to go out with me?”
“Sure where too?” I laughed, his face fell from a smile to serious “I'm kidding, of course” I smiled standing up, I rested my forehead against his and gently kissed his lips.
“MAMA! MIKEY YOUR PWINCE?” Cara-Lee squealed in excitement,
“Yes baby” I laughed taking her from Mike's arms, she kissed my cheek and bounced up and down in my arms, “we better go now” I said pointing my head over to the door, he nodded and waited for us to leave first, I said goodbye to Mike, Jaime and Vic before I said goodbye to Tony I gave Cara-Lee to Cara so we could talk in private.
“Care to explain” Tony scoffed
“Explain what? Am I not allowed to be happy? Am I not allowed to move on fro you finally?” I spat at him
“Or that it's Mike! Could have at least picked someone else”
“Yes, Tony, because I can totally fucking hand pick who I want to be with, I could have hand picked you when we were in hospital, yeah I so did, I fucking asked to be put next to your fucking cubical just to end up falling in love with you and having your kid then it ending like this! Yes I so fucking picked that one” I pushed him back and wiped my eyes not caring if I smudged my makeup.
“You know what, I actually fucking wish I picked a private hospital so I wouldn't have met you!” He screamed back
“You know what Tony, you can get fucked if you wish that then you can't see Cara-Lee anymore, once tour is over I'm taking you to court to get full custody over her” I said no louder than a whisper, I stormed out from the bunks and ran straight through the rest of the bus, feeling everyone's eyes set on me, even Mike's; I honestly don't care if they heard, they were going to find out anyways.
I ran straight to the car where Cara and Cara-Lee were waiting for me, I wiped my eyes and pulled my shades out of my bag to hide my eyes,
“Hey,” I said to Cara shooting her a weak smile, she smiled back “hey baby girl” I said to Cara-Lee “I'm just going to have an adult stick then I'll take you where ever you want to go, okay?” Yes, I call my cigarettes adult sticks, so she doesn't know what cigarettes are, not at three anyways.
I pulled out a smoke from my bag and lit it up before it even got to my mouth,
“You okay?” Cara asked putting a sympathetic hand on my shoulder
“Just dandy,” I laughed taking another drag of my smoke.
-
Once I put Cara-Lee to sleep I just broke down, how could Tony say that? Surely he didn't mean it, we're his world, well me was his world Cara-Lee on the other hand... still should be his world.
**Mike's pov**
Tony dragged Rachel to where our bunks were, everyone went quiet, we didn't mean to, we just did; we wanted to see how this would go... I guess.
“Care to explain”
“Explain what? Am I not allowed to be happy? Am I not allowed to move on fro you finally?”
“Or that it's Mike! Could have at least picked someone else”
“Yes, Tony, because I can totally fucking hand pick who I want to be with, I could have hand picked you when we were in hospital, yeah I so did, I fucking asked to be put next to your fucking cubical just to end up falling in love with you and having your kid then it ending like this! Yes I so fucking picked that one”
“You know what, I actually fucking wish I picked a private hospital so I wouldn't have met you!”
“You know what Tony, you can get fucked if you wish that then you can't see Cara-Lee anymore, once tour is over I'm taking you to court to get full custody over her” Rachel stormed out of the room not making any eye contact with anyone, she ran off the bus crying, not long after Tony walked out taking short breaths.
“What the fuck Tony!” I screamed at him, he just stood there with his eyes locked on mine, I took a step closer and went to throw a punch at him but I missed because I lost my balance from the bus starting to move, Tony scoffed and walked to the fridge and pulled out an ice cold beer; luckily we restocked before leaving.
I went and laid down in my bung pulling out a cigarette while I was at it, I smoked my whole packet before 8PM, that's no shocker, if I'm going to die might as well make it come quicker.
I pulled out my phone and dialed Rachel's number, it rang three times before she answered,
“H-hey Mike” she sniffled on the other end
“Hey, just checking in” I smiled slightly,
“I'm fine,” she managed to laugh “just hurt, disappointed, angry, the norms”
“Done anything...?” I asked awkwardly.
**Rachel's pov**
“Done anything...?” Mike asked awkwardly,
“N-no” I choked out, I pulled the phone away from my ear and ran my thumb over the scarring of the incident that led me to Tony.
“... Rachel? Are you there?” I heard him ask
“Oh, yes, sorry, just sort of dazed off” I laughed slightly, putting the phone back to my ear,
“I'll let you get some sleep okay?” He said “I love you”
“I love you too” I smiled, the line went dead and I put my phone back on the floor, I brought my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them resting my head on my knees, I don't know how long I was like that for all I knew is that I was being awoken.
“Mummy, mummy wake up!” Cara-Lee cried
“W-what's wrong baby?” I asked, still asleep
“I had bad dweam, can I sleep with you tonight?” She asked,
Notes
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